CHAPTERS 21-23

CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE—EMPETRUM       

“And, that’s it,” Yeun said brightly. “Last treatment done.”

Erika carefully moved from her side to her back, wincing at the soreness in her upper body.  Lately, she couldn’t shake the feeling that her shoulders were uneven somehow. It was subtle, but they felt wrong against the pillows. Yeun said there weren’t any obvious signs of deformation when she had asked.

She had also grown a little taller, she’d noticed. Her clothes were slightly shorter than she remembered. She didn’t feel at all at home in her own skin and hated the suspicion that it would only get worse from here.

He gave her a tiny plastic cup with vitamins and a glass of water.

“We’ll let things settle over the weekend, give your body a chance to produce some more stem cells naturally,” he said as she methodically put the pills in her mouth and washed them down. They took the edge off the crushing, restless fatigue. “If nothing else exciting happens, we’ll remove the cannulas on Monday and transition into phase two.”

Erika nodded. She looked forward to being free of the tubes, even though their damage had been done. After over a month of imprisonment at Empetrum, escape felt more and more like something she thought about just to pass the time.

“So that was bad, then,” she said. “What happened the other night.”

Yeun shrugged. “Neutral. A strong reaction, yes, but I ran diagnostics while you were sedated and you’re totally fine.”

Her brow furrowed. “But definitely not a normal response to stem cell therapy.”

“Your last treatment did have a little activator serum in it,” Yeun said. “To help get things going.”

“What’s activator serum?”

“A catalyst that’s unique to this and related projects.”

Erika blinked, unsatisfied. “So what is phase two?” She watched him pour her a small cup of coffee. “Or have I not earned an explanation yet?”

“I don’t want to worry you,” he replied as he doctored the drink with sugar and cream. They’d been through this enough times that somewhere along the line she had mentioned how she liked it, and he remembered without being reminded.

“That itself worries me,” she replied, accepting the coffee.

After some deliberation, he said, “I’m going to take a blood sample, then do some scans.”

“Looking for what, exactly?”

“Altered genetic sequences, and new neurological tissue,” he said, beginning to clean up his effects. He passed off the chrome coffee pot to the nearby guard.

“Yes, but for what?”

“You’re doing great, Ms. Hodgson,” Yeun said, smiling nicely as he took his leave. “You don’t have to worry about a thing.”

Then he was gone, and Erika leaned her head back with a exasperated groan.

+

Benson insisted that James come check out the facility as soon as possible. They set up an appointment for the next evening, as soon as James could arrive after work.

Empetrum lay twice as far from Worthing as Larkspur, located high in the surrounding hills where overhanging trees crowded along winding roads.

James’ nerves intensified as the terrain became increasingly rugged and he could no longer utilize his GPS. While he received surprisingly excellent cell phone coverage, the turnoff he was looking for was unmarked and uncharted—so he had to rely solely on Benson’s directions.

Finally, he made a right turn onto a narrow gravel road that swiftly disappeared into the trees. He proceeded warily, but before long, the gravel melded to pavement. At the last bend, he spotted the first checkpoint, a chainlink fence punctuated with brick pillars and barbed wire.

He pulled up to the security booth. A guard in a black uniform stepped up to the driver’s side window, which James rolled down to hand him his Larkspur ID. “My name is James Siles. I have an appointment with Dr. Benson.”

The man returned the badge, lifted the vehicle barrier, and waved him through. James found himself driving through another stretch of forest, occasionally spotting guards patrolling. Another, taller fence loomed up in front of him. He stopped at a sliding gate, and another guard met him at the window for verification.

Looking over his badge, the second guard said, “Continue straight, and you’ll find a parking lot around the other side of the facility.” She waved at a man in the security booth behind the fence, and with a low hum, the imposing section of fence slid over so James could drive through.

As his car skirted the rim of the concrete courtyard surrounding the building, James leaned forward over the steering wheel to look up at the facility, two stories high with tall, thin windows slashing lines of transparency in the walls, and it wasn’t the only building on campus. Other structures watched from behind another interior fence, the landscaping style and outdoor common areas suggesting they were residential rather than additional labs.

Other patrolling guards helped wave him over to the correct parking area, and he got out, taking a moment to survey the campus, contained within the fence and the wall of trees beyond. The air was clear, quiet, and invigorating.

James ventured up to the front entrance, where a short bout of steps led to sleek double doors set into an alcove of the outer wall. A woman waited at the top of the steps, calm and formal. Her black and violet business attire, razor sharp bob and immaculate makeup gave off such an intimidating air of sophistication that James felt severely underdressed in his button down shirt and slacks.

“Good evening, Dr. Siles,” she said, extending a hand. “I’m Lynn Walker, Benson’s administrative assistant.”

James shook her cold hand.

She opened one of the doors. “This way, please.”

James followed her through the entrance into a short L-shaped hallway. At the single frosted glass door at the end, she placed her index finger on a small oval scanner and the two gained entry to a wide corridor that extended in two directions. James glanced around, his gaze first finding a wall of paneled glass across the way that looked into a bright, spacious biology lab.

Walker led him to an elevator in the wall to their right, which they took to the second floor. Skirting a balcony view of the lab below, he followed Walker deeper into the facility, where he found himself stopping at a door near the end of what looked like a hallway of office spaces.

M. H. Benson, Director, a panel on the door read.

Walker knocked, and James recognized the voice giving them permission to enter.

She pushed the door wide open. “Director, James Siles is here.”
 A huge window spanned the back wall of the office.

Silhouetted against it, a man stood up from a large wooden desk. “Thank you, Walker.”

She made a discreet gesture for James to step forward. The young engineer obeyed, entering the neat, cozy office accented with dark wood and burgundy tones. The door closed behind him.

“It’s a pleasure to meet you face-to-face,” the director said, rounding his desk and extending a hand. “I’m Michael Benson.”


Benson was a slim individual, with good posture, even features, and thin rectangular glasses. His presentation was just as upscale professional as Walker’s, and he carried himself with the air of one well-versed and assured in his trade, as if he had held his position for many years. However, James guessed he couldn’t have been much older than thirty.

“It’s great to meet you.” James shook his hand, noticing as he did that a large burn scar faded the skin of Benson’s right hand.

Benson smiled, a soft, confidence-inspiring expression. “I’m very excited you’ve agreed to work with us, even if it’s only part time for now.”

“Thank you for being so accommodating,” James said. He was extremely grateful of the liberties Benson was allowing him to take. They both knew a stunt like this was unprofessional at best, but even with little information about James’ situation, Benson eagerly made room for it. “Though, at least for the next month, I expect I’ll be here enough to fill a standard forty-hour week.”

“Glad to hear it. I understand the demands of your position at Larkspur may make structured work hours a hassle, so how often you come in will be your choice. I had the customary living arrangements prepared so you can have that resource at your disposal, though boarding here is not mandatory, of course.”

“Thank you,” James said.

Benson gestured at the door. “Would you like to see your lab?”

James followed him out and walked beside his tranquil gate as he headed down the hallway. At the end of the passage, just before it opened up to the section with the elevator, Benson placed a passing hand on the nearest door. “This is your office, to use however you like.”

James peeked in the window as they continued to the elevator.

“By the way, how’s that project of yours going?” Benson said, as the elevator arrived to take them to the first floor.

“Really well,” James said. “The first trial was successful. It was miniaturized for a rodent test subject, and I’ve just about come to the end of my personal ability to fund the next phase.”

“Then you’ve come to us right on time,” Benson said. “Does this project have a name?”

“Organorobotic Transference.”

“I like that,” Benson said, smiling. “I hope you’ll tell me all about it as soon as we’re finished looking around, if you have some time to spare.”

“Of course,” James said, nervous and extremely flattered.

Upon reaching the first floor, the director took a right. However, he slowed on their way past the airy, pristine lab beyond the paneled windows.

“This is the shared biochem lab,” he said. “Occasionally we need extra counter space or storage, or a change of scenery. But each of us have our personal laboratories.”

James’ gaze lingered on the lab beyond, the fume hoods, black epoxy resin counters set with sinks and gas hookups, the refrigerators, centrifuges, and transparent overhead cabinets full of glassware. Giddiness stirred in his chest. He loved this place already.

“Dhar passed along your resume to us,” Benson said as they continued on. “But it says nothing about where you acquired the biochemical training you’re employing in Organorobotic Transference. That requires quite a bit of neurobiological understanding as well, doesn’t it?”

“My father’s a neuroscientist,” James said. “He trained me.”

“Ah, that makes sense,” Benson said. “Be sure to let me know how I can best support your many talents.”

James nodded, sheepish. “Thank you.”

Benson stopped at a door near the end of the hallway beyond the communal lab. “This is yours. I apologize, it’s a bit of a mess right now, but it should have some reason to it by the time you’re ready to set up—which I assume will be Monday?”

James nodded, his heart in his throat as he prepared to see his very own personal engineering lab for the first time.

Benson opened the door and flicked on the light. A stack of black crates and moving boxes sprawled in the middle of the room, fringed by the angular forms of machinery covered in sheets.

A long, resin counter hugged the adjacent wall, underneath tall windows.
The discordant space was the most beautiful thing James had ever seen.

“This is all mine?” James stepped forward, exploring the clutter in growing excitement.

“It is,” Benson said.

James was checking labels and peeking under sheets at the equipment, “Kamuntu Inc.? This is the best of the best—”

“Is it to your satisfaction?”

“Are you kidding?” James grinned, inspecting the parameters on a medium-sized 3D printer across the room. “This is incredible.” He noticed a door to his left, and moved to open it.

The tall windows shed light on a polished floor, countertops, a CNC mill, lathes of various sizes, desktop computers, and an industrial-sized 3D printer. He took another left, and tried the handle of a sturdy metal door. It was unlocked.

The lights were motion activated, and as he entered, sudden illumination lit up the room. It had a cement floor and heavy duty electrical hookups complete with power grids, emergency breaker boxes, safety equipment, and a powerful ventilation system. He froze in the doorway, awestruck.

“Like it?” Benson said from behind him.

James could only utter a dumbfounded scoff in confirmation.

“Let me know if we need to build this up a little more,” Benson said as James drifted deeper into the room to examine the equipment. “I’m a biochemist myself. Our previous bioroboticist never tackled anything of your magnitude, so I’m not sure how much energy capability you’ll need for your work. I assumed it would be considerable.”

“Oh yeah, this should do it,” James said, assessing the hookups. “This room can easily power the full-sized prototype.” He could even rebuild Larkspur’s generator prototype in here, if doing so wouldn’t lead to immediate legal incineration.

“Good.” Benson said, pleased. He let James poke around a bit longer before calling him back. “If I may interrupt, Dr. Siles, there’s one more place at your unlimited leisure—which I think you’ll enjoy.”
Down the hallway, through the clean and bright communal biochem lab sat a modest single door. “This is the data library.”

Ten rows of long, heavy bookcases lined the space, with workstations at the room’s edges. James was still reeling from his tripartite heaven of a personal lab, and he didn’t think he could be even more delighted, yet Benson had astounded him yet again.

“We have all of this and more in the online databases, of course,” Benson said as James pulled the nearest academic journal from its place and flipped through its pages. “But, in my opinion, nothing beats print.”

A person after James’ own heart. Digital media was incredibly useful and efficient, but there was something about analog—the smell of paper, printed text under lamplight, the texture of a ballpoint pen scratching out ideas—that felt real and grounding.

“This is so impressive.” James slipped the volume back among its counterparts. He could literally live in any one of the places Benson had shown him.

“Any questions?” Benson said.

“You said there was on campus housing available?” James was considering staying at Empetrum until he had finished the second prototype. He could commute straight to Larkspur on weekdays.

Benson smiled pleasantly and turned. “Follow me.”

As they reemerged into the lab, someone else had just entered, donning a crisp white lab coat.

“Dr. Yeun,” Benson said. “Good timing. This is James Siles, our new roboticist.”

“Pleased to meet you, Siles,” the scientist said, extending a hand with an open, unguarded smile that lit up his entire face. “Elias Yeun.”

“Yeun specializes in biorobotics, like you,” Benson said as James, surprised and elated, accepted the handshake. “There will be plenty of time for you two to bond over the details later, but for now, we have housing to survey, and we should let you get back to what you were doing, Dr. Yeun.”

“Of course,” Yeun said. He pushed his hands into the pockets of his lab coat and smiled again.

“Nice to see a new face around here. I’m a fan of your work, Dr. Siles, what little I’ve heard of it.”

James’ eyes widened, his face instantly hot. “Really?”

Yeun nodded amiably. “Our director definitely snagged a good one. I hope you can thrive here.”

“Thank you so much,” James stammered. He realized Benson had left them, raising a hand as he departed. He tripped to catch up with the director. “I’ll, uh, see you around? Nice to meet you, Dr. Yeun.”

“Likewise,” Yeun called after them. “Welcome aboard.”

The housing buildings were through a smaller fenced partition, stationed off to the side of campus. The larger of the two was for the majority of the facility staff, and a smaller, two-story brick apartment building belonged to the research scientists.

“Do you have research projects here too?” James asked as the director led him up the stairs that bisected the latter complex, which held four apartments per floor.

“I am.” He unlocked the door of the one he explained would be James’ and let him inside.

“Biochemical genetics. My work revolves around metabolic resilience and gene therapy, but we can get into that later.”

The apartment was already furnished, with ample natural light and no noise pollution due to the rural location. Just breathing the air filled James with energy.

“Consider this space yours to use how you want.” Benson lingered in the entryway while James roved among the high-ceilinged rooms, getting a feel for the place. “Just let me know if you plan any renovations, and I’d appreciate if you kept your experiments in the lab.”

“Can do.” James couldn’t believe he even had creative freedom of his company provided living space.

Soon, the two headed back to Benson’s office where they talked business, ironing out the particulars of James’ unorthodox employment wishes. Then Benson asked for more details regarding O.R.T. After his failure to convince Richard, James began with trepidation, but he quickly found Benson easy to talk to. He listened with interest, commended James’ ethical considerations with his choice of test subject, and received his intention to continue to clinical trials with ready enthusiasm.

On the trip back through the forested hills to Worthing, James couldn’t stop smiling. Everything about Empetrum inspired him. He could do whatever he wanted there, and any project he chose to pursue would be met with full support.

Finally, nothing stood in his way.

+

CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO—PHASE TWO     

In between setting up his lab at Empetrum over the weekend, James closely monitored his test subject. Everything remained stable and functional, and O.R.T-1’s cognition and learning capacity appeared to have improved. It was settling into its new state of being, and its behavior quickly evolved based on the parameters of its body plan. It stopped trying to use its nonexistent sense of smell and instead turned to a more deliberate use of touch and observation as its primary senses.

It was learning how to rear up, and when it fell onto its side, it could already right itself without help. It used its flat metal snout to push around objects in its path, or pry against whatever it could reach when James had to hook wires to its back to run diagnostics.

O.R.T-1, which Heather had started calling Sesame, much preferred Heather over him—admittedly with good reason. Heather was nothing but tenderness and love with it, a source of escape from James’ battery of tests. She offered it things to look at and explore, she petted and complimented it, and it was always eager to interact with her, even though she’d only had two days so far to bond with it.

James passed it off to her as soon as she came to greet him Monday morning.

“How are you doing?” she asked James, neglecting to open the box. Her tone suggested she wanted more than a monosyllabic answer.

“Fine,” he said, opening the door to his office. “Yourself?”

“Good,” she murmured, not following him inside.

After a few moments of uncharacteristic silence from his friend, James paused removing his laptop from his bag and turned his attention to her. “Are you all right?”

“Yeah,” she said quickly. She removed the robot from its box. “I’m just—it’s nothing.” She carefully situated O.R.T.-1 in the crook of her arm. “Have you been testing him? How does it all look?”

“He’s very stable,” James said. “As far as I can tell, everything worked perfectly.”

“Mm…” She ventured forward and set the box on his desk. Stroking Sesame’s nuzzling face, she said. “Are you really okay?”

“I’m fine,” James insisted as kindly as he could, stepping out into the hallway. “I got over it.”

“Already? I mean, you must have shaved off a week of your life working on that thing.” Heather followed him down the stairs.

“Probably.” He pushed his way through the door into the lab. Richard was in the lab, and James didn’t want to keep talking about this. He managed a smile as he held the door open for her. “If I didn’t know better, I’d think you were more attached to that project than I was.”

“But you were—You mean you really are over it? Completely and totally over it?” Heather lowered her voice.

“I’d like to move on,” James said simply.

Heather paused, letting him break away from her to attend to his work. The android lay like a cadaver on a chrome counter in the back lab, waiting for the device that would bring it to life.

+

The songs of frogs and crickets wafted into James’ lab through the open window. The breeze from outside was gentle enough that it didn’t disturb his notes sprawled across the counter. The thick, green scent of local flora stirred a sense of nostalgia in James he didn’t realize he still harbored, dredging up a small soft animal part of him that had missed the climate of his childhood.

Benson came to check on him after a few hours. James had to close the door to the fabrication portion of his lab, muffling the gallant hum of the automated CNC mill as it processed components for the human-sized neural network.

“I just came to let you know I’m heading out for the night,” Benson said. “Is there anything you need before I go? I see you’ve already begun, so I assume the materials we gave you are working out?”

“Yes, very much so.” James smiled, ablaze with inspiration. “Thank you.”

“Splendid,” Benson said. “I forgot to mention it before, but extra supplies are stored in the room across from your lab. You have badge access to it. If there’s something you need that isn’t there, I’d be happy to order it for you.”

“Thank you,” James said. “I actually wanted to ask you about a certain material I’ll need for the energy unit.”

“A substance capable of handling a staggering amount of energy?” Benson smiled knowingly.

James nodded. A feeling of warmth and belonging crackled through his chest. “For the first prototype, I used a tungsten alloy—”

“I believe we have something better. I’ll do a little digging and have Dr. Jones ready to show you tomorrow evening when you come in. She’s our materials engineer.”

The humming ceased from behind the door to the fabrication lab. The roboticist glanced back.
“I’ll let you get back to work,” Benson said. “Good luck. If you have any more questions, feel free to come by my office when I’m there, and I believe you have my number as well.”

“Yes,” James replied, thanking him again.

Benson nodded and took his leave. “Good evening, Dr. Siles.”

“Good evening,” James replied, his hand already twisting the handle to attend to his equipment.

+

The Empetrum facility was quiet the following afternoon. Siles was still at Larkspur. The other scientists were between breakthroughs or crises for the time being, and Michael Benson was waiting on an immunoassay. He had another day before he needed to make a report to Empetrum’s sponsors, so he had time to procrastinate.

Not to mention, he didn’t feel like figuring out how to reiterate for the millionth time in a way they would believe that Empetrum was making every effort to develop a mature form of Non-Comp as quickly as possible.

It was pointless trying to push back. Their sponsors were a pack of businesspeople and politicians with no scientific frame of reference, who refused to accept the simple facts of how long stem cell therapy took. Vihaan Dhar was really the only one willing to take his word for it, but that man’s capacity for patience got on Benson’s nerves in other ways.

While the government constantly breathed down Benson’s neck, nobody was ever asking about when Larkspur would get up to speed. Dhar was happy to coddle Knight and his lot, letting them pursue their nice projects, oblivious to what their own android project was inevitably going to lead into.

With the political resistance movement determined to throw a wrench into whatever they could in the capital city up north, everything boiling under the surface was going to come to light soon.

And when Larkspur caught on, he expected every one of those engineers to refuse to proceed as a matter of principle. Even though the government had graciously kept Larkspur afloat in their nearly two decades underground, Knight and Delva, that bleeding heart former director who refused to let go, would lead the charge to pull out and try to go private.

At least Dhar had finally given Benson the go-ahead to reach out to Siles, after months of pestering. A young engineer with so much potential deserved a fighting chance to become truly revolutionary.

But Benson didn’t want to think about that right now. For now, he had a phone call to make. Considering an index card he had just received from his administrative assistant, he retrieved the cordless phone from his desk and dialed the number on the card. Walker never failed him.

The voice of the woman who answered struck a deep chord within the director, past impressions of encouragement and frustration, care and neglect. Nostalgia, and deep, deep resentment.

“Hello, Mom,” he said. “Found you again.”

After a few moments of silence, Alice Benson’s voice hummed, “Great job. You want a gold star or something?”
 Benson scoffed and leaned against his desk. His tone turned probing, “You not only moved back into the state, but settled in the same county as the facility. Why?”

“Would you buy that I missed you?”

Benson blinked. “No.”

“A gesture of goodwill, then.”

“Let’s get to the point.”

“I’m letting you win,” Alice said. “I’m sick to death of this. I haven’t done anything to cross you since the day I left, and you can bet I don’t intend to. I want to stop glancing over my shoulder. I’m nearby now. Come get me if you want, bug my phone, keep watching my life, but you’ll just be wasting your time. Especially as I fully intend to ignore you.” She paused. “So, there’s your reason. What will you do, Dr. Director?”

Benson’s brow furrowed as he tried to read between the lines of his mother’s exposition. “As you said, I’ll continue to keep tabs on you.”

“Just let me know who’s watching me this time so I can invite them to coffee once in a while,” Alice retorted. “No doubt you’ve noticed this paradox: I’m not a threat, not an asset. Yet you just keep hovering.”

“You defected without a mindwipe. That does makes you a threat.”

“Perhaps to celebrate your stalking victory, you might finally fill me in on what you were thinking back then? I understood what I was setting myself up for when I decided to leave Empetrum. Why did you bend the rules? Why do you let me walk free, knowing what I know?”

“As long as you behave, I have no reason to confine you.”

“And if I decide, say tomorrow, to suddenly broadcast everything I knew about Empetrum to the world?” The spite in Alice’s voice stung.

“Why are you threatening me?”

“Because you called to gloat, asshole.”

Benson covered the receiver and took a very long, exasperated breath. “Your safety is up to you,” he said finally. “If you step out of line, I may not be so lenient again.”

Alice laughed bitterly. “Wow thanks.”

“Do you understand?” Benson demanded.

“Perfectly.”

“Make sure you don’t forget it, then.”

“I won’t. Rest assured.”

“Good.” Benson firmly replaced the receiver. He stared at it for a moment, his breathing disturbed, heat blooming up the sides of his face.

Benson’s grandfather wouldn’t have hesitated that day, had he still been the director. There were rules about leaving Empetrum, and Alice had broken them. Benson had broken them too. The decision was still a thorn in the director’s side, an insult to Empetrum and what it stood for, a lingering reminder that, while Benson was well trained to be his grandfather’s successor, he was still too soft in a few places.

And even when he was trying to intimidate her, Alice knew just where to stab.

+

Nothing happened over the weekend, so, as promised, Yeun took the stem cell cannulas out of her spine and arm. He took blood for analysis. She wished hard that something in this whole process would destabilize, so he would just let her go home.

But who was she kidding, she thought, lying still in the bed of an MRI machine. So far, Yeun was getting what he wanted. Ages ago now, she had just wanted to get close enough to see what Empetrum looked like, to blow off steam, maybe put it on a priority list for the Conxence. But instead, she was giving her enemies exactly what they wanted, the development of human weaponry of some sort. Among the IVs and endless waiting and Yeun’s bedside manner, she had almost forgotten that’s what this place existed for.

It all seemed so pointless. 

At the end of the day on Thursday, after all the results had come back, she presumed, Yeun came into Erika’s room with a folder.

She watched him with a bored expression as he stole forward. Erika thought about making some wise-cracking remark as she’d grown accustomed to, poking at him, never able to nettle him much. But a profound sense of unease permeated the air as Yeun went to a free-standing bulletin board along the wall, pulled it up to the foot of her bed with a little space for him to move, and opened up his folder.

He took a steadying sigh, swiveling around to face her. “We’re all set to go for phase two,” he said.

Erika looked at him, solemnly, her hands folded in her lap. Her shoulders were pressed back against a wide electric heating pad. It calmed the tingling and tenderness of the region—barely. The restless feeling of deformation at the lower part of her shoulder blades was enough to make her want to chuck the pad across the room at him, wires and all.

“Not until you tell me what phase two is,” she said.

“That’s why I’m here.” He pinned up the first image from the MRI, which depicted a rear view of her neck and shoulders, in minimalistic black and white like an old photo negative. She watched him put four of them up, one by one. All focused on the nerves of her neck, arms, and upper back. His folder held more pages, but he closed it. “The stem cell therapy and stimulation of neurogenesis has been successful so far,” he said. “We’re seeing another brachial plexus forming here, around T-7,” he pointed to the part of her vertebral column corresponding to about the middle of her chest region. Erika’s stomach sank. “The brachial plexus, of course, provides the vital musculocutaneous innervation for your arms, chest, and shoulders.” 

Yeun was trying to hide behind big words, but Erika had taken enough science in college to know what that meant. The result of their twisted gene therapy was forming a second set of nerves. Specifically, nerves that commanded her arms and shoulders. The purpose of this was beginning to dawn on her, but she still couldn’t guess what the end application was. The fact that he was so reluctant to tell her made her extremely nervous.

“Why would I need another brachial plexus?” she asked quietly, feeling sick.

“Perhaps I should start at the beginning,” Yeun said, fidgeting with his folder. “Several years ago, my colleagues found a set of genes that, if stimulated in just the right way, could give rise to unique forms of physical enhancement in an otherwise ordinary human being.” 

“Human weaponry,” Erika said. 

“An evolutionary advantage,” Yeun said. He cleared his throat. “Which we are working to integrate into the military sphere in a sort of special task-force.”

Erika gave a single nod with raised eyebrows, as if he had simply repeated what she’d just said. “Yeah, human weaponry.”

Yeun cleared his throat. “We found that these genes are extremely rare, and we were only able to find six young people to integrate into this task force. They’re responding well to training, but they’re still very inexperienced, and for the research to really bring back returns, we need to find a way to develop these biological enhancements in people who don’t naturally carry the gene, but whose bodies can support the process.”

“So you’re…” Erika didn’t want to say it. “You’re trying to turn me into one of them?”

“Exactly,” Yeun said. “Though if this trial works out, you won’t be recruited. We’re still developing the technology, and our ideal candidate for the program is of a younger age range, anyway.” 

“They’re kids, then?” Erika said, her voice kicking up a notch in anger. She was twenty-four. The age group below her were minors. “You’re forcing kids to be these soldiers?” When she’d first heard the rumors of human weaponry, she’d imagined a sea of burly, faceless drones, not a pack of children. 

“Teenagers,” Yeun said. “Don’t worry, they’re well taken care of. Anyway, this is the young man whose DNA you and I are working with for this project.” He opened the folder and thumbed through the remaining pages. “His is the simplest of the six known natural enhancements—or, ‘Compatibilities,’ as we’ve come to call them, referencing their inherent genetic compatibility with the technology.” He pinned up a photograph on the board, and Erika felt the color drain from her face.

The boy’s head was blacked out to preserve his identity, but Erika thought the act was superfluous. If she saw this kid in person, she’d know exactly what he was. His towering frame stood in front of a height grid, measuring over seven and a half feet from head to toe, and he had not one, but two fully-formed pairs of arms, spread out like wings for the photographer. The page was a copy from some other report, and at the bottom, next to filing information, were the initials P.J.E

Erika’s breathing grew tight in her chest. “You’ve been trying to mix my DNA with his?” 

“Correct,” Yeun said. He glanced at the monstrous photos. “Compatibilities are brought out with an electronic device called a modulator. It manifests them, stabilizes the effects in some of the more volatile ones, and deactivates the abilities at will. The physical effects are reversible, even in this one.” He used his folder to point at a silver band on the young man’s wrist, which Erika hadn’t noticed at first. “When this deactivates, the second pair of arms goes away.” 

Erika shook her head. “This is wrong.” She pushed the covers aside and swung her legs off the side of the bed. Standing up was arduous. She was still fatigued from the stem cell integrations, and the immature brachial plexus in her ribs complained and tingled against the fabric of her t-shirt. She didn’t know what she intended to do. “I’m done. You’re letting me go, Yeun. I draw the line at phase two.”

The door had opened at the front of the room, and a calm, chilling voice answered her. “You are not the one who draws lines here, Ms. Hodgson.” 

Erika turned her head to look at the newcomer. Two guards accompanied the director. Yeun stepped back, uneasily, as if giving Erika and the director room to face off.

Erika reached out and gripped the handlebar at the head of her hospital bed for support. She forced her shoulders straight and defiant, staring down the man behind it all. 

“You’re gonna have to do better than that,” she said. “How do you intend to keep me going along with this, huh? Brainwash me? Keep me in a coma? Threaten my family?”

The director blinked, unruffled. It struck her all over again how mousey he looked between the larger forms of the guards at his sides. Somehow it made it all the more menacing, that this slim, soft-featured person commanded all of them, confident that he would control her too.

“Dr. Yeun,” the director said. “The modulators you are calibrating for Ms. Hodgson have components that must be implanted close to the spinal cord, correct?”

Erika tried to stand her ground.

“Yes,” Yeun said, uncomfortable.

The director leveled his calm intensity on Erika. “Rebellion, Ms. Hodgson, will first earn you no anesthesia for any of that procedure,” he said. “If you still have fight in you after that, you may be mindwiped completely, and passed off to the military as a resource, regardless of the outcome of this experiment.” His features remained placid, yet his gray eyes took on a direct coldness that froze her to the core. “Either way, if you continue to cross me, I will personally see to it that your life is nullified, and reconstructed from the ground up. If you try to deny us progress, you will never see your family again.”

Erika stared at him in horror. She was shaking. “You wouldn’t…”

“Do not make the mistake of underestimating what I won’t do to push this endeavor to full maturity, Ms. Hodgson,” the director said. “As Dr. Yeun mentioned, there are six known Compatible progenitors, and that was only within a very specific age group, sampled over a limited time frame. The work, you see, has only just begun.”

Erika’s heart pounded hard in her ears. Slowly, she sat back down on the bed, despair welling up in her throat.

“Prudent choice,” the director said. He turned to go, while the guards remained. “I’ll leave you to it, Dr. Yeun. Be sure to notify me if she acts out again.”

“Yes, Director,” Yeun said, offering Erika an apologetic expression as the director left them.

Erika stared at the floor, biting back furious, desperate tears. She carefully scooted herself back, twisting to push her legs back under the covers. Her limbs felt heavy and her spine ached, as fatigue crashed in around her, and she hated herself for feeling so helpless.

Yeun pulled the bulletin board away toward the wall, and proceeded to remove the images. “I’m sorry he had to be harsh with you—”

“Save the good-cop bullshit,” Erika snapped, lying down and turning her back on him. “Threat noted. Congratulations, you got what you wanted. If there’s nothing else you need from me right now, then just leave me alone.”

There was a long pause, the quiet shuffling of paper.

Then, finally, “Of course.”

Erika glared savagely at the wall, listening to him take his leave. 

“We won’t be ready to install your modulator until Monday,” he said, quietly. “So you’ll have a few days to adjust to the idea.”

Erika elbowed the electric heating pad out of the way and pulled the covers up to her chin, refusing to answer. 

Yeun paused at the door, hesitating. “I’m sorry, I know this isn’t the result you wanted.”  Then he left.

Erika settled in, and finally let the tears flow. She hated them. 

She knew she wasn’t the first person to have to deal with Empetrum, and she wouldn’t be the last. Just a single victim in a harried, soulless overturn.

Did that four-armed kid—did P.J.E.—know he was a victim too? Did he know they were farming him for resources any way they could, seeding his genetic code like a virus even as they trained him to lock down the corrupted status quo?

Did he want out?

If Erika ever got the chance she would make the director remember her. She would raze Empetrum to the ground, and cull any chances it had of resurrecting.

Then, she would come for the six progenitors.

+

CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE—FALSE COMPATIBLE        

James came to gradually, realizing the side of his face lay numb and cold against a hard surface.
His kitchen table? No, a lab bench.

Morning light streamed in through the tall window, illuminating his work area and glinting off the crystalline surface of the updated, more powerful energy unit. The neural network sat close by, a more advanced device than the first prototype with a smoother finish. Scattered across the counter near his head lay pieces of the incomplete DNA targeting system. The reflective application panel nested safely in a foam square, waiting for installation.

Groggy, James dragged his wristwatch in front of his face and read the numbers. His eyes widened. “No…”

“No!” He jerked up so abruptly he almost tipped his chair over backward.

“No no no no no.” He grabbed his badge, and staggered to the door.
Swinging out into the corridor and running down the hallway, James checked his watch again. He had minutes to leave before he would be late for work at Larkspur.

He only realized he wasn’t paying significant attention to where he was going when he suddenly found himself face-to-face with Archibald Hill—a stern, gray-haired scientist who always seemed either irked or hostile. James gave Hill a deer-in-the-headlights expression before stammering an apology and dodging around him to the door. Yeun had told him Hill was harmless, but James still preferred to keep his distance.

Not that James often encountered many of the other scientists. They had usually finished for the day by the time he arrived. With the exception of Benson’s occasional interjection and Dr. Jones’ advice about the new material for the energy unit, James had spent most of the last eleven days shut away in the isolation of his personal lab.

James ran down the path to his apartment on the Empetrum campus, pounding up the stairs and scrambling to unlock the front door. Once inside, he changed into the first clean dress shirt he found, then rushed into the bathroom to brush his teeth and shave. Grabbing his briefcase, he darted back out to the parking lot.

As he drove through the gates, he checked his overall presentation in the visor mirror and frowned at his reflection. He had nicked his face a few times and had completely forgotten about his hair.

He ran a hand through it.

Flicking up the visor in distaste, he concentrated on taking the winding road as fast as he could.

There was no way he could be late. Absolutely no one could find out about his activities outside Larkspur until he decided what he intended to do. Of course, Empetrum was supposed to remain a secret in general, but he could worry about that later.

James arrived at Larkspur on time—tired, disheveled, and very annoyed as he trotted upstairs to his office.

He barely avoided kicking something at the top of the stairs. Surprised, he looked down to find a robotic rodent close to his foot. It sat down and stared up at him.

“Heather?” James raised his face toward the hallway. “Why is Sesame loose?”

Heather’s face poked out from the doorway of Richard’s office. “Because he’s very well behaved and comes back when I call him. I think that neural network you gave him makes him smarter than normal.” She paused, cocking her head and narrowing her eyes. “What happened to you?”

James retreated to his office. The little robot got up and trundled after him, as if determined to get in the way. “Nothing. Just overslept.”

“Sesame, come here,” Heather said, and James spotted the robot crossing the doorway.

Heather entered the room a moment later with O.R.T-1 in her arms. She smiled.

“What in the world did you reward him with to teach him that?” James asked. “Is there even anything he wants?”


“He just likes attention, I guess. Mice are social, right?” Heather said, rubbing a finger up and down Sesame’s back. It shifted position in her arms so she could rub its side. “Are you sure he can’t feel anything?”

“Like I said, there are hardly any sensors…” He considered the robot, the side of its face snuggled into Heather’s arm. “But he does seem a lot more attuned to his environment than I would have expected. I’ll have to look into that when I have time. Thanks for taking him under your wing for me.”

“No problem.” She bent down to let Sesame run free. It lingered by her side for a moment, then climbed lovingly over her foot and left to explore the hallway.

“Just watch he doesn’t fall down the stairs. I almost tripped over him.”

Heather glanced back at the robot. “Sesame, don’t go near the stairs, okay?”

James opened his laptop, following her gaze. “Think he’ll listen to you?”

Heather docked her hands on her hips, watching the robot, and said brightly. “We’ll see.”

+

After a few minutes, Heather called Sesame and brought him downstairs. Work took place in the lab so they could better collaborate as they continued working through the android’s programming. A degree of AI was the goal, but for this phase, a network of protocol cascades would suffice.

Heather knew very little about programming, so struggled to figure out where to offer help. She played with Sesame when she wasn’t seated dutifully beside one of the engineers, watching them plan and type and troubleshoot.

The program wasn’t coming together as smoothly as everyone had hoped. Even James, the most lethal programmer of the bunch, couldn’t seem to make much headway. Heather couldn’t tell if he was actually stumped—a state which rarely lasted long for him—or if he simply wasn’t trying very hard. James had been increasingly distracted and apathetic about his work lately.

She wondered if he was perhaps still working through feelings from his rejected project. She didn’t believe he was over it, despite his insistence. Or he could have simply burnt himself out, working at such an unrelenting pace for such a long time. Either way, he was back to talking more readily, and had begun to show up for breaks with the rest of them. He looked just as sleep-deprived, but he actually seemed happier. That was a relief.

Still, it wasn’t like him to oversleep.

+

The modulator—the device that would activate what Yeun’s gene therapy had set up—had been installed the day before, and the site was already healed. Yeun said he’d treated it with dilute activator serum, which had powerful regenerative properties. Erika wasn’t looking forward to finding out what the real deal would be.

Tuesday morning, she lay prone on a table in an operating room, with her arms up like goalposts by her head and strapped in.

The director and another stern, sharp-featured scientist stood nearby, both in lab coats and waiting as Yeun prepared to activate her modulator for the first time. He pulled up a medical cart with a small styrofoam box on the top tray. Erika watched, her face cold with dread, as his gloved hands opened it and plucked a tiny rectangular vial of fluid from the ice within.

Erika glanced at their audience. “I’d rather it just be you and me,” she said to Yeun, very quietly. “If you’re going to go through with this…”

Yeun looked at the director for his opinion. The latter glanced aside at their other colleague, then turned slowly and took his leave. He waved a resident guard closer to Erika on his way to the door.

When the older man lingered, the director’s soft, purring voice spoke up, “Come on, Dr. Hill. We’ll monitor remotely.”

A venomous look crossed Hill’s face, but he followed.

Erika watched them go, surprised. Yeun came forward, instructing her to turn her face so it rested straight downward on the forehead rest. She complied, wondering if it would even be possible to fight back from such a position.

“Okay,” Yeun murmured. “Just going to move the gown out of the way so nothing snags…” 

She felt the air cold on her skin as he carefully peeled aside the fabric on either side, betraying most of her back. He let her keep her sweatpants, thankfully. 

“Do you want a weak sedative?” Yeun asked.

Erika fought back tears. Her heart pounded hard in her chest. “That would be great, actually…”

He administered an injection, and waited with her for it to take effect. 

It wasn’t enough to put her under. She wanted to be awake for this, anyway. If it didn’t work, she immediately wanted to know, instead of waking up monstrous and surprised. Or never waking up at all.

The sedative took the edge off the fear, and Erika lay still, her body feeling relaxed and heavy, as Yeun prepared to move forward with phase two.

“Ready?” he said.

“Yeah,” Erika rasped, reluctant.

She felt his fingers on the rectangular plate of the modulator that was accessible from the outside, getting into position. With a soft click, he opened a panel and slid the vial in. He hadn’t said, but she suspected it contained activator serum.

“Here we go,” he murmured. “In three, two…”

Erika shut her eyes tight.

“One.”

She felt a modest depression, then sharp pin pricks set into her skin in a wave. She gasped, feeling like it had bitten her, deep. 

After a brief, unpleasant electrical shock, warmth flooded from the epicenter of the modulator, spreading fast. The device throbbed hot and restless in her back, as pressure grew, squeezing her spine tighter and tighter.

“Keep breathing, Ms. Hodgson,” Yeun said gently. “Remember to breathe.”

Erika obeyed, taking strained, deliberate breaths against the pressure. Then the spikes of pain started, shooting up in not one, but two distinct spots on her back. With every arc, they grew more and more intense, and suddenly her back muscles seized up and she gasped as two hot, reaching columns of confused biomass pushed into the open air, stretching out and snapping together into something with structure and weight. 

She felt elbows bend, muscles spasm, hands extend long and cramping as they materialized from the formless, reaching things.

Then the hot, vibrating pain of the modulator snuffed out. The unseen limbs held themselves in the air for a timeless moment, their muscles quivering under the shock and strain. Then the elbows drooped at painful angles, and slow, heavy hands found the table down by her feet. Dimly, she thought maybe they would break if they twisted wrong.

Groggy and breathing hard, she didn’t dare look back. She didn’t have to be coherent to know that the monstrosities Yeun’s device had brought about were nothing like what he had hoped. As she slipped into unconsciousness, she lamented the fragile, alien things, wishing they would at least be an asset to help her escape.

But she was too shaken, too tired to hope.

+

In a private surveillance room at Empetrum, illuminated by the screen of a monitor tuned into one of the operating rooms downstairs, Hill scoffed, and Benson crossed his arms.

“What on earth are those?” Hill said scornfully, leaning closer to the screen to get a better look at the state of his colleague’s test subject. “It’s like he didn’t even bother to calibrate that modulator.”

“Yeun takes every precaution,” Benson said, frigidly. “As you do.”

He watched Yeun attending to the young woman on the operating table. She lay face down, her arms tense and strapped like goalposts by her head, breathing heavily in the aftermath of a traumatic metamorphosis.

Midway down her back on either side stretched large, misshapen limbs that unfolded like wings, their existence facilitated by a small chrome panel on her spine and the activator serum housed within. The long fingers of her new pair of hands weakly gripped the edges of the table, trying to stabilize, and then they went limp as she lost consciousness.

Yeun lurched forward to catch them at the elbows and preserve the angle. There were two other bends between the primary joint and their articulation points. Three total hinge joints each. A fortunate and fascinating addition, Benson thought. Structurally, they would have been far too fragile, otherwise.

The arms were far from the anatomical duplicate of her originals Yeun had planned, and had sprouted closer to her spine, but the origin points were level with the correct vertebrae, and seemed to have decent innervation and muscle tone. Pride stirred in Benson’s chest for his colleague. This was an important breakthrough for Non-Comp.

“Are you going to go rescue him?” Hill asked, as the pair watched Yeun on the screen, calling to the guards to support the woman’s accessory arms while he attended to the modulator higher up on her back.

“Why? He’s handling it,” Benson said simply.

On the security camera feed, Yeun tried to deactivate the modulator. Benson readjusted his glasses and watched intently. Yeun’s movements grew more and more worried as the modulator wouldn’t trigger the reabsorption of the extra limbs as designed. He pulled equipment over to check her vitals, leaving the defibrillator where it was, which was a promising sign. Activator serum could be intense.

Hill shook his head. “I don’t know why you let him head up this project, Benson.”

“Yeun has worked extremely hard for this, and he’s producing great results,” Benson said quietly.

“You of all people know modulator technology is finicky. With Siles on board, the two of them will puzzle out the issues in no time. You’re welcome to advise them, of course, but I want you focused on your work keeping the ICNS recruits stabilized.”

“Siles isn’t going to be much help to you,” Hill said. “He’s just a kid, primarily mechanically-minded with no gene therapy experience whatsoever. And he’s from Larkspur. It’s not enough for him to be reckless in his own pet projects. He’ll take one look at this—” He gestured toward the screen. “—and run screaming.”

“I can train him,” Benson replied. “I know it’s a gamble. Time for natural acclimatization is short, but there are many routes to securing his cooperation until then.”

“If you can,” Hill sighed. His thin eyebrows pinched downward as he continued to watch Yeun’s progress. The guards were helping him move the woman off the table, to transport her to somewhere she could rest. “If you mess it up you can just kill Siles too, I guess.”

A soft smile graced Benson’s unthreatening features, trying to be patient. “It’s been a year and a half, Hill. Empetrum stresses innovation and progress. Not grudges and nostalgia.”

Hill scowled, arms crossed. “I wouldn’t call murdering my lab partner nostalgic.”
 “What Olsson received was only Empetrum policy. She tried to destroy us, don’t forget that.”

Hill scoffed bitterly and stepped away from the screen. “Don’t think because you managed to punish one of our own that you’re fit to be Lawrence’s successor.”

Benson swallowed the hot indignation rising in his throat. “It’s high time you grew up and accepted my grandfather’s choice,” he said.

Hill halted and turned. “I knew you when you were a child,” he snapped. “Passive. Timid. A boy left crying or mute after trials with the Q-13 while I helped him build this place! Posture all you want, Director. All he saw in you was a puppet to be molded.”

“He saw potential,” Benson said, straightening his shoulders. He rested his hands against the small of his back, and squeezed them together. “I will make this company greater than my grandfather ever imagined, and I will perfect his life’s work.” He looked at the screen again. He knew the look on Yeun’s face well. Despite everything, Elias was berating himself for the hitch. He’d been that way since college. Benson pivoted so he faced Hill directly. “As you are well aware, Dr. Hill, I am no longer that child. If you can’t get over your personal hostilities, I’ll call for your resignation.”

Hill blinked. “You’re actually threatening me.”

“In case you haven’t noticed, we’re in a precarious political situation. If we’re going to move forward, we must be unified,” Benson said. “Your contempt of your colleagues is divisive and petty, and I’m not going to tolerate it anymore.”

“But I’m co-responsible for modulator research—our core source of funding,” Hill tried to scramble together his terse, inflammatory composure. It gave Benson pleasure to watch him squirm. “I’ve given everything to Empetrum.”

“Then you would lose all of that,” Benson said, steady and formal. “So, reconciling yourself with the current state of affairs is in your best interest. Wouldn’t you agree?”

Hill glared, then looked away. He gave Benson room as the director headed toward the door.

Benson allowed himself a smile as he left his colleague alone. Hill would never resign, Benson knew, and he wouldn’t behave himself completely. But if Hill pulled back just a fraction of his snide comments toward Yeun, and stopped trying to undermine Benson’s authority, the director would consider his warning satisfactorily heeded.

Benson headed downstairs, to find Yeun and congratulate him on a job well done.

+

CHAPTERS 18-20

CHAPTER EIGHTEEN—PROTOTYPE   

Monday during lunch, James denied Heather’s request to watch him work and shut himself away in the equipment room. He tested the scanner several more times, running a battery of trials coupling different tissue samples with material lacking a genetic signature.

James had to make sure the scanner didn’t just convert the DNA, but also anything else associated with it, such as the rest of the cell containing the genetic material, all the way up to the proteinaceous segments of the hair and any clothes a patient wore inside the scanner.

It had to be a clean process. Nothing left behind.

His experiments left him with bandaged fingers and assurance of success and he decided to use the remainder of his free hour exploring his professional options.

“Hello, Mr. Dhar,” he greeted once he had connected with the head of the Bureau.

“What can I do for you?” Dhar replied warmly.

Nerves fluttered in James’ chest. “I wondered if you could verify something for me. Yesterday, I got a call from a Michael Benson from Empetrum. He said the lab’s involved with the Bureau?”

“Of course,” Dhar said after a pause. “It’s true Empetrum is connected with the Bureau, same as Larkspur. They’re a secretive branch, and like to keep off the radar, but they do important work over there. So Benson made you an offer, then?”

“Yes. I’m still thinking it over.”

“As you should. I think you’d be a good fit.”

“Thanks.” James almost asked him if Richard had really said anything about his project, but couldn’t bring himself to.

+

The fluorescent lights reflected off the sleek surface of the android’s completed body. Heather drew nearer to watch as James helped Chelo connect the remaining metal and polymeric facets of the outer layer, which all came together with satisfying, resolute snaps.

Heather examined the gray face. Seams ran from the large, closed eyes down its metal cheeks, and she knew it was to help with forming expression, but at some angles, she thought they looked like tear tracks. Inside its head, a blank space laced with wires waited for the final piece.

Proportionally, it looked a little cartoonish. In the design phases, the engineers decided it would be better received by clients if it were humanoid, but “friend-shaped,” as Chelo called it. Professional grade, multi-purpose androids hadn’t yet hit the public sector, and the private, more lifelike experiments that had seen some recent media coverage were met with unease by most people.

“It’s done,” Eve sighed. Smiling, she rubbed her hands together. “Now on to the programming phase.”

Heather exchanged a glance with James at that, who was checking the ports inside the robot’s head. His narrow face cracked into a tired, long-suffering smile and he straightened up from the table, stretching his back. She knew he was already deeply immersed in complex, exhaustive programming for O.R.T. He was probably sick of it by now, if that was even possible.

She offered a sympathetic expression and followed her dad toward the equipment room.

+

There were a TV and two security cameras in Erika’s medical room. Some days, she tried to pretend she was in a hospital, and not in a windowless level of an evil, pointless research facility in the middle of a wildlife reserve in which her family had camped regularly throughout her childhood. Some days, she closed her eyes and imagined setting a fire, burning it all down.

At first, it was just the fatigue and malaise, but lately, more serious symptoms had set in. She could hardly move her arms without sharp, stitching pain shooting all the way across her ribs and needling up the back of her neck. When she didn’t move, the whole area was itchy and restless. Yeun assured her this was a good sign.

To what, though, he refused to say. At the start, he had said he would keep her informed, but now, he didn’t want to tell her what the goal actually was.

Erika stared dully at the TV, which had only three stations: science documentaries, obscure black-and-white movies, and cooking shows. No news of the outside world. Nothing to inspire her to take her life back.

Dimly, she heard footsteps approaching, and she choked back the desperation rising in her throat. Yeun entered with his usual cheery greeting and started prepping for her second-to-last stem cell treatment.

Erika turned her face away.

+

As soon as lunch hour struck the next day, James closed down his coding work with his colleagues in the lab, and disappeared upstairs. He was already trotting back down to the lobby by the time the rest of them were on their way up.

“Where are you off to?” Greg halted at the foot of the stairs to give him room.

“Errands,” James said simply.

“Right now?” Chelo asked. “Where?”

James hesitated. “Pet store.”

“…Pet store?” she glanced back at Richard.

James readjusted his shoulder bag, trying to shrug off their scrutiny as he landed off the first step and directed himself toward the door. Heather had mentioned to him Richard may have given his colleagues a summary by now, since she’d heard Greg ask a week and a half ago.

“That means you finished it!” Heather gasped, popping out from behind the group like a jack-in-the-box. “And you weren’t gonna say anything? Are you testing it today?”

“Tonight.” He slowed a little, turning back. He didn’t dare look at Richard. He was glad Eve wasn’t there that day. She might have tried to stop him. “The place closes before I get off here, so…”

He felt their gazes on his back as he crossed the lobby alone and exited the front doors. He hadn’t discussed anything with them, but the way they were looking at him, he knew Heather was correct.

They all knew exactly what he would be testing that evening.

+

James pushed on the door to the small shop. As an automated tone heralded his entrance, he felt incredibly out of place. His family had never owned animals, and he had given up trying to change that after age eight. He had never set foot in a place like this.

James strode up to the counter. Birds chirped unintelligibly from dispersed corners, and puppies yapped in the back. The warm, earthy smells of animals filled his nose: fur, wood shavings, birdseed, rodent food. He found the mix of stimuli calming.

“Can I get a mouse please?” he asked the employee at the register.

“Pet or feeder?”

James hesitated, temporarily stymied. “Uh, do you have any mice that are dying?”

The kid blinked. “Dying?”

James rubbed the back of his neck. “Or died earlier today. That works too.”

The kid stared at him. “You doing some kind of taxidermy project?”

“No—” James really didn’t want to explain. “It’s humane, I swear. I’m short on time. Do you have one or not?”

She rolled her eyes and stepped around the counter. “Wait here.” She disappeared down a hallway lined with aquariums.

“I sound completely deranged,” James muttered to himself. He felt left for dead at the counter as a man came in and queued up behind him.

Within a few minutes, the kid returned with a small takeout box. She opened it, showing James the black mouse inside. Its fur was unkempt, its body lumpy and sunken as it lay at the bottom, its whiskers quivering weakly. James was surprised by how innocent and fragile it looked.

“Had this one in quarantine. Probably won’t last to tomorrow.”

“Are you sure?” James was sweating.

“When they start refusing food, it’s pretty inevitable. Seen it enough times.”

“Okay.” He pulled his wallet out of his back pocket as the clerk secured the lid.

“Don’t worry about it,” the clerk said.

“Really?”
 “We were gonna lose it anyway.” She held it out. “Just out of curiosity, what are you using it for?”

“Neural transfer project.” James gingerly took the box. “I’m an engineer. I want to see if I can save it.”

The clerk flashed a sideways smile. “Weird. Good luck with that.”

“Thanks.” He left, holding the box close to his chest.

When he returned to Larkspur, Heather, of course, wanted to see the mouse before James stored it in his office. He grudgingly allowed her a peek.

She helped him set it up in a larger container with breathing holes, water, and an apple slice from her lunch, and then managed to coax him to join everyone else in the kitchenette for the remaining minutes of break.

The awkward silence among his colleagues was troubling. With a living creature in his office, O.R.T. was beginning to take on much more weight than in the days when it was just an idea.

“I made sure to get a sick mouse,” he said as he pried open a yogurt cup he had grabbed on his way out the door that morning. “The pet store employee said it’s deteriorated to the point of refusing food, and will be dead by tomorrow morning. I’m actually saving its life.”

“Can I watch tonight?” Heather asked. “You’re testing it after work, right?”

“I wouldn’t mind showing it to all of you, if you want to stay.” Dread knotted his insides, but he absolutely refused to be ashamed of his project.

Richard managed a smile. “Wouldn’t miss it.”

James knew he should have tested it over the weekend where he wouldn’t have an audience, but he was too impatient.

Plus, he really did want to give Heather the chance to witness it.

+

James tried to ignore how nauseated he felt as Heather helped him bring out the components of the machine, set them up on one of the counters, and hook the long wires up to his laptop across the room. With jittery hands, he started his computer and activated the program.

Everyone had stayed to watch, gathered behind his laptop.

He administered a diluted antihistamine to sedate the mouse, and waited for it to take effect. If he was successful, the mouse didn’t need to be conscious for it to work—the machine converted physical brain structure more than electrical impulses firing in real time. Plus, he didn’t want it to be aware when the machine atomized its failing body.

He felt guilty about ending its life early, but judging by the mouse’s further eroding alertness by the end of the workday, it would only be by a few hours at most.

Heather gently stroked its head as its already weak consciousness faded. “Don’t be afraid,” she said quietly. “You’ll feel much better soon.”

When the mouse was properly sedated, he clipped the very end of the animal’s tail, transferring some blood onto the DNA reader before laying mouse in the scanner and attaching the modified brainwave receivers around its head. He had omitted the electrodes for this model, instead choosing to connect the neurological detection devices into a dome-like network that enveloped the rodent’s entire head.

All feeds were operational, warming him with a growing sense of hope and vigor. He closed the lid and secured the latches of the scanner, hooking up the accessory wires to the small animal robotic body he had thrown together.

Due to the necessity of working the power core and neural networking device into the robotic body, his test subject would get a size upgrade. The robot was shaped like a guinea pig, with two small, camera eyes, but no superfluous details like a tail and outer ear. Heather had already commented on his depressing lack of flair.

He only needed the body to be complex enough to demonstrate how the test subject would behave in it, to make sure everything transferred over properly. He could upgrade the creature’s new physicality later, if he had time.

After checking connections, he approved the target lock on his computer. The green bars in both the transfer and conversion regions of the program charged simultaneously, and then the light came on. A 3D map of the mouse’s brain appeared on his laptop screen, each minute region turning green one by one as his machine advanced its meticulous scan. So far so good.

Finally, the scan completed, and prompted initiation of the next step.

“Ready?” James strapped his protective goggles to his face and his colleagues did the same.

“Here we go…” Begin transfer.

James watched the computer screen, his hands curling into fists on the counter. “Please work,” he whispered to it.

Transfer in Progress, his computer reported, and electricity surged down the wires into the neural networking device, which he had implanted into the back of the robotic body, over top of the power core. The lights in the lab dimmed, struggling to overcome the small machine clamoring for their power source.

The neurological transfer took a few minutes. Then the program switched to the conversion stage, during which the machine made even more noise.

His colleagues watched in silence behind him, and he could hardly breathe in the tension. James glanced aside at Richard, who stood excessively close to Heather. The director’s daughter flashed James a hopeful, congratulatory smile.

Finally, the light ceased, and the machine whined softly as it cooled down.

Transfer/Conversion Complete.

James strode to the setup across the lab, nerves prickling up his back. His colleagues watched breathlessly as he undid the clasps on the scanner and opened the lid. The interior was empty, save for the neural scanning devices he’d programmed the machine to ignore in the physical mass-to-energy conversion. No trace of the mouse had been left behind.

“Woah…” Heather leaned forward to try to get a better look, but Richard held her back. Everyone’s attention gravitated to the motionless robot at the other end of the countertop.

James unplugged the wires from the robot and checked the state of the power core, which reported an impressive level of energy for such a small amount of mass. He allowed himself a relieved exhale to find the energy receptacle stable and functional. He secured the neural network and clicked the dorsal panel into place across the robot’s back. He straightened up, waiting for something to happen. Any moment, the robot would begin to move.

But it remained still.

“Just give it a little more time,” he said anxiously. “It’ll come around.”

They waited a few minutes longer, and James’ heart sank further as each excruciating second passed with no change.

Finally, he looked up at his colleagues. Addie covered her mouth with a hand. Heather met his gaze, her expression soft and worried.

The prolonged silence became oppressive.

“Everything was—I was so sure…” James said in quiet dismay. He gently nudged the robot, hoping the movement would illicit a response. Nothing happened. “It should have woken up…” He drifted over to his computer, to check the procedure history, looking for signs of a hitch. “I’ll find out what went wrong and try again. The conversion worked beautifully, I just wonder where the transfer program was faulty—”

“Maybe you should call it a night, James,” Richard said softly.

James’ raging thoughts stopped dead. “What?”

“Actually, I don’t—” the director cut himself off. “We’ll talk about this in the morning.”

James stared at him, his shoulders dropping and throat tightening. “What do you mean?”

“Well, I’m gonna head out,” Greg said, shaking himself a bit. “Thanks for the demonstration.”

Chelo and Addie uneasily followed suit. Even Heather looked perturbed, despite her efforts to hide it.

“It’s okay. You’ll get it,” she said, on her way after her father. “See you tomorrow.”

He could only stand by his machine, staring after his colleagues in profound, futile disappointment.

Soon, he was completely alone.

Dazed, he hooked his foot on a stool and pulled it close enough to take a seat. James looked again at the computer screen, but he couldn’t focus on it. He was shaking. Finally, his hands clenched, and he pounded his fists once on the counter, ducking his head with a snarl of rage.

After several long moments, he lifted his head, glaring at the inert robot across the room.

He picked himself up, miserably closed his laptop and wrapped up the cords. He stored his machine in a corner of his office, and brought the robot home in the box Heather had helped him prepare earlier that afternoon.

He couldn’t get Richard’s face out of his head. He hadn’t realized he would have just one chance. The mouse was dead anyway. Why were they acting like he had done something cruel?

Back at his apartment, he brusquely deposited everything on the kitchen table and face-planted on the couch. He figured he should try to figure out what had gone wrong, but he was far too tired, too discouraged to think anymore.

The end of his project was nigh, anyway.

Come morning, Richard would ask him to discontinue O.R.T. And James didn’t know what he was going to do then.

+

CHAPTER NINETEEN—OUTCOME

Pine trees. Tall grass riddled with purple wildflowers. The weathered yellow house on the hill. Stables full of the horses that had companioned her childhood—dragons for the young dragon riders, steeds for Pirate Princess Tristan and her paladin, Erika, whose three more years gave her the wisdom to keep her mistress out of trouble. When the rain pounded down, the scuffed-kneed adventurers read thick novels up in the hayloft, their legs dangling over the equine heads.

The stables were almost empty now—many of its inhabitants sold to help pay for the countless medical procedures that weren’t able to save Erika and Tristan’s mother in the end.

The memorial service. Lavishly adorned with the wildflowers their mother loved so much. Amie Hodgson had taught Erika and Tristan all the flowers’ names, along with which were good for tea, which were poisonous, and which were her absolute favorites.

Dad. Sturdy, inspired, protective. Working with his hands gave him purpose. He had stayed at the hospital whenever he could. It devastated him to have to stand back and watch.

Tristan. Forfeited even classes at the community college to work and help make ends meet—putting her ambitions on hold. The flaming passion in her eyes was crushed and dull that day. Inundated with pain.

Erika’s disappearance had been only five days after the funeral. When she had most needed to be there for her family.

She couldn’t be strong enough for them.

Her eyes were open, her vision blurry in the dim space. The smothered, frantic beeping of her heart monitor screamed at her side, gaining clarity, and she realized she was awake. Then the pain registered.

Her whole torso seized up with electric barbs clawing down her spine, through her arms down to her very fingertips. It pushed out at odd points in her back, as if maybe there were limbs there too. With a cry of agony, she pitched forward to a sitting position, to get up, to do anything but sit there and let it rip her apart.

Hands braced against her shoulders.

“Ms. Hodgson!” a man said urgently. “You need to lie down—”

She fought against him. Deliriously, she thought she was on fire, the way her skin burned.

The man turned his head and shouted back toward the door. “I need help in here!”

The door burst open and two figures in dark uniforms came in. 

“Hold her,” the man said. “Watch that tube in her back.”

“Let go!” Erika cried as the soft hands exchanged for two sets of larger, rougher ones, clamped on her tender arms and holding her still. She squirmed and kicked, every movement spiking with pain, but she kept fighting.

She felt the bed under her, her legs tangling wildly in the covers, the hands tight on her arms, her vision a gray, slurring haze, but clear as anything, her family appeared before her eyes in a burst of yellow light and tree branches. Dad, Tristan. Mom. Hot tears rolled down her face. 

Was she dying? She opened her mouth to call out to them.

A needle went into her arm and Erika screamed. 

“It’s okay, Ms. Hodgson!” the man said, raising his dusty voice to be heard over the beeping of the urgent heart monitor, and the panicked, feral sound of her own cry. Her limbs began to feel heavy, a fog filled her mind. Medically-induced peace descended upon her like a security blanket, and the screeching nerves in her ribs started to muffle, enough that she finally recognized the voice of Elias Yeun.

“Erika, it’s okay.”

+

James woke with a start. He listened, heart pounding, the silent dark of his apartment crowding in front of his face.

Something rustled fitfully in the kitchen, followed by a clumsy dragging, clicking sound. He sat up, eyes wide. The sound repeated, further in than before.

Abruptly, James clambered across the couch and fumbled to turn on the lamp, almost knocking it from the end table. As soon as the light came on, he spotted the box on its side on the kitchen floor. Empty.

James warily left his perch and crept into the shadows of the kitchen, where his hand found the light switch around the corner. He snapped on the light, beholding a small gray form crouched in the middle of the floor. It turned its head, disoriented. O.R.T-1 looked even more like a guinea pig when mobile.

“It worked…” James ran a hand through his hair and leaned hard against the wall. He laughed outright, and the sound spooked his test subject, which jerked up and attempted to flee. It slid and tripped, unable to gain traction, before it tried to turn too quickly and fell over onto its side.

“Sorry, you’ll get used to it,” he said gently, nearing the creature. It had gone very still. When he reached for it, it jerked and its robotic legs waved frantically to resume escape, but he picked it up. O.R.T-1 was still a little too disoriented to truly struggle. He was glad he hadn’t given it a mouth to bite him with. Hesitantly, it turned its head, and he watched the machinery inside the dark camera eyes readjust as it took in his face. James’ expression softened. “You’re already adapting.”

Delicately, he lowered it to the linoleum and set it on its feet. “Here…experiment some more.”

James sat cross-legged while he observed the creature journey torpidly across the floor. It glanced back at him every few seconds while it searched for a place to hide. It examined the space under the oven, then bent down to touch its blunt face to it and paused, confused.

James hadn’t expected there to be so much lag time between transfer and regaining consciousness. Maybe the transfer sent the subject into a short coma as its neural network straightened everything out.

He wanted to call Richard right away with the good news, but the glaring lights of the microwave reported it was past midnight, so he decided it could wait. He was already on thin ice.

But his project had worked.

Maybe his prospects weren’t so grim after all.

+

CHAPTER TWENTY—OPPORTUNIST      

Tension crept in the air as James ventured up the steps to the second floor, rustling box in hand.

He turned his back to the muffled voices from the director’s office, and quietly opened his own office door across the hallway.

Heather’s voice piped up in greeting behind him, startling him into nearly dropping the box.

The intern noticed the package right away, as well as the frantic, scraping movements inside as James repositioned it. “He woke up?”

“He did.” Relief flooded his chest to be able to tell her. He shouldered his way into his office, with

Heather close behind, and removed the lid so she could see. She gasped softly to see the small, animal robot attempting to keep its balance inside the box.

“James, this is incredible.” She beamed at him. “You did it! Can you believe it?”

James allowed himself a wan smile. He set the box on his desk, the only empty spot in a field of open notebooks, keyboards, and 3D printed models of neural components.

“That’s all you’ve got? A smile?” Heather said, softly so as not to scare the mouse. “Come on, you’ve just made history.”

James pushed aside a stack of notebooks scrawled with mechanical diagrams and set his briefcase down. “This is just step one.”

Heather rolled her eyes at him and turned her attention to the robot, who stared up at her. “Dr.

James Siles, saving lives with science.” She shot him a sideways smile.

Another smile tugged at the edge of his features. He liked the sound of that.

“Can I hold him?” Heather asked. When James nodded, she respectfully extended a hand to the creature, waiting for O.R.T-1 to take interest in her fingers before making contact. She carefully laced her fingers under its belly. “Hello, little one.”

“It probably can’t feel that,” he said as she docked it gently in the crook of her arm and stroked its back. “I didn’t put a whole lot of sensory components in.”

“Really? I think he likes it,” she replied softly. James turned to watch O.R.T-1’s reaction for himself.

The transferred mouse did seem calmer under her fingertips. It nestled down, and he saw its camera eyes angle, peering up at him warily. It had just picked its favorite person.

“He’s earned a name,” Heather said. “What do you think we should call him?”

“Whatever you want to call him,” James said. “You won’t like what I’d pick.”

“Oh I don’t know about that,” Heather cooed at the robot. “Do you have any ideas?”
 “O.R.T-1,” James said.

Heather stared a moment, perhaps deciding whether he was serious or not. Her lips tightened.

James shrugged.

“Can I show my dad?” she asked.

He hesitated. “Yes.”

She carried the robot out of the room, and James anxiously followed her across the hall.

“Dad!” Heather pushed her way into Richard’s office. “Look! James’ machine worked.”

“It did?” Richard readjusted his glasses and turned his surprised gaze to his colleague for an explanation.

“Yes,” James said, rubbing the back of his neck as Heather brought the robot to her father. “It woke up after midnight last night. Its neural network must have just needed time to sort itself out. I’ll start tests right away to cross reference its current mental faculties with the network scan the machine took before transfer, as well as monitor its overall stability.”

Richard nodded, unsure of what to say. He smiled at his daughter. “Could you babysit him for a while? I’d like to talk to James for a moment.”

Heather nodded, and exchanged a glance with James. “Mind if I show him to everyone?”

Swallowing his reservation, James confirmed. At least she was breaking the ice for him.

Heather warily took her leave, and silence dragged into the room with the closing of the door.

“It’s a relief to see your mouse pulled through,” Richard said finally.

James nodded, allowing himself some hope. Surely, after seeing the success of a project originally deemed impossible, Richard would forget his previous misgivings.

“But I was talking to Eve last night,” the director continued softly, “And, we have to ask that you discontinue this project.”

Distress pounded against James’ ribcage. “What? Why?”
 “It’s just too questionable,” Richard said.

James’ heart dropped. His hazel eyes narrowed. “Too questionable?”

“Well, what I mean is—”

“If you’ll just give me a chance, I’ll prove everything transferred completely,” James insisted.

“I really wish I could support you in this. We all do.”

“This is all Eve, isn’t it?” James demanded.

“We arrived at the decision together,” Richard said.

James was burning. He would have to tell him. “Richard, I need to see this through. It’s not just a matter of—well I mean…” James cut himself off, his gaze falling to the floor. He took a breath and closed his eyes in an expression of pain. “My dad’s dying. He has cancer and the outlook isn’t good. This is my only chance, perhaps his only hope. Please. Don’t ask me to give this up.”

Richard stared at him, his expression a sickening mix of dread and sympathy. “I’m sorry, James. That’s devastating news.”

“So you see why I can’t let this go.”

“I understand where you’re coming from,” Richard said, haltingly. “But I really don’t think this is the way to do it. Have you asked your father whether he would even be open to this option?”

“Well, no, but I thought—”

“How long do the doctors say he has?”

“Maybe half a year.”

“Why didn’t you tell me about this earlier?” Richard rounded his desk. James shifted back a step.

“I didn’t want to get you involved in my family drama,” James said. “I wanted to handle this on my own.” They would never understand. The absolute certainty of it filled up his chest like dark, murky water.

“I know this is very hard,” Richard said gently. “But what you plan to do isn’t the best way to go about this.”

“There is no other way,” James tried, hoarse. “If his doctors can’t save him, I can’t stand by and just let it happen.”

“Do you need time off to go visit your parents?”

James’ gaze fell to the floor. “I don’t think that’s a good idea. We don’t get along.”

Richard looked like he wanted to contest it, but didn’t. “Let me know if you change your mind.”

James nodded.

“I won’t ask you to shut down your mouse,” Richard said. “But please don’t pursue this any further.”

That was as good as a death sentence. This project was being there for his father in the best way he knew how. What did other people do in family crises? Richard made it sound like they just sat around and accepted it.

James didn’t want pity. He wanted the people he respected to trust him.

“I know this is the last thing you wanted to hear,” Richard said as James turned to leave. “Especially after all that hard work.”

“I’ll be okay,” James lied. Once free of Richard’s office, he made for the restroom to calm down. Heather would be sure to find him, otherwise, and if he spoke to anyone now, he would lose it.

No one was going to see him break down over this.

+

For the rest of the day, James invested every bit of attention to the android. His colleagues knew him well enough not to ask him about it. No one mentioned the trial the night before, or Richard’s request.

Heather didn’t know what to say when she found out, so she gave him space too.

When the time came, he fully intended to go upstairs and eat lunch with his coworkers like a well adjusted human being, to show everyone he wasn’t going to be melodramatic. But he couldn’t bring himself to face them without work to hide behind.

Alone in the sterile silence of the lab downstairs, he put aside his work and folded his arms on the counter.

What to do now, he wondered dismally. Giving up was unthinkable. The machine had worked. His dad was still alive. He couldn’t stop now.

The door across the lab opened. He looked up, watching Heather step inside with a plastic container in her hands.

He stared at her a moment, and he felt the weight of crushed hopes in his face. He didn’t bother to hide it. Even though they’d only known each other for a few weeks, she had a knack for seeing right through him.

“What’s in the box?” he asked. Her nervous expression softened and she came forward.

“Toy bricks,” she said. She took a seat and pushed it across the counter to him. She offered a wan smile and removed the lid, revealing a rainbow puddle of the minute plastic pieces they had chatted about the day they met. “Want to build something?”

James stared at them, brows lowered and eyes dull. He couldn’t believe she had remembered this small detail about him.

“I originally brought these hoping they’d cheer you up, because we thought your machine hadn’t worked,” she said. James slowly reached forward and took a piece from the top. “But it feels like you still need some cheering up anyway. I’m sorry about what happened.”

James studied the tiny brick of red plastic between his fingers in despondence. He set the piece on the counter between them and took a few more from the box, as carefully as if he feared they would burn him. “Thanks, Heather. This is nice of you.”

Heather smiled, softly. “That’s what friends are for.”

Surprise fluttered in James’ chest, but he focused on the square frame he was idly constructing on the countertop. He had no idea how to respond to a statement like that.

“What are you making?” she asked.

“A tower,” he said. “Those were your favorites right?”

Heather nodded. “Mind if I help?”

“Please do.”

They took turns adding bricks, James from one side of the chrome counter, Heather from the other. They didn’t talk much, and James was grateful for it.

He wanted to ask her if she thought he should pursue the project anyway, but didn’t. He was afraid to know what she thought. And he could never ask her to choose, to risk turning her against her father.

Whatever happened now was his responsibility alone. He would let her believe he had accepted defeat and moved on.

Except, as soon as he had initiated the transfer the night before—functionally pulling a living organism from its body and placing it into one of his own design—something had broken. James had fallen through a trap door. His colleagues had seen exactly what he was capable of, and it scared them.

Losing the support of his coworkers was painful, but he knew he had to see this to the end. It was necessary. He just hoped that someday, his colleagues would come to understand.

That night, as soon as he returned home, he shed his bag and jacket, deposited O.R.T.-1’s box on the kitchen table, and scrolled through the call history in his cell phone until he came to the number without a name. He tapped the call key and waited.

“Dr. Siles, nice to hear from you again,” Michael Benson’s voice purred in his ear. “I take it you’ve thought over my offer?”

“I have.” James straightened his shoulders, somberly lifting his gaze to the window. “And I accept.”

+

CHAPTERS 15-17

CHAPTER FIFTEEN—ENERGY UNIT

Only a transparent barrier separated the boy from what was happening. The light on the other side of the thick glass flared like a firework, the fire stretching and sparking out of control. Even with his tinted, protective goggles, the boy squinted.
An agonized scream tore from the center of the heat and light, and he stiffened in horror.
“It’s hurting him!” he cried, turning anxiously to the man beside him, the only other person in the compartment behind the glass. “Can’t we stop it?” He didn’t receive an answer. “Grandpa?”
“Let it run its course,” was the calm reply. “Let’s see if he comes out of it.”
The boy could barely make out the shape of the figure generating the energy surge, especially as it began to disintegrate. He suddenly felt like the center of his brain was imploding, sucking his senses inward, clouding his hearing, his vision crushing into white. He clutched at his mouth, sure he was going to vomit, and stumbled backward.
He fell. The fire before him ripped higher and higher, casting a long black shadow behind him. His glasses fogged up inside his goggles from the gathering tears. He closed his eyes tight and turned his face away. He couldn’t move. Some part of him felt like it got knocked loose and stood with its back against the farthest corner of the room, waiting to escape.
“What are you doing?” His grandfather’s hand gripped his arm, pulling him up and drawing him close to his side.
“I can’t watch. I’m scared.” He knew his grandfather would never let anything happen to him, but the hand on his shoulder felt like a knife at his throat.
Gently, his grandfather shifted position, taking hold of both shoulders and guiding him to resume facing the experiment.
“No, Michael,” he said evenly. “Don’t turn away.”

~

James turned on the light in the chemistry lab. He strode toward the black soapstone counter, retrieving the fire extinguisher from the wall on the way past.

He moved all the pieces of the energy unit to one of the fume hoods in the back of the room and carefully set to work, gathering the chemicals he had purchased and stored in the lab. He had every step worked out, written down, and memorized. If he didn’t make any mistakes, he’d be fine.

“Here goes,” he breathed, buttoning up his lab coat. He threw a furtive glance behind him. The old Larkspur facility was creepy at night.

With grim determination, he situated a gas mask on his face and pulled on a pair of fireproof gloves.

He arranged the components of the energy unit in order of assembly, and prepared the chemicals in labeled beakers. He began to solder, adding the substances at intervals and attaching the subsequent elements of the core. The heat from the soldering iron encouraged a more enthusiastic reaction, but he pushed forward, even at the sight of minute, inquisitive sparks.

He knew it was foolhardy to do this alone, but the idea of any sort of audience was unbearable at this stage. He had everything under control, anyway.

He took the tip of the soldering iron off the device and waited for the hood to suck some of the excitement from the reaction. He prepared another pipette and drew a clear substance from the other beaker.

Directly after sealing the edge of the ring inside the square outer layer, he applied a few final drops to the delicate center.

A blinding light burst from the core. James jerked his face away in surprise. He hesitated for only a second, his mind racing. He removed all chemicals from the area and pulled the front panel of the fume hood as far down as he could while still retaining the ability to reach inside. He rushed to the nearest drawer and tugged on a pair of thicker gloves. There still remained two pieces to attach: one to contain the middle of the core, and another to complete the outside layer. He absolutely refused to have to call it and destroy everything with the fire extinguisher.

He picked up the notched, concave piece, hoping the bitter, smoky smell of the reaction stayed well enough inside the hood and wouldn’t set off any alarms. His project was as good as dead if he put the facility in danger.

Fortunately, clamps held the device in place, so nothing fell over as he scrambled to contain the reaction. Without letting himself think about the risk, he reached into the thick of the heat and placed the cap on the inner core. He twisted it so the wires moved into their correct places, and the heat bit at his fingers through the gloves as he hastily soldered around the edge.

The end result was sloppy, but sturdy. Good enough.

The light quieted. He heaved a weary sigh and dropped back onto a nearby lab stool.

His relief was short-lived, however. The fingers on his right hand started to sting with renewed vehemence as his smoking glove ignited.

With a yelp, he tore it off and sprayed it with the fire extinguisher.

+

“What did you do to your hand?”

James sighed and ceased soldering to examine the affronted hand, on which his fingers were bandaged from the first joint to the tips. “Just burned it a little last night.”

“On your personal project?” Heather asked.

“Yes,” James said defensively as tightness rose in his chest. “I’m sure Richard’s already answered all your questions about it by now.”


She shook her head. “I’m waiting for you to tell me yourself.”

James looked up at her, his eyebrows pinched in a confused, incredulous expression.

“What?” she said.

James returned his attention to his work. “I’m just…not used to that.” He readjusted his grip on the soldering iron. “Thanks.”

+

The android’s body had begun to materialize into more than a collection of disjointed devices, finally taking on a vaguely humanoid shape. The inner machinery of its torso consisted of a great deal of wiring, stabilized on metal frames and feeding into islands of gadgetry: devices for internal machinery regulation, unfolding panels in the back and proportion extenders for shielding workers from falling debris, a chem box for neutralizing hazardous chemicals or synthesizing oxygen, a host of sensors, and various wireless connectivity devices and manual hubs accessible from the outside.

Assembling it was a colossal pain, prompting several headaches and groans of frustration. On more than one occasion, the Larkspur engineers spent hours piecing together the components, only to discover one stray external wire that should have already been plugged into the center of the bundle somewhere.

Heather was allowed to help, learning how to splice wires and relaying directions while her mentors had their hands busy. She even got to participate in a bit of the construction herself.

Stringing the android together like a metal rag doll was harsh on James’ injured fingertips. By the end of the day, he decided to go home instead of injuring it further. He had to catch up on some project records anyway.

Two weeks of his personal timetable for organorobotic transference—O.R.T.—had already flown by. More than ever, he felt every second ticking away, loud and insistent while his deadline loomed steadily nearer.

Two weeks left.

+

Yeun had moved Erika from her cell to a private medical room. Treatment often left her sore and fatigued, and she had to be careful not to dislodge the cannula in her lower back.

“Good morning Ms. Hodgson,” Yeun said, entering the room. “How are you feeling?”

Erika opened her eyes, grudgingly. “No developments.”

Yeun moved to prepare the stem cell injection. “Treatment number four today,” he said cheerily. “We made it.”

“How many of these are we doing again?” she sighed.

“Nine.” He punctured the seal of the first with a syringe and drew up the liquid into the barrel. “We’re about halfway there.”

“Lucky me,” she rasped.

“After we let this one settle for a day or so, I’ll need to take a blood sample to see if this is going to work out,” he said. She let him connect the syringe with the cannula and introduce the serum.

As he prepared the one to be administered to her neural stem cell supply, Erika asked, “Is today the day? Are you going to keep your word?”

“Of course,” he said. “You’ve kept yours.”

He finished up the stem cell injection and pulled a small, pre-loaded cellphone from his lab coat. “All cleared with the director.”

He connected a wire to the charging port on the cellphone and handed it over. At the other end of the wire was a remote with a button, which he kept. “Here you are. Do you know their number?”

“Yes,” Erika said, turning over the phone in her hands.

Yeun squeezed the remote, and it powered up. “It’ll be online and functional as long as I keep this depressed,” he explained. “Make sure you just tell them you’re okay. If you try to say anything to try to lead them here—” He released the button and the phone went dark. “—instant disconnect.”

“I understand,” Erika said. She readjusted herself in the bed with a wince. He had her on supplements to help compensate with the side effects of treatment, and to increase the odds of her body accepting and integrating her altered stem cells, but her system still struggled to keep up. Each new time he took readings of its progress, she hoped he would return disappointed. But it just continued, endlessly.

Yeun pushed the button again. “I’ll give you one minute, starting as soon as they answer.”

She typed in the number, put the phone up to her ear, and waited. Yeun listened to it ringing, ready. Anxiety pulled in Erika’s ribs. She’d been rehearsing in her mind what she would say to them, but had no idea how to keep enough control of the call. Emotion sat high in her throat as the phone reached its final ring.

Her dad’s voice piped up in her ear. Voicemail machine. Erika’s hopes twisted. She looked at Yeun, and glanced at the remote in his hands. He kept it activated.

“Go ahead and leave a voicemail,” Yeun said, quietly.

After the beep, she licked her lips, took a breath. When she spoke, her voice shook. She felt defeated. “Hi Dad, hi Tristan. It’s Erika.” She looked at Yeun again. “I—I’m sorry I haven’t been able to contact you until now. There’s something I got wrapped up in, unexpectedly.”

Yeun’s fingers twitched nervously, but she lifted an urgent hand, signaling him to keep the activator depressed. He complied.

“I can’t come home right now,” she went on. “But I’m fine. I’m okay, and I’ll come back as soon as I can.” She clenched her jaw, holding back tears. “I love you both. I’m sorry.”

She took the phone from her ear and hung up, averting her gaze. Yeun let the phone deactivate.

“Do you want to try again?” he offered, as she stared at the phone in her lap.

“What’s the point?” Erika said slowly. “If they pick up, they’re gonna ask questions, and you’re gonna cut me off.”

“Wouldn’t you like to hear their voices?” Yeun said. “It may comfort you.”

Erika glared at the cannula in her arm. “What do you care?”

But neither of them moved. She didn’t offer up the phone, and Yeun didn’t take it from her.

Finally, she extended it. “Forget it. I’m too tired now.”

“Maybe we’ll try again later,” Yeun said, accepting the phone. “When you’re feeling better.”

“Yeah,” Hodgson leaned back and closed her eyes wearily. “Sure.”

“I’ll get you some coffee,” he said, taking his leave.

+

CHAPTER SIXTEEN—CONFIDANTE

James planned to head to Larkspur early Saturday morning to continue work, but the afternoon was in full swing by the time he regained consciousness. His throat felt like flaming sandpaper, and his head throbbed against hot, congested sinuses. When he finally dared to roll over and look at the clock, he cringed at what he read.

“No…” he moaned, burying his face into his pillow, only to lift it out again because he couldn’t breathe.

James rolled over and ran a hand through his bedhead with an exasperated sigh. Staring blearily at the ceiling, he considered taking the day off.

But he got up. He took heavy duty vitamin powder and flu medication, and spent what was left of the afternoon on the couch with his laptop and his notes, consuming a nearly constant supply of tea as he wrote programs for the scanner and its various parts.

These components would detect the individual to be transferred, scan and convert their organic neural network and beam the information to the mechanical housing network to be electrically reconstructed. Preferably, he needed versions of the procedure to scan the electrical impulses of living tissue, as well as translate inert tissue for a combined overlay in hopes of producing the closest possible translation of a person.

He figured O.R.T. would be best employed after a patient had died instead of creating a copy while they still lived. He still couldn’t find a way to make it a perfect transplant other than transplanting the physical brain itself, which sounded too messy, fragile, and expensive for the average citizen to maintain.

It was far from perfect, but he was finally beginning to feel like he was pinning it down.

+

Again, James was absent from the group come lunch hour. He had been doing this for two weeks straight, but none of his colleagues seemed surprised.

“It’s a known habit.” Chelo said simply when Heather mentioned it.

“Do you think he gets lonely?” Heather asked.

“Doubt it,” Greg said. “You’ve seen him when he’s working.” He tapped the side of his head. “Nothing else exists.”

Chelo nodded. “He’ll be social if he wants.”

“Sometimes he surprises you,” Greg agreed.

“But he has been particularly keyed up lately,” Addie said.

Heather glanced at her dad, who replied as nonchalantly as he could, “He’s working on a personal project. I’ve granted him use of the equipment for it.”

“He’s running himself into the ground again,” Eve murmured, concerned.

“He’ll probably grow out of it in a few years,” Chelo said.

Heather stood up. “I think I’ll go see what he’s up to.”

As Heather slipped down the staircase, she heard Greg say, “So, a side project, huh? What is it this time?”

James wasn’t in either lab. Heather found him at a spare counter in the back of the equipment room. She knocked softly on the door. James straightened up and twisted around. She worried he might be cross to have been caught off guard again, but he just looked at her, inquisitive.

“Hi,” she said quietly. “I thought I might keep you company, if that’s all right.”

James’ expression lowered a bit in suspicion, but then he shrugged as he returned to his work.

“Sure, I guess. Not much to see today.”

“That’s okay.” Heather ventured closer. His hands were inside a metal, rectangular container the size of a breadbox, attaching pre-fabricated inner components.

He groped for a nearby box of tissues and managed to catch a sneeze. His shoulders slumped.

Heather smirked. “You got sick from working too much, didn’t you?”

“It’s on its way out,” he said, indifferent. He still sounded stuffed up.

“You should go home and rest.”

“No thanks.”

She watched him in silence for a while, trying to guess the connection between the wire-laden chips, the square device he had worked on the week before, and this box. “Is this still a secret?”

“That depends.”

“On what?”

He didn’t look up. “On how open your mind is.”

“It’s super open,” she insisted. She pulled a granola bar from her sweater pocket. “I won’t make a big deal about it or anything. I won’t tell anyone without your permission.” She placed the bar on the counter. “I’m safe. You can tell me.”

A smile tugged at the corner of his mouth as he considered her offering. “Is this a bribe?”

“No.” Heather crossed her arms, her face flushed. “I just figured you might be hungry, skipping lunch and all.” She never saw what he actually brought for lunch most days. Odds and ends at best. She suspected he skipped meals in favor of work.

He remained very still for a few moments, staring at the bar. He looked up at her, and Heather was surprised by how vulnerable he appeared in that moment. “You swear?”

“I absolutely swear.”

He hesitated again. Then, finally. “Okay.” He picked up a fine-tipped screwdriver to continue working. “I call it ‘Organorobotic Transference…’ It’s a means of consciousness transfer, from an organic vessel to a mechanical replacement.”

Heather blinked. She hadn’t been expected something that intense. “You mean like body switching?”

“Yeah…to be used clinically to prevent premature death. Like as a last resort, a failsafe.”

“Sounds neat,” Heather said.

He paused, surprised. “Really?”

“Of course,” she said warmly. “How far have you gotten?”

“I’m pretty close to finishing the first prototype, actually,” he said. A shy smile brightened his face.

“How’s it work?”

He fumbled, but once he started talking, it all started spilling out. He even explained technical jargon he might not have in his usual, guarded state, as if he really wanted her to understand the process.

She was beyond impressed, but mainly, she was just happy he was finally talking to her. She understood what it was like to feel doubted and excluded. She liked his big ideas and creative spark, and sometimes she caught so much sadness in his countenance when he thought no one was looking.

At first, the concept of leaving one’s body behind for a mechanical one made her uneasy, but she supposed a person undergoing this procedure would already be in an impossible position: having to choose between continuing to exist in a different form, or to let their existence end with their body.

She could see why her dad was hesitant about it. O.R.T. could theoretically be used to clone, rather than replace, an organic person, and their copied intelligence could feasibly be plugged into any shape of machine. It would be really bad if the wrong people got ahold of it, but she agreed that it wasn’t right to kill a budding technology that could do a lot of good just because it could also be used for the wrong reasons.

At first, he was apprehensive, but as Heather asked thoughtful questions—like whether someone with brain decay could have that repaired post-scan—instead of backing away, his posture straightened and he became more animated.

“What inspired you to tackle something like this?” Heather asked.

James blanched. “Is it okay if I don’t answer that?”

With unvoiced concerns for his health and safety, she said, “Yeah, that’s okay.”

And for whatever reason, that final piece disarmed him completely. A cloud seemed to lift from his features, and she saw her presence was welcome.

+

A few days later, James was back to reasonable health and able to resume neglecting his basic needs in favor of work. As he opened the door to his office, Heather flitted into the hallway. “Good morning!”

He returned the greeting much more quietly as he entered his office. He set his briefcase on the desk. “Hey, look.” He bobbed up a small insulated lunch bag. “Food. Aren’t you proud?”

Heather smiled. “Very.”

“Oh, and I finished the scanner foundation last night and made good headway on some of the accessory devices.” He couldn’t help smiling back. He hadn’t expected how good it would feel to have someone to share his victories with, instead of getting stuck in his own head. “I should be able to finish it soon.”

“That’s great,” Heather said. “Dad says he has to stay late tonight to finish the weekly report for the Bureau. Can I hang out with you after work?”

He hesitated. “Sure, if Richard’s okay with it.”

+

“Will it hurt?” Heather watched as James connected wires to an adapter and plugged the setup into his laptop. The wires ended in two electrodes and a small, rectangular device.

“It shouldn’t,” he said. “These are just brain wave sensors.” He stuck the electrodes on his forehead and held the additional device to the back of his head. “I wish I could’ve made this full-sized so I could really see how well it works—but that would take too long, as size-specific as this part of the project is.”

He pressed the spacebar on his keyboard. A suite of windows popped up on the screen. On a black bar across the top, a white line carved a variable path along the centerline as signals registered from the electrodes. A window in the lower right corner displayed a blurry visual of the laptop, translating visual information James’ brain was currently processing. Error messages barred the other windows.

Heather intently looked between James and the screen. “Woah.”

James’ brow furrowed as he moved the sensor and watched the signal waver and cut out. He put the receiver above his ear, and the occipital window lost signal while another labeled Temporal began transmitting a subdued mix of waves and hazy shapes. Continuing to move the device, he was able to generate transmission for two more windows, but not all of them.

“Because the receiver’s so small, the signal’s narrow and weak,” he commented, half to himself.

“And I’m only getting information from the cerebral cortex.” He sighed, pulling the electrodes off his forehead. “I can’t wait to make the real thing.” He considered building larger, more powerful sensors just to have on hand for the eventuality, but it would take too much time.

He had a pig’s brain in his refrigerator at home, acquired from a local butcher. They were structurally very close to a human brain, so served as a good intermediary. That evening, he planned to pick it apart and begin working out designs for the inert neural conversion scanners and DNA targeting systems.

Heather’s cell phone chimed beside her. “Oh, Dad’s ready to go.” She hopped off the counter and headed for the door. She swung back around to face him. “Thanks for letting me bug you for a while.” She hesitated, smiling. “And for letting me in. It means a lot.”

James blinked, surprised and a little embarrassed.

“Yeah—no problem,” he fumbled.

“Later. Don’t stay up too late.”

“Bye.” He closed his laptop and stood to gather up whatever personal supplies he needed for work at his kitchen table at home. That night’s designing session would have been better spent at the facility, but he didn’t think it wise to subject his colleagues to a pig brain in the break room fridge.

+

CHAPTER SEVENTEEN—PROPOSITION

James was well immersed in programming Sunday afternoon, tucked away in a silent corner of the lab with all the completed structures sprawled before him when his cell phone startled him.

Private caller, the caller ID reported, with no number.
He answered it grudgingly, prepared to hang up. “Hello?”

“Hello. I’m calling for James Siles?”

“Speaking. Who is this?”

“My name is Michael Benson,” the man explained coolly. “I am the director of Empetrum, another laboratory under the Federal Bureau of Science and Innovation, same as Larkspur. We’re very impressed with your work, and I wanted to extend an opportunity to you, if I may claim a moment of your time?”

“Oh. Thank you.” James straightened up. “How have you heard of my work?”

“Through the Bureau, of course.”

“Oh, of course. You have my attention.”

“Wonderful.”

James reached over and grabbed his project notebook, opening it to a blank page at the back as Benson continued, “Empetrum’s research spans biochemisty as well as engineering. One of the head scientists in our biorobotics division resigned, and that position isn’t something we can offer to just anyone. We’ve heard of your brilliant innovations and tireless work ethic, and it sounds like you’re exactly what Empetrum needs. I would like to offer you a position here, if you’re interested. You would have your own personal lab and complete creative freedom, as well as a considerable raise.”

“Thank you,” James said, taken aback. “Excuse my hesitance, but I’ve never heard anything about Empetrum before…”

“I appreciate your caution,” Benson said. “As you know, Larkspur has spent most of its life hidden from the public. Empetrum’s work is even more federally sensitive, so for extra security, it has been concealed from even your branch of Larkspur. However, I have clearance to reach out to you specifically, to see that you have continued opportunity to flourish. I hear Director Knight has expressed misgiving about your recent project?”

“Yes,” James admitted, his eyebrows lowered. Had Richard seriously told on him to the Bureau? Benson couldn’t have known about it otherwise.

“Does it worry you?” Benson asked.

“It does,” James said. “But he’s given me permission to pursue it. He wouldn’t arrange to rescind it without telling me…”

“Would he?”

James hesitated. Maybe if Richard worried James’ project would ultimately endanger himself or his peers, he would change his mind.

But Richard trusted him. He would never allow his daughter to be alone with James in the lab if he believed he was unstable.

“At Empetrum, you’d have been encouraged to work on it during business hours, and receive pay for your efforts.”

Those words stung. James usually tried to ignore it, but he suddenly felt the weight of how exhausted he was. How much pain and stress he endured trying to finish O.R.T. before he ran out of time, losing so many of his resources to Larkspur projects during the day.

“I know how suspicious an unexpected solicitation like this must be,” Benson added. “Please contact the Bureau yourself to put your mind at ease.”

“I will,” James said. “And I’ll be sure to consider your offer.”

“Great. Take all the time you need,” Benson said. “Give me a call at this number when you’ve made your decision.” He gave him a phone number. “And please don’t discuss this with any of your coworkers.”

“I understand. Thank you.”

“My pleasure. I hope to speak with you again soon.”

When the call ended, James set his phone aside. He rested his elbows on the counter and laced his fingers under his nose, narrowing his eyes at the wall.

His own lab. Complete creative freedom. Richard wasn’t aware of what the project meant to him, but James certainly felt stifled by his coworkers’ reticence. Finally, he could admit it to himself.

And perhaps his project wasn’t as secure under Larkspur as he had hoped.

+

After over fifteen hours of exhaustive programming, all components were finally connected, calibrated, and ready to test. James wanted to run the DNA targeting system and matter-to-energy conversion procedure for the power core at least once before heading home to pass out.

The scanner whirred softly from the counter. The program stood open on the screen of his laptop, which he had modified in his spare time before moving to Worthing to wield much more power than the average computer. The power core rested nearby, attached to the scanner with four thickly insulated wires.

James selected a command from the program on his screen: Input Target. A panel slid out from the scanner’s flank, light glinting off the polished metal disk inside.

He disinfected a needle he had pilfered from a repair kit in his sock drawer and used it to draw blood from one of his fingers.

He pulled a hair from his head, checked for the follicle, and set it in the scanner. He closed the lid and again attended to the computer. Target. The machine hummed as a blue light roved inside, leaking slightly from underneath the lid.

An image of the hair with the base highlighted materialized on his laptop screen, along with the prompt, Confirm Target?

Yes. The window retreated to the back of the others, and James unchecked a box at the top of the command window, fading out an entire section having to do with the neurological transfer. A pop-up requested confirmation.

Ready for conversion. The button became a loading bar after he selected it, and the machine’s humming grew more decisive. James reached aside and strapped on protective goggles.

Ready. The bar filled with green. A corresponding green light flicked on near the base of the scanner.

Begin Conversion.

The machine eased into action, the humming growing louder but muffled by the tightly clamped lid. Despite his already established confidence in the core’s stability, he closed the doors around the lab.

The lights dimmed as the smooth metal box emitted sharp electrical snapping as power surged through the wires into the dormant cube attached to them. James watched breathlessly. The conversion took only a few seconds, as the mass was small.

Conversion Complete. He returned to the scanner in anticipation, waiting for the humming to cease before undoing the warm clasps. Nothing remained between the concave surfaces of the scanner. The power core reported the additional energy.

James closed his eyes. Burying a relieved hand in his hair, he tipped a haggard smile toward the ceiling. He exhaled heavily, then moved to pack up and head home.

+

CHAPTERS 12-14

CHAPTER TWELVE—SHADOW    

Heather searched for something to say. Whatever the meeting she had accidentally crashed was about, it seemed intense.

James absently left his place against the counter. “Thanks again for the coffee.” He headed back down the hallway and entered the first office on the right, leaving the door open.

Footsteps on the stairs produced red hair and a freckled face, which brightened with a smile as he caught sight of Heather. “Good morning!” His full height emerged from the stairwell, and she realized the man towered over her. “You must be Heather.” He crossed the space between them in few strides and extended a hand. “I’m Greg.”

“Nice to meet you,” Heather said, smiling. She gestured back toward the coffeemaker. “I made coffee, if you’d like some.”

Greg bobbed his own thermos. “I’m already covered, but thanks for the offer.” He glanced down the hallway. “I should get situated before Richard’s ready to rock and roll.” He flashed another smile. “Glad you could be here today.”

Within a few minutes, two women arrived and introduced themselves as Chelo and Addie. They welcomed Heather amiably, but soon after they met, the director’s door opened and Richard and Eve entered the hallway. Richard held a thick file of papers.

“Let’s head down to the lab everyone,” Richard said. His demeanor offered Heather no insight into his meeting with James.

James slipped into the hallway and trailed behind as Heather followed Richard and Eve down the staircase and around to the double doors in the adjacent wall. Heather glanced over her shoulder, but James’ gaze was on the steps, his laptop under his arm.

“What are you working on today?” Heather asked her dad, pausing to take in her first sight of the pristine, polished laboratory.

James wordlessly stepped around her.

“We’re going back over the details of our most recent project.” Richard planted the file on the nearest counter and opened it up. He spread the pages across the chrome surface. “We’re going to let the generator project cool off for a while.”

“What’s the new project?”

“We’re making an android,” Eve said. “For construction worker safety and disaster rescue. To keep organic people out of the more dangerous aspects of these professions or otherwise reduce risk via specialized equipment.”

“Cool.” Heather ventured up to the counter. She tilted her head at the nearest page—a diagram of a square device, with multiple renderings of intricate interior components. “Was this what you were sketching on the plane, James?”

“No,” James replied. “Though I did have to re-draw that over the last month. We lost some data in the accident.”

“And prototypes,” Chelo’s voice said. Heather glanced back to see her enter the lab, followed by Greg and Addie. “Glad to have all that mess behind us.”

James nodded, his attention fixed on the file’s contents, brows lowered. Chelo planted a comforting hand on his shoulder as she and the others joined the countertop.

Heather perused the assortment of notes and labeled diagrams as the engineers launched into their work. She pulled a chair from under the opposite counter and took a seat, watching the activity.

Comments and clarifications passed back and forth as the group industriously reviewed and ironed out a consensus for all proportions and methods of construction. Notes were penciled in margins, diagrams completed or modified.

Heather scooted closer and rested her elbows where the counter peeked through. She watched Eve, James, and her dad more than the others, wondering about fallout from their secret meeting.

Eve was outgoing and upbeat, conversing easily with her colleagues. Richard tried to mirror that energy, but Heather knew her dad well enough to know when he was overcompensating.

James was very quiet, and anything he did say was clipped and businesslike, not unkind but certainly no-nonsense. She didn’t think he was avoiding Eve, but he was so minimalistic with everyone, it was hard to figure out if this was normal work behavior or not.

If their other colleagues noticed anything amiss, they weren’t showing it.

Finally, the engineers confirmed their respective components of the project and left to get to work. James plucked a few pages from the table. Crossing the room, he donned protective glasses before disappearing behind a door at the back of the lab.

“What’s through there?” Heather asked.

“All the equipment,” Richard said. “Though this lab’s soundproof, so you won’t be able to hear it working.”

Remaining at the counter, Greg and Richard continued to collaborate on the power system for the android. Heather couldn’t make much of their robotics and chemistry jargon, but she listened anyway, excited when some details made sense.

When they were also ready to begin assembling, they encouraged her to try on one of the blue fireproof lab coats as she followed Greg and Richard into the equipment lab.
Immediately, the silence of the first lab gave way to the raucous humming taking place in the corner of the other. The scents of metal and smoke tinged the air, and James stood by a machine at the back with hearing protectors, supervising as it cut across a sheet of metal.

Drifting with her guides past a garden of other machines, Heather found herself in an annex of the back wall.

“Woah…” She lagged behind. A myriad of shelves, containers, and compartments crowded the musty walls of the long, narrow space. Lights hung low from the ceiling, but not so much that Greg seemed concerned about hitting his head. “What is this?”

“Supply stockroom. Feel free to snoop,” Greg said as they checked through the tags of metal sheets lined up along the shelves.

“But be careful,” Richard added. “Watch out for sharp edges.”

“What are you looking for?” Heather peeked into the labeled drawers of a nearby storage box. Most were filled with screws, bolts, and washers.

“A specific metal reserved for projects like what we’re working on, an alloy capable of handling large amounts of energy.”

Heather nodded thoughtfully, crossing her arms as she turned to regard the sheets of plastic slotted into the wall behind her. Curious, she pulled a thick white sheet out a few inches from its counterparts and ran a hand carefully along its rough edge.

“Heather, are there spools of polymer filament labeled UI2-6 over there?” Greg asked.

“Spools of what?”

“Those black crates to your right,” Richard clarified. “They’re full of thin cords of different materials, and UI2-6 is a type of plastic. It’s for 3D printing.”

She located the open bins full of big spools. There appeared to be a container reserved for each filament type—some were metal, some plastic. She checked the tags, repeating the name under her breath as she searched. “No, I don’t see it.”

“Thought so. Thanks.” Greg helped Richard pull a large sheet out into the aisle further down. “We’ll have to order that, then, before we’re ready for the android’s outer shell.”

They brought the metal from the stockroom to the second CNC mill, and Heather watched with the utmost intrigue as her dad entered the machining parameters and set it to work.
When all partitions had been cut, and the sharp edges filed smooth at the nearby lathe, they brought their spoils out into the lab. James had since set up his work station on the other available island, so Greg and Richard continued to the lab on the other side of the frosted glass barrier.

Heather lingered on her way past. “How’s the voice box coming? That was what you were going to work on, right?”

“Yes.” The bulk of his attention remained on what he was doing. “It’s going all right.”

“What will the robot’s voice sound like?” She spoke over the gentle spitting of James’ soldering iron.

“The voice simulator will be able to produce a wide range of frequencies.” Distraction dominated the quick cadence of his voice. “So we’ll be able to program whatever tone of voice we want.”
 “So it can have any voice you want? Could you make it sound exactly like your own?”

“I could, but that’d be kind of creepy, don’t you think?”

“I wonder what kind of a voice would suit a robot,” Heather mused, watching the thin trail of smoke curl up from where the iron knitted two pieces together.

“One that sounds human,” James replied casually. “Just not mine.”

“We should make it sound like Greg.”

James smiled, albeit slightly. “He’d have fun with that, but I think one of him is enough.”

As if on cue, the glass door separating the labs opened and Greg strode between the counters on his way to the equipment room. “So this is where you wandered off to, Heather. We turned around and you were gone.”

“I’ll be there in a minute,” Heather replied, embarrassed to have already been caught wandering away from her supervisors. When she returned her attention to James, he had slipped back to his work. His movements were steady and precise, as if he ran on autopilot, incapable of error.

Heather took a step in that direction. “See you later.”

James was far too engrossed in his work to answer.

In the other lab, Addie, Chelo, and Eve were submerged in the initial stages of their own concentrations.

Heather ventured next to Eve to watch.

She soldered small wide bases to two stiff wires on either end. “I’m making fingers.”
 Heather blinked. “Just fingers?”

“Well, I’ll build them out to the rest of the hand,” she chuckled. “There are a few tougher designs to work out by the time we’re finished, but I wanted to start simple today. Easy dopamine.”

Greg returned from the stockroom, handing Richard a box of supplies and, as the director thanked him and continued his own soldering, Greg leaned on the counter.

“You know what would be cool,” he said, and Heather thought he was going to say something serious, “we should be a little more creative with this project. We could give it like three eyes or something, that’d be awesome.”

“That would be awesome,” Heather agreed, smiling. “What do you think, Dad?”

Richard just scoffed.

“Yeah, that’d be something,” Chelo spoke up from the counter against the wall. “We should give it extra limbs too.”

Greg raised a hand to his chin. “We should! Richard, would you spring for that?”

“And laser vision?” Chelo pursued.

“Now you’re making fun of me.”

She smiled, her nose scrunching up as she glanced back at him. Greg waved her off on his way to the door.

Sticking his head into the adjacent lab, he announced, “Hey James, just to let you know, we’re putting three eyes in this edition, so you might want to make your voice box smaller to make room.”

“Okay,” he grunted, then paused. “Wait, three? Greg.”

“I am dead serious,” Greg said.

“I’m sure you are.”

“I am.”

“Don’t you have something better to do?”

“Ask anybody. We’ve all been collaborating in here,” Greg said, his tone lilting.

Heather stifled a laugh.

“Okay, tuning you out now,” James droned.

“Ah well, it was worth a try. You’re not as gullible as you used to be. Hey, why are you all isolated in this lab anyway?”

“This is just where I ended up,” came the apathetic reply. “Too much trouble to pick up and move now.”

“Sure, sure,” Greg said, closing the door. As he rejoined his colleagues, he jerked his thumb back over his shoulder with a patient sigh. “Looks like somebody pulled an all-nighter again.”

Heather glanced at her dad, who pretended to be focused on soldering.

+

Work ended at five o’clock.

“What did you think, Heather?” Richard asked as she helped him collect the unfinished pieces for storage.

Heather smiled. “Can I come back tomorrow?”

“Sure you can,” Eve said as they entered the other lab. She sounded genuinely pleased.

“You’re welcome any time,” Greg said, and Chelo affirmed.

“I’m really glad you enjoyed yourself,” Addie said.

“What do you think, James?” Chelo asked.

James gave a distracted thumbs-up as he carried a crate of robot parts into the equipment room.

Richard had been so reluctant to tell Heather about Larkspur. When arriving at the facility, Heather had expected her presence to be simply tolerated, or received with wariness. The warmth of her dad’s colleagues came as a surprise.

She wondered what could have happened to drive such a place to withdraw from the world.

+

James had intended to go home and continue planning and researching, but fatigue rushed him upon opening the door to his apartment. He fell asleep on the couch waiting for the coffee maker.

He woke up at ten, forced himself through four hours of work, and then went to bed. James frowned at the digital clock on his bedside table as he pulled the covers up to his chin. He wished he could just plug himself into the nearest electrical socket.

Sleeping took too much time.

+.

CHAPTER THIRTEEN—PRODUCTIVITY     

If Heather stepped foot in the upstairs chemistry lab, Richard insisted she wear protective goggles and gloves and keep her lab coat buttoned all the way up. But from as far away as he wanted her, she couldn’t see anything as he and Greg put together a potent mixture of chemicals under the fume hood.

Perhaps it would be better if she weren’t there to bother them at such a delicate stage in the project. “I’m gonna see what everybody’s doing downstairs,” she said, careful not to startle them as they began to add the concoction to the half-constructed energy unit.

She stood up, peeling the unused gloves from her hands and hanging her goggles on a nearby rack.

“Okay,” Richard said, belatedly.

Trotting down the stairs, she unbuttoned her lab coat and ran her fingers through her hair to fluff out crimps from the goggle straps.

She’d made it to a miraculous third day shadowing at the facility, and she figured she was probably on the brink of overstaying her welcome. She needed to make herself more useful.

In the equipment room downstairs, James was hard at work again, scribbling in a notebook as he monitored a machine’s fine-tuning of the voice simulator’s entrails. The rest of the sleek, square device with a circular bloom of holes in the front panel rested beside James at the compact computer station.

“That’s really cool.” Heather moved closer to the machine to examine it.

“Thanks,” he mumbled. “Keep back from the machine, please.”

Heather stepped back, even though she had been only a single step beyond James himself. “Do you want help with anything?”
 “No, thanks,” he said, his gaze still focused on the mechanical parts before him.

Heather left him in search of the other engineers. James was easily the first to feel imposed upon, and she didn’t want to risk it.

She found Addie stationed at the counter along the wall in the nearest lab. A large magnifying glass stuck out in front of her face as she worked. As soon as the door sealed behind Heather, the din in the equipment room snuffed out.

“How’s it coming?” Heather asked.

“The cameras are getting there.” Addie had arranged an orderly line-up of parts on the countertop.

“Soon I’ll get to make these look like eyes. Though it’ll get an extra camera in the back of the head to minimize blind spots.” She flashed her a sideways grin. “Greg was actually on to something.”

“Cool.” Heather examined the scattered mosaic of pieces.

“What have you been up to this morning, Heather?”

“Just following my dad around,” Heather said. “He wanted to include me, but I think me being in the chemistry lab was out of his comfort zone.”

“I see.” Addie glanced at her watch. “Well it’s almost one o’clock. We should be breaking for lunch soon.”

“Can I help with anything? Get parts for you or something?”

“Bored?” she asked with a smile.

Heather shook her head vigorously.

“I’m fine for the time being. This little pile will keep me busy for hours to come. Thanks, though.”

They were all so self-sufficient. “Do you mind if I watch for a while?”

“Not at all.” Addie’s blue eyes trained steadily through the magnifying glass.

Laughter burst from the other room. Heather could easily pick out Eve’s warm chuckle, joined by Chelo’s more boisterous guffaw. Addie exchanged an amused glance with Heather and the room fell tranquil again, the directionless hum of the air-conditioning accenting their colleagues’ muffled conversation.

“I thought the lab was soundproof,” Heather said.

“That wall isn’t,” Addie replied, indicating with a tilt of her head without removing her gaze from her work. “I think it was added later.”

“Oh.”

After a period of quiet focus, Addie sighed and sat back from her work. “Well, I’m ready for a break.” She rolled her shoulders in relief and smiled at Heather. “Shall we go?”

Richard and Greg were the last to join them upstairs.

Chelo planted herself at the table across from James and rolled a mandarin orange to him. “Ey, quit brooding.”

“I’m not brooding,” he murmured, regarding the fruit like a foreign substance. He picked it up.

“Thanks.”

“You getting enough sleep?”

James shrugged, peeling the orange.

“That’s a no?”

He separated a slice. “I just have something I’m working out.”

Chelo eyed him. Heather watched the exchange closely.

“Okay…” Chelo drew out, skeptical. “Well, get at least one eight hour night this week all right? Rest is a part of work.”

“Mhm,” James grunted.

“I mean it. Sleep deficit begets brain poison.”

“I know, Chelo,” he said. “I’m an adult. I can manage my own brain poison. I’m sure you were pulling all nighters at my age too.”

She stared at him, a wary smirk on her face. “He admits it.”

James threw up his hands in a futile gesture, and got up to find somewhere he could eat the rest of his lunch in peace.

+

James set out directly after work, armed with an exhaustive list of supplies. After years of amateur robotics supply hunting, he knew exactly what kinds of places sold what he needed, no matter what side of the country he was on. He had already ordered with express shipping those supplies he couldn’t get without some kind of corporate affiliation. He was grateful to Richard for approving these requests without comment.

He tightened his grip on the steering wheel, resolute.

One month. That was his goal.

+

CHAPTER FOURTEEN—VESSEL

Although miniaturizing the prototype initially lowered the costs of supplies, it didn’t compensate for James’ impatience. Next-day shipping rates were a necessary evil.

James had acquired enough supplies to at least get started Saturday morning at Larkspur. The security guards seemed surprised at the sight of him, clad in a t-shirt and jeans, a plastic container of 3D printer filaments and a bursting notebook under one arm, and four canvas bags heavily weighing down the other.

“Do you—want help with some of that?” one of them tried, standing up from the desk as James somehow managed to get through the door unaided.

“No, I’m great, thanks Alder,” James said, treading carefully across the lobby to the nearest lab entrance, where he managed to balance everything enough to slide his card and pull the door open.

James planted his supplies on the nearest counter, separated his notebook from the pile, and headed back out to his car for another load.

On his second and last trip through, he caught the guards watching him. “I’ve arranged some additional supplies to arrive here today,” he said. “Could you keep a lookout and let them through? And if you could call me when they arrive, that’d be great.”

“Yeah, sure,” Alder replied. “No problem. Is it just you here today?”
 But James had already disappeared into the lab, carrying his supplies to a shadowy corner of the supply room.

He worked all day and late into the night, returning early the next morning for another full day in the lab.

+

Heather wandered along the outskirts of the backyard in the summer heat, gazing up at the tall pine trees lining its edge. She was just beginning to consider building a treehouse in one of them, trying to resign herself to the abyss of unbroken free time she faced for the rest of the summer now that she couldn’t justify any more visits to Larkspur.

She realized her dad was calling her. As soon as she stepped through the sliding glass door into the kitchen, Richard handed her his cellphone.

“It’s Eve,” he said.

She gave him an inquisitive look as she took the phone and put it up to her ear. “Hello?”

“Hi, Heather,” Eve said. “How did you like visiting Larkspur this week?”

“I loved it.” She paced to the edge of the kitchen, aware of both her parents’ hushed expectation. Butterflies stirred in her stomach. “Thanks for letting me do that. It was great.”

“I’m glad. It’s been a pleasure to have you at the facility. I wanted to ask you what you think about us taking on a new intern?”

“A new intern?” Heather raised an eyebrow at her father, who smiled and readjusted his glasses.

“You. If you’re up for it.” Before Heather could respond, she continued, “Your dad and I have been thinking. I know you’ve only been at the lab for a few days, but we like having you around, and you seem really interested in learning. So, care to see how the summer goes with us nerds?”

An incredulous smile lit up her face. “I would love that! All summer?”

“All summer. You can start Monday if you like, sign some forms, make it official.”

“Okay.” She wished she had a more intelligent reply than that.

“All right, then. See you tomorrow.”

“Thank you so much.”

The phone slumped from Heather’s ear as she gaped at her parents. “Intern?”

Richard nodded, grinning. “What do you think?”

She beamed at her parents. “I can’t believe it.”

Intern. At Larkspur. She’d made it in.

“Too bad I can’t put this on my college resume,” she said, half joking.

“Who knows, a lot can happen in a few years,” Richard said. “Maybe by that time, it won’t be a problem.”

“You mean Larkspur’s going to come out of hiding?”

“We hope so,” Richard said. “We’ll certainly be working on it, though it’s somewhat precarious. You’re the first step in that.”

Heather smiled. For the first time in a long time, she felt like her presence mattered somewhere.

+

Heather was practically vibrating with excitement during the team’s morning huddle. Coffee in hand and dark rings under his eyes, James couldn’t help but smile to himself.

He remembered his first day at Larkspur, being offered a chance to earn his place in their engineering paradise. His heart had nearly exploded while riding down the elevator with Richard and watching the brightly lit corridor open before him for the first time.

He missed the old facility, as well as the days he had spent inside it, pursuing his goals relatively unhindered. As always, he’d had to exercise some discretion for which projects he merely tinkered with and those he chose to submit a formal proposal for. But he hadn’t minded much.

He had thought only of work, release from his doctoral studies and social insecurities. Escape from his parents.

But in the last few weeks, something had shifted. This horrible turn in his father’s health blocked him from settling back down. His project chafed constantly at the edges of his attention. No amount of effort was enough.

James skipped a proper lunch break to work on it. Alone in the lab downstairs, the components of the device steadily continued to take shape under his careful but impatient hands. Through the oblivion of focused concentration, he barely noticed a subtle change in atmosphere. The feeling of being watched.

He looked up and startled. Heather stood in the doorway.

He readjusted his grip on the soldering iron and returned his turbid attention to the metal chip snaked with wires. “Shouldn’t you be upstairs?”

She shrugged. He caught the movement in his peripheral vision as she neared him. “They’re debating about vacuum cleaners. Got bored. What about you? Skipping lunch?”

“Multitasking,” he said.

She paused. “Are you okay?”

“Yes. Why does everyone keep asking me that? I’m fine. Everything’s fine. ”

She stared at him a moment, softly injured. “Sorry. I won’t ask anymore if it bothers you.”

“Thank you.”

She didn’t say anything for a long while. James willed her to leave him be, but she remained on the other side of the counter.

“Does your dad know you’re down here?” he said finally.

“Yes.” After watching him for a moment, she said, “Do you ever get tired of this?”
 “Of what?” He gathered up the pieces and moved toward the equipment room.

Heather followed him. “Working so intensely every day.”

“Never.” He deposited the chips on the computer counter near the machine he had used for the voice simulator’s finer mechanics. After taking one of the chips to the machine, he returned to the computer, consulting his open notebook.

“I don’t think I’ve ever seen you go home.” Heather craned her neck to see the pages. “Do you just…live here all week?”

He shifted the notebook away from her without looking up.

“I go home,” he said. “Usually. They don’t have showers here, and I can’t think if I’m not reasonably clean.”


Heather smirked, crossing her arms. “Lucky for the rest of us.”

He cracked a wan, tired smile, glancing up at the computer and back down, entering parameters.

“I’m not a complete heathen.”

“We’re all grateful for that.” She tilted her head, her expression softening in concern. “You’d feel even better if you took a break once in a while.”

“I’m aware.” He didn’t have time for breaks. He lost enough time to the occasional crash after working too many hours on end. It probably wasn’t the most efficient system, but he didn’t trust his colleagues’ meandering work ethic enough to try it on this project. His father didn’t have that kind of time.

Heather took one of the chips in her fingers to examine it. The light shifted and reflected on the copper and silver wires in its smooth base. “Is this part of the android?”

“No. Don’t touch, please.”

She replaced it. “What is it, then?”

He deliberated for a moment. “Secret.”

Heather considered the machine ahead as it eased to life under James’ direction. “Why is it a secret?”

“It’s just personal,” James said.

“Does my dad know what it is?”

James closed his notebook. “You sure ask a lot of questions.”

The subject matter of his project already worried him, and he didn’t need the doubts of yet another person to help compound it.

Her face flushed. She fidgeted with her earring. “I just thought, if you’re spending all this time on it, it must be really important to you.”

“It’s fine,” he said, shame rising in his throat. “Don’t worry about it.” He glanced at his watch. “The others will be down soon. I should switch gears.” He still had ample time, but any attempts to get much else completed that afternoon was pointless. He couldn’t work with interns spying over his shoulder, and he didn’t have the heart after snapping at her to outright tell her to go away.

“Want help cleaning up?”

“No thanks.” The chips fit in one hand, each of the remaining four being about half the length of his palm. The chip being processed would finish soon and he could attend to it then.
As soon as the door to the stockroom closed behind him, James allowed himself an exasperated sigh.

+

It was three in the morning before James left the facility. Building the neural network proved much more intricate and time consuming than he had hoped, and he had a headache from eye strain, but he was almost satisfied with the structure. The next chance he had to work on it, he’d be able to finish and start programming.

+

Heather quickly integrated herself into the events of the lab. She wasn’t yet allowed to work on anything big, but Eve let her try a small amount of soldering as she put together the android’s extremities, teaching her how to hold the iron and apply a steady pressure. She never seemed to tire of watching them work, and she enthusiastically kept herself on hand to assist whenever needed. The life of an intern suited her well.

After their awkward exchange earlier that week, she was careful to keep out of James’ way, but she didn’t keep her distance. She gravitated to him more often than to the other engineers. He suspected it had to do with them being closest in age—a five year gap versus fifteen or more— or their original meeting happening outside of Larkspur, because it was unlikely she just enjoyed his company. He chatted infrequently, and hyper-focused on his work. He didn’t think himself interesting or fun to talk to, and he kept letting surly comments slip if she asked too many questions.

Still, she regularly returned to see what he was up to.

By Thursday, James was struggling to program the neural network to handle limitless accommodation. He needed to rework it yet again, but he was on the clock. That afternoon, he finished programming the voice simulator, and obligingly showed Heather how it worked.

He let her play with it for a while, changing the frequency and typing phrases for the simulator to put voice to. He figured she’d be able to find a friendly tone after some experimentation. She took to it instantly, and soon, a strange parade of voices murmured from the device connected to

James’ laptop on the workbench behind him. She turned up the volume.

He found himself conversing with her through it.

“What are you working on right now?” a high-pitched voice warbled from behind him.

“I’m helping Addie,” he humored her. Heather’s rampant curiosity irked him at times, but she usually meant well. She was a good kid, and bright too. He held nothing against her.

“I know. I’m watching you,” the voice simulator growled.

Addie, working beside him, cracked a smile.

“If you knew, why did you ask?” James said.

“I see everythiinngg,” it started low, but as the word extended, the pitch increased exponentially as she turned the pitch dial so that it turned into a twisted sort of question.

“Gross,” James said.

“Rude,” the pitch dipped back down into the high end of a male voice range. “Keep talking.”

“Why? What do you want me to say?”

“Anything,” the pitch descended a few hertz further.

James worked with a soldering iron and a fine-tipped screwdriver, constructing and reinforcing structural elements inside panels that would eventually make up the android’s inner cranium. His shoulders burned from prolonged tension and his wrists ached from his inhumane work habits over the last couple of weeks. This part was precise and horribly tedious. Addie didn’t fidget as much as he did. 3D printing a frame would be much faster, but not as sturdy, so he grudgingly soldiered on.

“I know where this is going, Heather,” he muttered.

He heard a close electronic replica of his voice drone behind him, “I know where this is going, Heather.” She made slight adjustments to the pitch as it talked.

Addie chuckled. “She’s plotting to replace you, James.”

“She would never do that,” after a quick spurt of typing, the voice simulator replied for him.

James twisted around to face the intern. Staring at him, shoulders erect, Heather’s fingers flew across the keyboard without evident direction and she pressed the enter key. James’ eyes widened.

The voice simulator belted a seizure of raucous sounds as it attempted to make literal sense of the chaos she had told it to articulate—in James’ voice.

James stared, half frown, half horror as the ugly sequence went on. Heather and Addie burst into peals of laughter.

“Sorry, James,” Heather laughed when it finally ended. She tucked her hair behind an ear. “I’m done.”

“I’ll hold you to that.” James turned back around. “Why don’t you go target Greg now?”

Heather imperiously readjusted her perch atop the lab stool and flourished her fingers above the laptop with a mischievous grin. “Call him in here and get him talking, and your wish is my command.”

Addie tilted her colleague a wry smile. James rubbed a hand across his mouth, allowing himself a scoff.

+

Two weeks after Yeun extracted stem cells from Erika’s bone marrow, the next phase was underway.

She lay on a supinated hospital bed in fetal position, her back exposed and cold from liquid antiseptic. Yeun’s gloved fingers felt for the crest of her pelvis on the left side, identifying landmarks to hone in on the point of entry among her lumbar vertebrae. After a series of injections, the whole area was numb, but she could still feel the pressure.

She tried to stay still, staring at the thin, capped tube of the cannula in her arm, waiting to be hooked up for injection as soon as the other cannula was installed. Transparent bags of solution waited on an IV pole, looming behind them.

“Have you done this before?” she asked quietly. 

“Yes,” Yeun said. She heard a soft metallic sound as he took the needle off a nearby tray. “Hold still. This will be over in a few seconds.” 

He gently counted down from three, and Erika felt a burst of pressure in her lower back as he pushed in the needle. She tried to breathe, though coldness prickled at her temples. Now the unnecessary stem cell therapy could begin. 

As the Empetrum scientist taped up the cannula to keep it in place, the desire to attempt violent escape rose. She had watched and waited for two weeks, but no opening had presented itself. From her cell, she hadn’t been able to learn much about anything, not the guard rotations or even Yeun’s opinion on the director or his workplace. He had been somewhat scarce as he busily cultured her cells elsewhere.

Now, he was going to start trying to alter her genetic code somehow. And she was lying there letting him.

“After this,” she spoke up, “may I at least call my family, to tell them I’m okay?”

Yeun pulled the IV setup closer to the bed. He was quiet as he connected it with the tube in her spine. “I’ll see what I can do. Here, you can roll over onto your back. But be careful.”

He helped steady her as she complied.

“You mean that’s something you’ll consider?” Erika asked.

“Yes.” Yeun prepared to connect the other IV to the cannula in her arm. “We can do it safely, if you earn it.”

“Haven’t I earned it?” Erika said. She watched the fluid from the IV bags approach, and a spike of fear seized her throat. “I’m letting you do this right now.”

“It’s still too early,” Yeun said, watching her closely. “We’ve barely begun the first treatment. Rewards are something I think we should wait until treatment number four at least, don’t you think?”

“Once I’m too far to go back, you mean.” 

“Once we have more of an understanding,” he said. “I would like to make this worth your while, even though you came to us under questionable circumstances.”

“So I’m being punished…” Erika watched the fluid enter her system. Her head hurt.

“I believe much more in positive reinforcement.” He removed his gloves, pulled out a cellphone, and sent a short text. “We’re both adults here.”

A long silence ensued, during which a guard came in with two cups of coffee. Yeun offered her one.

At Erika’s venomous look, he said, “It helps keep with the headache after the spinal tap.”

After some hesitation, she accepted it, and Yeun sat back in a chair with his own cup to monitor the treatment session.

“So…” Erika said finally, wearily. “How long will it take to get to treatment number four?”

“A week from today,” Yeun said. He looked at her. “Do we have a deal, then?”

Erika stared into her coffee, pain blooming in her chest. Survive, she told herself. Just try to survive

“Yes,” she said. “We do.”

+

By late Friday night, James had torn apart the old prototype of the neural network and constructed and programmed a completely new one. Its original data capacity sat at half a gigabyte, easy to max out.

Stifling a yawn, he plugged the small, segmented device marbled with wiring into his computer with a modified sync cord. He watched with relief as the network’s program materialized on the desktop. A promising start, at least.

When he clicked on the icon, a window came up and partitioned into a variety of different areas simulating the memory centers of the brain. Each compartment had a short capacity bar at its core. He located his prolific documents folder, highlighted everything, and pulled it all over into the window.

Then he waited.

The transfer lagged a bit, but the capacity bars of a couple centers began to fill. Then it froze, immobilizing the rest of his computer screen.

He waited in breathless silence, staring at the immobile pixels. When minutes passed and nothing else happened, he groaned and hunched forward, resting his forehead against the counter.

Another failure.

And this was only a fraction of the interlacing network of programs needed for the project. His fruitlessness with this component stalled the entire project until the program could be straightened out.

After all that time spent studying the brain and its electrical processes, all the feverish planning of how to convert it to a dynamic, auto-evolving electrical model, he thought he had finally figured it out. The nagging fear welled up stronger than ever: What if he worked to the end of his strength and sanity and still ran out of time?

James stared at the floor, the counter cold against his forehead. His brow furrowed, and he closed his eyes.

I’m really proud of you. His father’s words haunted him. To be James was to live under an unbearable weight, and those words had only increased it.

James would never know peace.

He could have fallen asleep slumped over the counter, utter exhaustion imminent, but then his computer beeped. James lifted his face, squinting at the bright light of the screen for a moment before his gaze fell on the capacity bars.

One gigabyte of free space existed wherever a transfer had been made.

“Transfer complete…” he read slowly, hardly believing his own voice. As the full meaning of the words took hold, he leapt into activity with mouth agape, dumping whatever else he could onto the device. Each round of information transfer occurred a little more quickly than the last, and the device accepted all of it, each time reporting more and more available space. He sifted through the device’s archives, finding it had correctly sorted the various types of information into the appropriate memory centers.

He stood up and turned from the computer, both hands flying to his head in incredulity.

“It works,” he laughed to the dim, empty lab. “It works!”

+

CHAPTERS 9-11

CHAPTER NINE—FAILSAFE 

“Your midterm grades should have come out by now. Why haven’t we received them?”
James opened the door to his residence hall. Regardless of his already advanced credit count, the university refused to let him upgrade his living arrangements because he was still a minor.
He halted in the stairwell. “Because I asked registrar not to release them to you.”
“Why?”
“Because I want it that way.”
“You can’t do that.”
“My grades are fine, Dad,” James said. “I’m trying to take accountability for myself. I thought you’d appreciate that.”
“Your performance will slip without oversight.”
“That’s what I have professors for.”
“Is the registrar office still open?”
“I won’t slip!”
“You need to go straight over there and change this.”
James steeled himself. “No.”
His father didn’t skip a beat.“If you remove your mother and I from your academics, we’ll withdraw your financial support. Good luck getting loans at your age.”
 James stiffened. “You can’t do that!” Another student came down the stairwell and James avoided his gaze. James started up the stairs, readjusting his grip on his phone.“Dad, you can’t do that.”
“I’m heading out to the bank right now.”
“I’ll get another job, then!”
“With your double Bachelor’s track?”
 “I can do it.” He was already tutoring ten hours a week, but that wasn’t enough to fully support himself.
“You’re willing to compromise the quality of your education for an upstart bit of pride? You’ll exhaust yourself. You won’t go to graduate school like we’d all hoped, and you’ll be forced into a menial line of work and waste your talents for years at best.”
“That won’t happen.” James said, his conviction forced.
Through the phone, James thought he heard the sound of the elevator of the apartment building where his parents lived, and he froze just as he entered the hallway of his own residential floor.
“It’ll be a load off our shoulders, I guess,” Jonathan sighed. James couldn’t speak. In that moment, wary dislike of his father gave way to full blown hatred.
“Last chance, James.”
“Fine!” James spun around and tore the door open again. His voice cracked, “I’ll go down there. You win.”

~

Erika didn’t sleep most of the night. Morning came and the dimmed artificial lights of her cell brightened to normal strength. She watched the clock, hungry, bored, and cross. 

A meal never arrived. 

She was beginning to consider figuring out how to summon Yeun when guards arrived and took her down the hall to some kind of examination room. The guard told her to sit down on the examination table, so she did. The door closed and he positioned himself in front of it, arms folded across his chest, waiting.

The silence was deafening. She’d been drowning in silence since she got here.

Finally, Yeun arrived, slipping into the room with a quiet greeting.

“Got a busy day for you,” he said. “Ready to extract some stem cells.” 

Erika stared at the floor, her brow tight. “For what?” 

“For culturing,” he said.

“Why?” 

He opened up the cabinet under a small sink in the corner, pulling out a hospital gown and a shower cap, both a depressing shade of light blue. He placed them on the counter. “Change into these. It’s a simple bone marrow extraction. We’ll put you under, and have you in and out before you know it.” 

Erika looked up at him. He was already on his way out.

“I’ll give you some privacy,” he said. He beckoned to the guard to follow, and they left Erika alone. 

Her attention went immediately to the sink, wondering if it held anything of use, knowing he wouldn’t have left her unsupervised if that were the case. She glanced up at the security camera in the ceiling.

What would she have found that would have been useful enough, anyway? A scalpel? Empetrum guards had tranquilizers. She’d seen enough guards in the last few days to start recognizing the rectangular infuser strapped to the back of their belts, near the handgun. 

Maybe Yeun was testing her. Better to keep playing along for now. Either way, she didn’t want to go under anesthesia right after making Yeun angry.

She still had time.

Slowly, she stood up, wrinkled her nose at the gown and shower cap, and turned her back on the camera to get dressed.

+

James’ cell phone buzzed fitfully from the coffee table.

Grudgingly, he extricated himself from a sea of open moving boxes and picked his way across the apartment. He froze when he read the caller ID.

“What do you want?” he muttered darkly. He stared at the screen until the vibrating ceased.

If they really wanted to make contact, they could leave a message. They could communicate on his terms. He’d managed to ice them out before, but maybe he’d have to actually block them this time.

His phone began to vibrate again, and again the familiar name and number glared from the screen.

But they had been silent for a year. Something told him this was out of character.

He groaned loudly, tapped the answer button and brought it to his ear. “Hello?”

“Hello, James?” a woman’s voice sounded formally from the other line.

“Yes.”

“It’s been a while.”

“Yes it has.”

“How have you been?”

“I’m fine, Mom. Everything’s good.”

“Your father and I haven’t heard from you in a long time.”

“Yeah, I’ve been busy with work.”

She sighed. “Don’t worry about lining up your excuses, I just wanted to fill you in on what’s happened.”

Foreboding prickled on the back of James’ neck. “What’s happened?”

“Well, your dad hasn’t been feeling well for a while, so we went in to the doctor to check it out.”

Her voice snapped, almost angry. “He has pancreatic cancer.”

James’ face went cold. “Cancer?” Pancreatic was a bad one. Low survival rate.

“It’s not responding well to treatment,” her tone wavered slightly before she curbed it.

James swallowed, his throat dry. “How long have you known?”

“Several months.”

“Several months?” he demanded. “Why on earth didn’t you say anything sooner?”

“Why did you cut us off for an entire year?” she demanded back.

James winced. Silence hung heavy after the crack of his mother’s whip-like voice. He didn’t know how to conjure a reasonable answer to that. He didn’t owe them an explanation.

Did he?

“We didn’t think it worth calling your attention from the clandestine matters of your life,” she added, curtly. Catherine Siles often chose her words carefully, but sharpened abruptly when disturbed. “We were dealing with it.”

James thought he heard his father say something in the background about leaving him alone about his job.

“I would have wanted to know immediately, Mom,” James said, injured. “Even if you were dealing with it.”

“Do you want to talk to your father?”

James opened his mouth to refuse, but thought better of it. Talking to his father only brought trouble—but it could be the last time he heard his voice. If James had any sort of heart, he could tolerate it, at least.

“Yes,” he said finally, bracing himself for the worst.

“Okay,” came the reply. The phone switched hands.

“Hello, James,” Jonathan Siles’ voice, normally crisp and direct, sounded haggard.

“Hi, Dad,” James said. He suddenly felt exhausted. “How are you holding up?”

“Fine. Don’t worry about me, okay? I want you to concentrate on your career. You’ve worked hard for this, and I don’t want to get in the way.” He paused. “I know you usually refuse to talk about it, but are you happy there?”

“Yes.” James fidgeted. “I am.”

“Good. So, James—” his father hesitated, pained. “I don’t know how much longer I have, so I think it’s appropriate to tell you now. All this time in the hospital has given me time to reflect. To, um, to come to terms with some things.” Again, he faltered. Very unlike him. “And I just want to get this off my chest. I wished you could have been here these harrowing months. I know I’m to blame for your absence.”

They should have called earlier.

“I thought I was doing what was best for you. I went too far. I’m sorry.”

James’ eyes widened. An apology? Jonathan Siles was apologizing? His father always had a highly practical reason for everything. Yes, maybe he was apologizing, but not just from the goodness of his heart. This was a goodbye.

“I drove you away,” his father said. “I’ve understood this for a long time, but I was too proud to admit it. Or to do anything about it.” His voice wavered, and James felt his body begin to tremble.

“Don’t feel obligated to let me back into your life. I just wanted to let you know I finally understand.”

“Jonathan,” James heard his mother say. “You don’t mean that.”

James swallowed with difficulty. “Thanks,” he managed, hoarsely.

“So, like I said, don’t worry about me,” Jonathan went on, resolute. “Work hard instead, as you always have.”

“How long do the doctors think?”

“Six months maybe.”

“I see.”

Silence closed in on both lines. James couldn’t bring himself to say anything else. A single phone call couldn’t wipe away the scars, but his parents’ impossible stubbornness had been breached.

There might finally be hope of repair.

But he might not have the opportunity with his father.

“Well…I guess that’s all. I should let you go now,” Jonathan said finally.

“Okay,” James said, his voice very quiet. “Take care, Dad.”

“Take care. I’m really proud of you.”

“Thanks.” James had always ached to hear his father say that. Growing up, everything James did was to earn his parents’ approval. And here his father had uttered it. That phrase. Finally. The supposed culmination of everything James had ever strived for, the highest honor he could ever earn. And James should have been happy, relieved.

But he felt cold, thwarted, void. Like the bar had simply been lowered because time had run out.

James let his father hang up, then slowly returned his cellphone to the table. He got to his feet.

James had finally managed to smother the past in his work. He’d started to think he wouldn’t have to worry about his parents anymore. He hadn’t considered what would happen if he actually lost them. He had foolishly assumed everything would hold true until he was ready to return on his own terms, measured in decades rather than months.

He raked a shaking hand through his hair as he began to pace.

And it had only been a year. James just wanted to explore life separate from his frigid, controlling parents, but his father had found a way to get back to him in a way James couldn’t ignore. Of course, his father’s cancer probably wasn’t a ploy to regain influence over his life, but it certainly felt plausible.

Time limit or not, James wasn’t prepared to associate with them. If he tried now, he would make things worse. But he couldn’t bear to lose the chance.

He felt sick. There had to be something he could do, but he was an engineer, not an oncologist.
And six months was only an estimate.

With a growl of exasperation, James leaned his forehead against the wall.

It was impossible, but he couldn’t accept impossible. That’s what his parents had drilled into him. Brilliance wasn’t allowed to be at a loss. He just had to think. Identify the problem and string together a solution with the options at hand. It had always worked for him in the past.

The issue: His father was dying—or rather, his father’s body was dying.

So, then the objective would be to slow it down or reverse it. Keep it from dying. Keep his father from leaving.

He tapped his forehead a few times on the wall, scanning through his knowledge of anything remotely useful. He paused and straightened up as his search suddenly landed on an idea. He skirted the wall to his office, grabbing a stray piece of printer paper from the mass on his desk. With the first writing utensil his hand contacted, he began a crude diagram, more of the concept than how it would actually work.

What if he could get his father out of the failing body, into one that wasn’t dying? A sloppy fix, James supposed, but sturdy.

Full body replacement was simply a step up from prosthetics. He didn’t know if an organic-to-mechanical swap was even possible. He would have to do quite a bit of research to gauge its feasibility, but in his mind, it was more a matter of how.

It helped to have an extensive background in the biological sciences at his disposal. How appropriate that Jonathan Siles’ incessant focus on neuroscience in James’ studies would one day save his life. James would have laughed at the irony, if he didn’t have such a lump in his throat.

James would show his father he deserved his acceptance. Not because Jonathan was dying, but because James would prove once and for all that he had lived up to everything his parents had obsessively pushed him to be. Objectively. Undeniably. He could simultaneously save a life and change the world.

In fervent inspiration, James scrawled two words over the disjointed sketches:

Organorobotic Transference.

+

CHAPTER TEN—REBOOT

A towering fence herded the original Larkspur facility into a restricted unit. Despite the barrier plastered with forbidding signs, the construct beyond seemed friendly enough.

The cracked asphalt of the parking lot stood mostly empty, its generous size in stark contrast with James’ memory of the modest slab of concrete and steel barn that had graced the former facility. As he parked in a space along the front of the weathered building next to Richard’s car, an unexpected wave of nerves cramped in his stomach.

It was eerie, to have returned to Larkspur’s birthplace. As James got out of his car, contemplating the front entrance stripped of all identification, it felt as if the building itself had tried to forget.

But it was mainly anxiety of a different source that held a tight rein on the edges of his mind. The majority of his attention clung to organorobotic transference, and he had devoted every spare moment to research since conceiving the idea. But while he had dug up a huge volume of data in the last thirty-six hours, he still hadn’t managed to piece together anything decisive, and having to go back to Larkspur and set up the lab felt like so much wasted time.

But maybe the busywork would be good for him, a chance for the mountains of peer reviewed material he’d burned through to settle into something useful in moving his newest hyperfixation forward.

The air conditioning gusted him with icy air as he stepped into the lobby. He lingered by the door, letting his gaze wander. Across the room, Addie and Chelo chatted with the security guards as they received their badges. A wide staircase at the right side of the lobby led up to a partially open second level. Wide paneled windows stretched across the whole front of the building. A wan, impressed smile tugged at the edge of his mouth. It would be nice to be above ground.

“Morning Jim!” An arm seized his head, and James uttered a surprised squawk.

“Morning, Greg,” James grunted, attempting to pry him off with one hand. The other, he hoped, wasn’t spilling his coffee. Greg’s arm held fast, unyielding as a spring clamp.

A door opened across the lobby. “Good morning!” Eve’s cheerful voice boomed. Richard walked beside the former director, having emerged from the lab beyond. “I feel like I haven’t seen you people in ages. How are you all? Settling in well?”

“Yes ma’am,” Greg beamed. He finally released his squirming colleague. “I’m so ready to start building stuff again.”

“Seconded,” James muttered, attempting to smooth down what forever looked like bedhead, which Greg’s antics had only exacerbated.

“Oh stop, it doesn’t look any different,” Greg said. James shot him a look.

Richard cleared his throat, “I’d like to start today with a short meeting to discuss a few changes to security protocols, but after that, it’s up to you. Today, the main objective is setup, doing whatever we need to do to get ready to start work tomorrow morning.”

“Sounds great,” Chelo said.

Addie nodded, modestly. Rumor had it she had almost quit Larkspur instead of making the voyage with them. Robotics jobs at her level of expertise with good pay and stable hours were hard to come by back east, and she and her husband were hoping to start a family soon. Dhar had even issued pay raises and extra vacation time to incentivize them all to continue with the company.

For James, moving for work was a no-brainer. Work was his life. Having attachments outside of it sounded too complicated.

An added plus, while most of the tech companies he had come across were working on vanity projects—cell phone gadgetry, space tourism for billionaires, AI for the heck of it, police robots—Larkspur seemed to be in the business of developing technologies that might actually help people.

He hoped they would resume the generator project soon, but construction safety and disaster rescue droids were a worthy distraction while the trauma wore off.

“Good.” Richard surveyed his colleagues, relieved to see them in good spirits. “Let’s get to work.”

+

The engineers spent the majority of the morning exploring the labs, taking inventory, setting up their offices on the top floor, and calibrating the equipment downstairs.

As Richard and Eve systematically imported the digital information from the Bureau’s database onto the computer in the director’s office, Richard asked, “Do you miss the old days of Larkspur?”

He fidgeted with the status bar on the monitor, waiting for her response. Perhaps this wasn’t a conversation he should have started.

But he still felt so guilty uprooting his family. Heather especially. He didn’t fully understand her preoccupation with his job beyond that, but this felt like a path to repair.

“I guess so.” Across the room, Eve opened one of several boxes and pulled out academic hardcovers to populate the bookcase. “There were more of us, covering a wider field of expertise. The general public could schedule appointments to come visit and see what we were up to.” She breathed a soft sigh. “It was really lively.”

Larkspur had already been operating underground for nearly a decade by the time Richard had entered the scene. Eve had disclosed the basics of what had happened, but not much else. What the other co-founder had done wasn’t relevant after all that time, she had said, and Richard hadn’t thought it appropriate to pry.

“Do you think there’s a chance we can get back to that someday?” Richard asked.

“I don’t know. My original vision for Larkspur was half research, half education.” She paused, staring intently at the book in her hands. “But it just wasn’t meant to be, perhaps.” She pushed the book into place and lifted another from the box. “I get fulfillment in that other half elsewhere now. It’s been twenty years.”

Eve had once been the director, but after passing it off to Richard, she had split her time back east between Larkspur and the local university in Dunesborough as an adjunct professor. She was over retirement age, but she liked to keep busy. Her wife was trying to convince her to retire properly, and only consented to moving after so many years because Jida was originally from the northwest, and wanted to spend her golden years on the windy, rocky coast.

He hadn’t expected Eve to be there that morning to help unpack, but maybe she was dodging her own pressures at home.

“Still, I’ve been thinking,” Richard said. “What if we took this opportunity to move toward that direction, as Dhar mentioned?”

Eve hesitated. She stood up with a soft grunt. “I don’t know, Rich. If we try it and it doesn’t go well—” She faltered. “There’d be no way to take it back. In light of current events, it might be safer to lie low a bit longer and feel things out.”

“Well, I mean we wouldn’t immediately be launching a marketing campaign or anything.” Richard offered a smile. “But what if we used our obligatory resurfacing to cautiously begin restoring Larkspur to its former glory? Maybe we could even start pulling out of our government contracts, go private.”
 “‘Former glory’ feels sticky.”

“You know what I mean.”

“Shrugging off the government is a tempting proposition.”

Richard added to the download queue and swiveled his chair around so he could fully face his colleague. “Heather asked me if she could visit Larkspur.”

“Heather wants to visit?” Eve raised her eyebrows, surprised.

Richard nodded. “Very badly. She made sure I didn’t forget about it before I left this morning.”

Eve considered her friend’s words, her expression soft.

Finally, she smiled, apprehensively, but it was a smile nonetheless. “Why not?”

+


James brought his project journal to the lamplight.

He booted up his desktop computer and accessed the extensive list of online academic databases he had subscriptions to, gearing up for another full night of research and planning. Most of his notes on this proposition were digital to accommodate the sheer volume of it. The journal was reserved for brainstorming tangents.

How could he safely transfer the entire essence of a human being into a different body?

The physical aspect of emotions, memories, and personality were thought to mostly reside in the brain and central nervous system. He had heard of stories where organ recipients took on subtle yet specific personality traits of the donor after the transplant. No official studies had been conducted on this as far as he could find. Central nervous system should be enough of a target.

James flipped to pages he had filled on previous research binges, reviewing what he had gathered and where it had left him.

He intended to transform the physical neural pathways and electrochemical signaling networks into purely electrical ones, which could be downloaded into a highly specialized mainframe. But the concept of spirit nagged at him. He couldn’t yet think of a way to make sure the transfer of consciousness wasn’t a mere copy of the transferee’s identity.

It had to be a transplant, not a clone.

James had never been religious, so the concept of spirit sounded more like millions of years of evolutionary instinct and environmental cross-wiring, but he had gone down a few rabbit holes in his time about paranormal phenomena. The science was still in its infancy, but existing empirical data suggested it had something to do with electromagnetic energy or quantum theory.

As yet another night grew long, James burned through pages of information, skimming abstracts before consuming many of the scientific journal articles in more detail, picking through e-books and pilfering their sources. He made notes on whatever seemed interesting, and the integrity level of each study.

As far as supporting research for full body transplants and organic-to-electrical neural conversion, source material careened in and out of respectability.

Supposing spirit existed—perhaps as a sort of electromagnetic equivalent to DNA methylation—it was connected to the body as long as the latter was alive and functional. Doctors frequently brought people back from death in emergency surgery. It only required timely repair or re-stimulation of the failed biological component.

If the artificial cognitive network closely resembled the organic one, and had a powerful electromagnetic snare, perhaps the alleged metaphysical components could be tricked to accept and integrate with the mechanical body.

Then the question would be where to tether the snare. Was the essential life force restricted to a specific area? The primary center James could think of was the brain, whose functionality afforded consciousness, connecting an individual to the rest of the world.

But the whole body was innervated. And every cell possessed a form of life.

He sounded completely unhinged.

He turned his gaze to his hand. Pensively, he closed it into a tight fist, concentrating on the sensation of his muscles straining and contracting before opening it again. Staggering in number, each alive itself, but all somehow linked to form cohesive, cooperative tissues, as if they weren’t really individual at all. Did he need to extract the life from each cell, or could he safely focus on the nervous system alone?

He sighed, resting his head in his hands, his brain muddled from lack of sleep and too much conjecture. He straightened up, stretching his shoulders. His back popped, hunched over his desk for too long.

Beyond conversion questions, information accommodation of a mechanical medium was another key hurdle. The new neural container would have to be able to mimic the capacity of the human brain. The organic brain could make an unlimited amount of new connections and shortcuts and reroutes, operating in chemical gradients and electrical impulses. Reproducing it mechanically came with high risk of processing overload. Perhaps photonics was the way forward there.

As the night marched on toward morning, he browsed the online research databases for modern developments in mechanical and electrical engineering. He located some promising articles about memory function, networking programs, and artificial intelligence. The articles added to the ever-growing collection on his computer.

James hardly noticed as the rising sun slowly diluted the darkness from the sky. He pushed the keyboard aside and spread out his notes, setting to work consolidating the main points and their supporting information. After a week of obsessive sleep deprivation, he was finally getting somewhere. He had yet to straighten out a few hitches in the project, but he had enough information for a proposal, at least. He couldn’t wait any longer.

He lifted the page with the abstract up in front of his face and turned so that the cool light of the early sunrise glowed behind it. Relief and inspiration washed through him as he lay the page down, stood up from his desk, and crossed the room to the window.

He ran a hand over his tired eyes and smiled down at the busying street below. He’d get a power nap in before work, and then he’d pitch the idea to Richard as soon as he arrived at Larkspur.

Whatever it took, James resolved to make impossibility reality. And if medical science failed and his father wasn’t willing to accept premature death, he would be ready with a revolutionary failsafe.

+

CHAPTER ELEVEN—PITCH  

James arrived at the facility early, pulling up to the building shortly after Richard.

Heather ventured a polite wave as James got out of his car, and he lifted a hand in return, recalling the brief meeting the day before for the purpose of sanctioning Heather’s visit. He hoped she enjoyed herself, but stayed enough out of his way.

They weren’t traveling companions anymore. James had work to do.

“Good morning, James.” Richard smiled as he shouldered his bag. “You’re here early.”

“Restless night,” James said as he held the door open for the director and his daughter.

He wished he could present his project immediately, idly insert it into conversation instead of making a frontal assault. The urgency sat heavy in his chest, but he intended to tamper with things people typically left alone. He couldn’t take any step in this process lightly.

Not to mention, he wasn’t sure where Richard stood on the subject.

Heather’s awed gaze swept over the lobby and landed on the stairs. “Are your offices up there?”

“Yes,” Richard replied. Heather walked with such a spring in her step that James expected her to twirl a few times on her way to the staircase. Richard glanced at him and smiled, a tender, fatherly expression James had seen hints of before, but never with such clarity on the director’s face.

Richard admired his daughter. For her curiosity and excitement. For learning and exploring. For existing.

James readjusted his grip on his briefcase.

Heather started up the stairs. “Can I make coffee for everyone?”

“Sure.” Richard smiled. “Thanks. Everything should be upstairs to the right. You remember how to use a coffee maker?”

“Of course,” she said. “I make Mom’s every day before school.”

At the top of the stairs, she swung around the railing and made for the counter at the other end of the kitchenette. She spun around. “James, do you want a cup too?”

“Yeah, thanks,” James said haltingly. He would soon welcome the caffeine, if it would even help at this point of exhaustion. “Hey, Richard? Can I talk to you for a minute?”

“Of course.” Richard strolled down the hallway, opening his office door to the left. “What’s on your mind?”

James took a steadying breath as he closed the door behind them and ventured toward Richard’s desk. The director’s belongings only sparsely decorated the larger, updated office. There was too much air. James felt exposed.

He set his briefcase in a nearby chair and pulled out the notes he had consolidated earlier that morning. “I’ve come up with an idea for a new project.”

“Another one?” Richard set his bag down by the wall. Picture frames fringed his desk. He settled into his chair with an accommodating smile. “Let’s hear it.”

With a thrill of hope and nerves, James scanned the front page of his notes, deciding which angle to take. He looked up. “I think I’ve devised a potential method to save people with terminal medical conditions. It’s still somewhat theoretical right now, but it’s shaping up to be very promising.”

He handed Richard his notes.

“Medical field, huh?” Richard said quietly, looking over the first page. “‘Organorobotic Transference?’”

“Yes.” James’ neck hurt. He must have slept on it wrong. “I believe there’s a very plausible method of transferring a human being out of their failing body into a replacement one.”
Richard moved the top page to the back. “And this replacement would be…”

“Mechanical, of course.”

“Completely mechanical?” Richard’s careful tone failed to convey the approval James needed.

“How?”
 “I plan to design an electrical network that will work just like the human brain,” James spoke quickly and talked with his hands, more so than usual. “Including its ability to make unlimited connections. The network will house a program that will basically download an individual’s consciousness, so that everything will be the same as if they were in their old body, but simply in a different medium. And the mass from the failing body can be converted to energy to power the replacement so it’s an efficient process with little to no cleanup.” James took a sorely-needed breath.

“How do you plan to build this electrical network?” Richard said. “And how will the consciousness be transferred, exactly? Will it require destroying the organic brain?”
 “I haven’t quite worked everything out yet.” James idly kneaded the complaint in his neck. “Like I said, this is still in its early stages.”

“It does seem a little far-fetched,” Richard said carefully.

“This could really help people.”

“Have you thought about how this could be abused?”

“I suppose a few could try to use it to immortalize themselves. But certainly, the benefits would outweigh the dangers.”

“If successful, technology like this would introduce a whole new facet to society, with infinite possibilities for unforeseen consequences,” Richard said. “Could it be controlled?”

“If we can manage to keep it in the medical sector, I believe it could,” James replied. Richard was just being pessimistic. He barreled on before Richard could stop him. “But we can tackle the political questions later in development, long before societal introduction.”
Richard studied him for a moment. “Were you hoping for this to take top priority?”

“No,” James lied. Of course he wanted to devote all his time and attention to this, but he needed to accept that his prior obligations with Larkspur took precedence. He had to be flexible to increase his chances. “It would be more of a personal project, and I could work on it almost exclusively in my free time, if necessary. I understand we have a lot of work here to catch up on.”

He cringed inwardly.

What was he saying? With his personal deadlines, that was suicide.

A long silence followed, and James didn’t like the look on Richard’s face.

“I don’t know, James,” Richard said finally. “I’ll admit I’m not very comfortable with something like this. It seems too dangerous. Too much can go wrong…”

“I’ll work out every detail and make sure there are absolutely no problems before ever considering it for clinical trials.”

The doubt didn’t leave Richard’s soft countenance. He narrowed his eyes indecisively as he continued to flip through the papers. “Without transplanting the physical brain, won’t the ‘transferred consciousness’ just be a copy?”

“Potentially,” James said, a pit in his stomach. “Technically. But if the physical brain dies with a terminal patient, and the neural network is identical, functionally, it is a legitimate continuation of a person.”

Richard looked at him, brows tight.

“It won’t have full validity until clinical trials, but for those who have no other fallback and are willing to try, think of the benefits,” James said. “Cancer patients, children with fatal genetic diseases…They would get to live a full life, free of pain after their bodies fail.”

Richard exhaled slowly, considering James’ written notes. “Let’s ask Eve what she thinks about it.”

That wasn’t a no. “Okay,” James said, backing toward the door. “Thank you, Richard. I’ll check if she’s here.”

James felt sick to have to take this up with Eve, whose approval was even less likely. Still, he had to try.

Eve had arrived, but her input was predictably negative. “I’m sorry, James, I can’t promote this.”

Now James could panic. “But it could be invaluable to—”

“I know your heart’s in the right place,” Eve cut him off. “But it really doesn’t sit well with me. Nothing good can come of something like this.”

“Isn’t saving lives good?” James asked, his voice taut.

Eve was shaking her head. “Better leave things as they are this time.”
 “But we’re scientists! Isn’t our whole purpose in life to make things better?” James insisted anxiously. “To not leave things as they are?”

“Yes, but we’re not looking for ways to cheat death, or to play God,” Eve struggled. She paused, collecting her thoughts. “I understand your logic, and I commend your good intentions, but I just don’t think it’s possible. The science is dodgy at best, and the ethical ramifications of both research and implementation are a minefield.”

“I can make it work.” James insisted. He could use dead tissue for testing, a few live mice at most, then very careful implementation into clinical trials. The public wouldn’t know about it until the whole project was stabilized for medical use. Where was the detriment?

He looked at Richard for some kind of support, but Richard didn’t say anything. James wouldn’t be able to honor the director’s decision if he didn’t let him pursue this. It meant far too much.

But he knew he wouldn’t get far without resources.
 “Please,” James pleaded. “At least let me try. Nothing bad will come of it. I promise.”

“It’s a little early to start up new projects, and this one sounds expensive,” Richard said, indecisive.

“I want to say yes, James, but I just—I can’t comfortably allocate Larkspur resources for it.”

James fought to calm the distress rising in his chest. “What if you didn’t? What if I just used the equipment here, but used my own resources to acquire supplies? If I can make a miniaturized prototype and prove it’s perfectly safe, would you change your mind?”

Richard hesitated. “I don’t know,” he said, his eyebrows drawing together in concern. “Why this? Why now?”

James froze. They wouldn’t understand. “I just thought this has the potential to do a lot of good,” he stammered. “And I wanted to get started as soon as possible.”

Richard studied him, unconvinced. “What do you think, Eve?”

Eve sighed. “I’d prefer you forget about this, James. Concentrate on some of your other projects. But, Richard, you’re the director. It’s not my call.”

Richard turned to look out the window. Heavy silence closed in on the room as he thought it over.

James fidgeted with his tie, afraid to breathe.

A knock sounded at the door, making everyone jump. Heather stuck her head in. “Hey, coffee’s ready.”

“Thanks, Heather,” Richard said, flashing a grateful smile.

Fortunately, Heather detected the tension and didn’t ask any questions before returning Eve’s friendly wave and closing the door.

James’ gaze shifted between them as the director continued to deliberate, and the former director waited for his verdict. Finally, Richard sighed and offered Eve an apologetic expression. “I’ll allow that proposal, James.” He faced his young colleague. “I won’t forbid you from pursuing it on your own time with your own resources, and I’ll even go as far as to grant you access to the equipment here at the facility. If it works as you say it will, then we’ll talk about this again.”

James didn’t dare glance Eve’s direction. “Thank you so much, Richard.” He turned to leave. “You have nothing to be concerned about—”

A restraining hand landed on his shoulder, surprising him. Pulling back, James twisted around and found himself staring straight through Eve’s glasses into her serious brown eyes.

“Be careful,” she ordered softly.

James wasn’t sure what to make of her uncharacteristically grave demeanor. He cracked an uneasy smile. “I’ll take every precaution.”

James detached himself from his colleague as unassumingly as possible and escaped into the hallway. Leaning against the wall, he raised his face to the ceiling and closed his eyes, allowing himself a sigh of relief. His colleagues remained behind the closed door, and James didn’t feel like eavesdropping.

Out in the kitchenette, Heather handed him a mug without comment. Despite the curiosity burning in her face, she didn’t pry.

“Is this creamer fair game?” She retrieved a container from the fridge and held it up.

“I’m fine with it like this,” James said quietly. “Thank you.” He didn’t usually drink his coffee black, but this morning, the bitterness seemed appropriate.

His heart still beat too hard behind his ribs. James filled his mouth with coffee, focusing on the sharp taste. He had come so close to having to go against Richard. His colleagues didn’t like his project, but James had received permission regardless.

So he would pursue it. He would save his father if it came to that, and he would do it guiltlessly, despite their anxieties. He would show them all how possible, how necessary it was.

Heather studied his demeanor. “Does it taste okay?”

James nodded and took another draught, a thin, relieved smile brightening his features.

+

CHAPTERS 6-8

CHAPTER SIX—DEPARTURE

“Hello? Dad?” Thirteen-year-old James couldn’t believe his father had answered the phone.
The boy sat alone outside the back of his residence hall, his face hot and puffy from crying. Drawing his legs up onto the bench, James pulled his sweatshirt up to his nose to ward off the nighttime chill.
“James? Do you have any idea what time it is?” Jonathan Siles’ voice was not magnanimous.
James shrank even further into his sweatshirt. “Sorry…”
“Is something wrong?”
James’ throat tightened again and he fought to choke back enough control of his voice to speak properly—as if it weren’t hard enough with the braces clogging his mouth. “Can you come get me?”
“Of course not,” his father said incredulously. “Why would you ask something like that?”
“I don’t like it here.”
“It’s only been a couple of weeks.”
“I don’t like it,” James insisted. “The classes are really hard. Everyone’s so much older and different. I think this was a mistake.” Tears began to spill down his face again, despite his best efforts to stop them. “I want to come home,” he squeaked. “Please, Dad, let me come home.”
 “You’ll figure it out.”
“Can’t I come back and try private high school instead?” James said.
“No,” his dad barked in his ear, exasperated. “You’ve been taking college coursework for three years now! You’d be bored and stifled.”
“But—”
“You got a perfect score on both the state assessment and the entrance exam. You’re going to throw all our hard work away because you don’t fit in with your adult classmates?”
James rubbed the sleeve of his sweatshirt under his nose. “I—I don’t know.”
“You’re more qualified than any of them will ever be. We sent you to that school to get an education, to make something of yourself. Not to make friends.”
“Dad…”
“Look, James, I know you’re overwhelmed right now, but give it time.”
James couldn’t answer for several long moments. He slumped against the back of the bench. “Okay.”
His parents knew best. James couldn’t waste his talents. He had to push himself far beyond anyone else.
Anything less was mediocre.
Mediocrity wasn’t an option. Failure wasn’t an option. His stubborn instincts for capability and survival bloomed like a black hole behind his ribs. The tightness burned, and he embraced its life.
His parents knew best.

~

They arrived at the airport.

Everything was final. Goodbyes said, possessions sent off.

After clearing security, the Knights skirted a corner into a wide hallway. The corridor smelled pungently of carpet cleaner and greased escalator panels, marked off like a ruler with gate numbers and restrooms.

Her parents talked very little, and Heather busied herself with keeping up, contemplating the grief for her old life and telling herself it would pass. She hadn’t been happy in Dunesborough anyway, especially not after Angela moved away and contact became distant and one-sided. Big city life on the east coast was apparently much stronger than the bonds of junior high ride-or-dies.

After a month of final exams, packing, and actively resenting her parents, Heather just wanted to get the move over with.

She sleepily traced the garish pattern in the carpet as they advanced. The rumble of a jet taking off attracted her attention to the window spanning most of the far wall.

“By the way, Heather,” Richard said. “I invited another one of my colleagues to travel with us, so he’s on the same flight.”

Heather snapped her head around to look at him. “What? Why didn’t you warn me earlier?” She checked the elastic band haphazardly keeping her voluminous hair at bay. She hadn’t been able to sleep the night before. There were too many thoughts and anxieties running through her mind, crowded up against the edge of starting over. Taking the time to style it felt like an insulting amount of work for the occasion, so she left it to do whatever it wanted.

“I didn’t want you to be nervous,” Richard said. “Oh, E17—this is us.”

Heather trailed behind her parents into the hushed waiting area, glancing around for any overtly nerdy middle-aged men that seemed to recognize them. Richard caught the gaze of a young man in a hoodie and jeans, seated by the window with a black journal balanced on his knee.

Richard waved. “And there he is.”

The man lifted a hand in return and set his journal aside as they arrived.

“Good morning,” Richard greeted him cheerily.

The colleague stood up. “Morning.” He nodded at Su and Heather, seeming to spread the greeting to them too. “This must be your family?”

He was long-proportioned like a scarecrow, with wayward brown hair and dark circles under astute hazel eyes. Something about him seemed restless, an urgency of spirit barely controlled, loosely tethered under the surface.

“Yes,” Richard said. “This is my partner, Su, and my daughter, Heather.”

“Pleasure to meet you both,” the man said with a tired smile. He shook Su’s hand, and then he was holding his hand out for Heather. She almost jumped as his eyes flicked to hers. “I’m James.”

+

Erika woke up in a tiny holding cell. She sat up with a groan, pivoting to plant her feet on the concrete floor and cradling her pounding head in her hands. She blinked, staring between her knees at socked feet.

“What…” She felt her pockets. All empty. Her bag and outer jacket were gone too.

A bandage hugged one finger that hadn’t been there before. Had they taken blood?

She stared at the blank white wall across the room, her heart starting to pound as the full realization of what had happened dawned on her. Where she was. 

“No…” she breathed. She brought her fists down on her knees with a harsh, hissed, “Shit!” 

She hoped against hope she was in jail. Prison would have been exponentially better than what she suspected. She felt her right ear, checking for the punched hole police gave captured political dissenters, but found it undamaged. 

She scrubbed her hands over her face, trying to get a hold of herself.

The door’s heavy lock clicked back. She stood up quickly, and almost lost her balance to dizziness. She ran a hand along her head. Her black locs were still tied back. Her limbs held.

A guard in a dark uniform entered the cell. 

“Turn around,” he said, pulling a pair of handcuffs from his belt. “Hands on the wall.”

Erika glanced passed him to the open door, blocked by the stony, warning face of another guard. She decided to comply. 

After restraining her, the guards took her out into a wide hallway lined with cell doors, down a corridor that looked more like a hospital than a prison, and into a room that held nothing but a table and two chairs. They sat her down in one of the chairs and fixed her restraints to it.

Silence reigned as she waited for something to happen, a tight knot in her stomach. One of the guards waited outside the door, while the other stood behind her chair, his presence oppressive.

Finally, the door opened. A man came in, unassuming and calm. He wore business attire, sporting a burgundy dress shirt, narrow, rectangular glasses, and professionally managed brown hair. His round jaw and even features afforded his face a docile, almost pleasant resting state.

Very quietly, he pulled out the chair opposite her, settled into it, and folded his hands on the table. Despite his thirty-something babyface, he had a perpetually tired look about him. 

Not much of a mad scientist vibe, Erika thought. He was probably some administrative assistant—maybe even the director’s main toady—strapped with gleaning information on the intruder first thing in the morning. A security camera hung from the opposite wall, pointed straight at her. His employer was probably watching.

“Well, Ms. Hodgson,” Toady began. His voice was soft, easy to listen to. “Care to explain your presence here?”

Erika frowned at the table, refusing to answer. Her reflection stared back at her from the chrome surface, cold and washed out in the fluorescent lights. Her head was pounding so hard it hurt to keep her eyes open.

“Were you alone?”

Silence sat between them.

He sighed, picking a speck of lint off his black tie. “How is it that you had the coordinates to this facility?”

They’d obviously looked through her stuff. Her wallet, phone, GPS bearing the incriminating coordinates—She tried to remember if she had anything that would trace back to the Conxence. Everyone she knew in the resistance were listed under a personal cypher that revealed only part of their codename if translated. Hopefully that was buried enough.  

She cringed at the thought of one of Empetrum’s lackeys snooping through her phone. Or worse, the director themself.

“Should we be expecting anyone else to come knocking at our door?” Toady prodded.

“I got lost in the woods,” Erika said, her gaze steady and hard. “That’s all.”

He scoffed and adjusted his glasses. “You have absolutely nothing to gain by lying to me.”

“I have nothing to gain from this situation, period,” Erika said. They were probably going to get rid of her either way.

She felt unbelievably stupid. She should have been with her father and sister, not following a vendetta. She’d known this was not worth the risk, but she had been angry. The Conxence was an outlet. Empetrum a target.

And the house was so quiet these days, after her mother’s passing.

“I can’t promise anything,” Toady was saying. “Trespassers with ill intent are not taken kindly, though.”

Erika narrowed her eyes.

“You obviously have a pretty good idea of where you are. Who gave you our location? What did you hope to accomplish last night?” Toady watched her, closely. “Journalism? Conxence? Little far from the capital, aren’t we?”

Erika glared at him, her jaw set.

“I’d come clean, if I were you. And I’d choose my words carefully,” he spoke coolly, as if he were bored of the whole situation. “It’s really in your best interest.”

“You don’t scare me,” Erika said. “Who’s in charge of this place?” She looked into the security camera. “If your boss wants information, they’re gonna have to grill me personally.”

Toady cracked a thin, patient smile.

There came a buzzing from the pocket of his slacks, interrupting the tension in the air. He pulled out a slender, black cellphone and looked at it. His eyebrows raised.

“Oh. Your genetic profile has come out. Dr. Yeun wants to take you on.” He stood up. “So. Looks like you won’t be interrogated and mindwiped today, Ms. Hodgson. Lucky you.”

Erika blinked. “What—?”

He addressed the guard on his way to the door, “Take her back to her cell. Have one prepared for long term holding, according to Yeun’s specifications, and transfer her to it when it’s ready.”

“Yes, Director,” the guard said.

Erika stiffened. She twisted around after him. “You’re the…”

The director paused at the door. He smiled. “Take it easy today. We have important work for you soon.” 

She stared at him, mouth hanging open.

Once the door had closed behind him, the guard proceeded to undo her restraints from the chair.

+

CHAPTER SEVEN—DR. SILES

Richard’s daughter stared at him. James studied her right back. It was far too early in the morning for the full course of niceties.

In the photos he’d seen of her on Richard’s desk, a bright, happy grin scrunched her pudgy face, posing playfully with her mother, hips angled and crossed finger heart signs flying. The kid in front of him wasn’t happy to be here at all. However, when she shook his hand, the grip was welcoming and self-assured, and the sullen, sleepy grayness he’d caught on her face moments earlier vanished for a curt but warm smile.

A kid with a filter, he thought. Interesting.

“James is another one of my coworkers,” Richard was saying. “He’s kind of close to your age, Heather. A very talented engineer. James, my daughter has a knack for science as well, top of her class. She’s really bright and not being challenged enough, but we think she’ll do really well at the school we’re enrolling her into for the fall. She’s had some trouble making friends this year.”

“Dad—” Heather groaned. “Oversharing, much?” She brushed past him and dropped into a seat at the end of the row, hugging her sea green backpack to her chest and gazing turbidly out the window.

James glanced from father to daughter. At first he had suspected inviting him to travel with them was Richard’s way of saying there were no hard feelings, and to make sure James still existed after he had been standoffish in the Larkspur team group chat all month. The offer of bundling airline tickets was convenient—James despised every minute sunk into moving logistics—so he acquiesced. But now he felt like he had been pulled into something else.

James gave his boss a quizzical look, with a discrete gesture Heather’s direction.

Richard chuckled nervously, sighed, and readjusted his glasses. “She’s, uh, not thrilled we’re moving. I only recently told her about Larkspur because of the accident, and she wanted to know everything, but I can’t tell her much. So it’s been tough.” He sighed again. “I just hope that I haven’t ruined things, you know?”

James nodded sympathetically.

Richard shook himself. “She’s right, I should let her talk about her social life if she wants. Do you mind if we join you while we wait?”

“Not at all,” James said, and returned to his chair.

He resumed the train of thought he was following in his project journal, still pristine and not yet broken into like the others he had lost in the accident. He preferred to work analog in brainstorming and troubleshooting. It helped him think.

Su asked him how the moving process had been for him, and he obliged an answer that sounded satisfactory. The finer details of the process had been boring and irritating and he spent the short conversation trying to figure out whether she harbored any ill feelings over his unwittingly putting her spouse in danger.

Heather played with her phone, brooding.

Finally, boarding began, and he was able to escape further interrogation. He took up position in line behind the Knights. He checked and double-checked his pockets, making sure he had his carryon bag, while scraps of incomplete formulas and technical sketches nagged at his attention.
After finding his seat on the jet, James’ row failed to fill up with other passengers. He’d expected to be relegated to his narrow aisle seat, trying to keep his elbows and knees in check for six hours.

He liked this better.

When it seemed he really would have the row to himself, he moved to the window seat. Stifling a yawn, he pulled out his journal to continue working.

To his surprise, Heather moved from her parents’ row to his, stowing her backpack under the seat in front of her and buckling herself into the aisle seat. She sat back with her arms crossed, a bristling huff of oversized lavender sweatshirt, her colorful headphones nestled in a cloud of puffy, disgruntled hair.

James blinked. He caught Richard’s apologetic, questioning gaze.

Heather glanced up. “Sorry, can I sit with you?” She turned away from the other row, lowering her voice. “I can’t stand my parents right now.”

“Sure,” James said, and resumed work.

“What are you working on?” she asked finally.

He handed over his notebook without being sure why. A vague gesture of solidarity for a fellow only child, perhaps. “Just bits and pieces of stuff.”

Heather flipped through it. “Wow. Where did you learn to draw like this?”

“Practice, I guess.”

“You never took classes?”

“Not drawing classes, no.” He managed a thin smile. “But don’t ask me to draw anything non-mechanical. You’ll be disappointed.”

She handed it back to him, and pulled her headphones askew to betray her ear. It was pierced, with a small pearl stud. “Dad said you’re some kind of genius.”

He shrugged, nonchalant.

The term had always seemed sour to him. James. That kid. The prodigy. Who beautifully understood facts and concepts and data, but not much of interpersonal importance beyond professional relationships. Prodigies had to be stimulated, after all. Honed, trained, pushed too far—because he couldn’t let his gift go to waste. As if he were some secret weapon.

Like the fate of humanity somehow rested on his tense, socially stunted shoulders.

At Heather’s age, he had been frantically observing his adult peers at university, collecting data on how to act in academic circles, which traits, remarks, or conversation branches people seemed to like and striving to mirror them. He still felt like his real personality was about as endearing as a burnt slab of asphalt.

“Where are you from?” Heather asked.

“Northwest,” he said. “Roth’s Peak, if you know where that is.”

“That’s sort of where we’re going, right?”

“Yeah, sort of,” he said.

He had enjoyed living in the east. The location of the recently deceased Larkspur facility had been fairly close to a university town out in the countryside. It was an hour from a major metropolitan center, but he hadn’t often found it necessary to go to the latter. His days had been filled with country air and engineering, and that had suited him just fine.

Much nicer than his parents’ apartment on the west coast where they were headed now, stacked in a frantic suburb north of the capital. Living on his own, far away from them and their dictatorship was the best part of the arrangement.

“So you have family over there?” Heather was saying.

“Yeah, my parents.”

“Do you get to see them very much?”

“Not really.”

“It’s nice you’ll be closer then, so visiting them will be easier. Do you miss them?”

James hesitated. He fidgeted with his notebook. “We don’t get along that well.”

“Oh,” Heather said. “I’m sorry. That sucks.”

He nodded. It surprised him how validating her simple statement felt. He wasn’t used to that—No qualifiers or over-politeness, no extra footnotes or clauses or platitudes. His fraught relationship with is parents sucked. That was it.

Heather fell silent and watched the activities of passengers settling in several rows up. “So—uh, how did you become an engineer so young?” She asked finally. “I thought that kind of thing took forever. I bet there was a lot of college in there somewhere.”

James inhaled slowly, searching for a way to be unassuming about it. “I started really early, taking on the most challenging course material I could handle for as long as I can remember. My dad’s a neuroscientist and my mom’s a mathematician, so I guess I was kind of meant for it since the beginning. By the time I was ten, I was taking college courses online, and I’ve always been interested in robotics, so I often studied it for fun.”

He was lucky, he supposed. If he hadn’t already had an obsession of his own, it would have been easier for his father to steer him into neurobiology. Not that his dad hadn’t tried. James probably knew enough to have an unofficial degree in it by now.

“You were homeschooled, then?”

He nodded. “Very homeschooled,” he said. “Then I went to college at thirteen and kept up with the program from there.”

Heather blinked. “Wow. Did you like it?”

“I did all right…” He pushed up the sleeves of his sweatshirt. “I wouldn’t recommend it, though. University isn’t just academics. Going through puberty among twenty-somethings was—jarring.”

Heather winced. “Why did you decide to start so early, if it was that rough?”

“I was already near that level academically, so it seemed like a logical next step.” James felt like he was lying. It had been a logical decision, and desperately cold.

“Are you glad you did it?”

He weighed the question. “I suppose I am. I don’t think I’d have wanted to wait.” It had generated his independence, after all. Even though his college years were spent in a haze of militant elitism from his parents, intense social anxiety, and overwork.

“Are you happy at Larkspur, working with my dad and the others?”

“I am.” Larkspur was one of the few places his persistent sense of disconnection subsided. Being so near to settling into the lab and working again filled him with a longing evoked by nothing else. Work was home.

“Do you have a doctorate?” Heather asked. “They say that’s the new Bachelor’s degree.”

He looked at her, surprised. “You’re a…high school freshman, right?”

“Sophomore in the fall,” she said.

“And you’re already researching college?”

It was Heather’s turn to act nonchalant. She shrugged.

A sideways smile tugged at his mouth, despite himself. “God…” he said quietly.

“What?” Heather said, caught off guard by his reaction.

“Just—” James searched for words. “Try not to grow up too quickly.” Internally, he winced at a memory, a gangly young teenager curled up on a bench behind the university dorms, weeping in hushed tones into the collar of his sweatshirt after his father had hung up the phone, hating himself for being weak. Unworthy of his own intelligence. “You don’t get this time back, so…I hope you can enjoy it.”

+

Erika was surprised to find her bag sitting on the wire-frame bed of her “long term holding” cell. The guard removed her restraints and left her alone.

She lurched to the bed. She unzipped her bag and shook it upside down to take inventory.

Journal, pencil stub, chapstick, granola bars, extra socks, sunglasses, wet wipes, map.

Of course, they’d taken the important stuff. Missing items included her cell phone, portable charger, GPS, pocketknife, wallet, water bottle…

She stared at the meager, scattered remains of her supplies, her face cold. She twisted around, observing the cell.

It was a strange one. On the wall adjacent to the door hung a small, empty shelf. The bed was near the door, and a pane of thick, semitransparent polymer partitioned a shower and bathroom area off from the rest of the cell. Near the divider crouched a sink, complete with a dull mirror—also some kind of plastic, she guessed—and a small cupboard beneath, in which she found basic hygiene supplies. Nothing controversial though. No razors or ibuprofen or anything like that. 

Off the front of the bed sat another plastic bi-level shelf, the top of which held an extra blanket, pillow, and a white towel—all of which smelled freshly washed.  

A small black orb hung from the middle of the ceiling. She wondered if its view reached into the bathroom area. She stared up at it and leaned back, calculating the angle. 

Mostly, she guessed.

What sort of prisoner’s quarters was this, anyway? She had thought she was being punished.

She was pacing the concrete floor when the door opened.

Erika backed away, scrambling to figure out how she would respond. For a few crazy moments, she considered fighting her way through and seeing how far she could get before she was tranquilized again. Or worse.

A man with a friendly face and short spiked hair entered the room with a guard. He held a tray with a bagel, scrambled eggs, and a cup of coffee, judging by the aroma. He smiled. “Hello, Ms. Hodgson.”

The guard shut the door behind them and positioned himself in front of it, thick arms folded. 

Erika kept her distance.

“Brought you some food,” the man bobbed the tray before setting it on the empty shelf by the door. “My name is Elias Yeun.” He looked to be early thirties, like the director. Average height, pudgy, broad face. Well kept and upbeat. In any other situation, he’d have been the least threatening person in the room.

For some reason, she had expected Dr. Yeun to be a crusty old man. Putting this face to the name didn’t make her feel any better.

“Who are you?” Erika said warily. “What do you do?”

“I’m a biochemical engineer,” Yeun said.

“I’m told you want my DNA.”

“In a way. I still have a lot of analysis to finish up before we can begin. But from what I can tell so far, you’re a great candidate for this project. Nice long telomeres, healthy BRCA1 and 2, no Li-Fraumeni Syndrome—Of course I’ll have to do more digging into your epigenetic signature before we start, to get a better feel for what we’re dealing with.”

“What project?” Erika said.

“We’ll get to that later.” He gestured to the food. “For now, rest, relax. Let the rest of the tranquilizer work its way out of your system. You’ll be here for a while.”

“No,” Erika insisted. “You need to let me go. I can’t be here. I have to go home. My family will think I got lost in the woods. They’ll think I’m dead.”

“I’m sorry, Ms. Hodgson,” Yeun said. “You can’t have any contact with the outside world right now—”

“But they’ll look for me!” she cried. “We’ve already been through so much. I can’t do this to them—”

“I’m sorry,” he said again, gently. “In time, if all goes well, you will be reunited with your family. But we have work to do in the meantime.”

“No,” Erika said, firmly. Her hands clenched into fists at her sides. “I will not give my consent. As a medical institution, you are legally obligated to honor that. Let me go.”

“I’m sorry, but those rules don’t apply here,” Yeun said. “Please, I’ve been stuck dealing with experimental groups at the prisons that just aren’t responding to treatment. If your system doesn’t respond either, I’ll have you sent to be mindwiped and we’ll let you go. How’s that?”

“I don’t see how that’s any better.” 

“Don’t worry,” Yeun said. “Mindwipes don’t have to be total. They’re not too exact either, but I’ve done enough of them that I’m pretty good at getting close. You just lose the days that have anything to do with Empetrum. You fall asleep, we drop you off at a local hospital, you wake up, and find your way home.” He splayed his fingers like small fireworks. “Voilà.” 

“And the medical problems your tests bring about,” Erika said, fixing him with a weary glare. “They’ll kill me later or what? Best case scenario, I spend the rest of my life with unexplained scars and dysfunction? You can’t make me do this.”

Yeun looked apologetic. “We can. It’s really in your best interest to go along with it, since you don’t have any other options at this point. The best I can offer is wiggle room.”

Erika’s eyes narrowed. “How do you mean?” 

“If you cooperate,” Yeun said. “You’ll be kept informed of the entirety of the procedure. You’ll be allowed anesthesia when necessary, if we get to a stage that requires it. Privacy, comfort, three square meals a day plus snack privileges. You can request reading material or other activities to keep yourself occupied in the off hours. You may even be allowed time outside with supervision, if the weather’s nice.”

Erika stared at him, disgusted and confused.

“But if you fight it,” he gestured at the frosted pane at the back of the cell, “this all goes away. You become a test subject only. Your days will be filled with boredom, isolation, invasion, and pain. Two very different roads to the exact same outcome.”

“And what outcome would that be?” Erika clenched her jaw to keep it from trembling.

“A good one, I hope.”

“Nothing good could come of this place.” 

“Well, I admit I’m hoping for a positive outcome for both of us. But you’ll be out of here sooner if it doesn’t work,” Yeun said. “This project, you see, it’s not really an ‘all or nothing’ deal like some of the other projects here. It’s slow, gradual. There are milestones. But if your body rejects them, I’ll know right away, and we’ll stop treatment before anything really happens. Your system will remain normal, but will be considered compromised and, therefore, unusable for other experiments, so we’d send you on your way. Just like that.”

“What is the treatment for?” Erika said, warily.

“You have to agree to help me first,” Yeun said.

“As if I would,” she snapped. “You can’t offer me my right to myself as a privilege. You’re all just a bunch of monsters pretending to be people.”

Desperate emotion welled up in her throat but she bit it back. She was afraid now, and angry. She hated this place, these people. She hated herself for getting mixed up in it. This amiable sunflower man, pretending to be on her side, asking her to submit herself to his will. She hated him too.

“You’re all selfish, toxic, and cruel, and you can act as nice as you want,” she found herself shouting without having made up her mind to do so, “but you’re gonna have to show yourself for what you are because I’m gonna fight you every step of the way!”

Yeun’s hopeful face clouded with disappointment. “I think you’ll find it’s not a matter of mere comfort, Ms. Hodgson. But of survival. A little hurt pride—”

“In exchange for utter violation,” she spat. “I don’t assume you’d choose it either, if we switched places.”

His lips tightened. He sighed through his nose and glanced at the ground, thinking. 

As silence opened up between them, she waited for his amicable facade to melt from his features like candle wax. It would have made it easier, in a way.

“Well,” he said, looking up. He took a step back to go. “I’ll treat you with as much care as I’m allowed, under the circumstances. You can reconsider at any time. I won’t rub it in.”

Erika glared at him, considering taking a swing at his face.

Yeun gestured at the tray near the door. “Don’t let your food get cold. Enjoy the rest of your day. I’ll come back this evening with some questions, after you’ve had some time to think all this over. I know it’s a lot to take in.”

Erika sat down heavily on the bed as Yeun and the guard left. The door closed and locked, and she breathed a shuddering sigh, cradling her face in her hands. Tears welled up in her eyes and she ducked her head as the full weight of this colossal mistake crashed in around her. 

Erika Hodgson would become a face on a missing poster. The Conxence, suspecting of her location, would be unable to act. Her father and sister, already deep in grief from the recent passing of her mother, would be forced to grieve for yet another loved one. Or at least worry, if the Conxence reached out to them with their inevitable suspicions. They had better reach out, she thought.

Until she survived and came home, at least. Somehow.

She resolved to survive.

+

After the safety demonstration, the breathy, high-pitched whine of the jet’s engines ramped up, filling Heather with giddy expectation. She hadn’t been on a plane in ages, and she looked past

James out the oblong window on his left as the aircraft taxied to the runway.

“So why are you in a hurry to get to college?” his voice broke her distraction.

Heather’s face heated with a sharp stab of self-consciousness. Whenever she mentioned college hopes or her advanced placement classes, her teachers and family members were always impressed. Heather was the overachiever of the family, the grandchild that never got into trouble and always got the best grades. She was going places. But James, the apparent poster child for prodigious achievement, seemed to have taken her proactiveness as a red flag.

She sat back. “You heard my dad, my social life isn’t great. Might as well not waste any time.”

Heather thrived in academic settings, acing tests with minimal effort. People came to her with homework questions, but didn’t stick around otherwise. “The kids at school think I’m an overachiever teacher’s pet.”

Also endlessly disappointing, no one seemed to understand what was so great about scientific fun facts far beyond the curriculum level. There were plenty of nerds at her school, but she somehow didn’t fit with them either. She didn’t know what was wrong with her.

“I just want to find my people, you know?” she said.

James nodded, trying to be sympathetic, but she figured he wasn’t at all interested in her teenage plight.

After a moment of silence, Heather said. “It’s been hard, moving.”

“Yeah,” James sighed. “This whole thing has been a pain.”

“And my parents keep treating me like I’m too immature to handle anything about Larkspur,” she said. “It makes me think maybe as soon as we get settled, they’ll try to make me forget all about it. But I met Eve a week ago. It’s confusing.”

“Sounds like Richard wants to include you.” James idly scratched the edge of his jaw. “We just have to be careful of NDA’s.”

“NDA’s?”

“Non-disclosure agreement,” he said. “A ‘don’t tell people stuff’ contract. Until recently, Larkspur’s been buried under a lot of them.”

Heather perked up. “Until recently?”

James’ shoulders tightened and he glanced at Richard, who was eavesdropping. Heather was careful not to look his way. She hoped he hadn’t heard what she’d just confided in his young colleague.

“I…shouldn’t be the one talking about this,” James laughed nervously. “You should ask your dad.”

Heather’s hopes faded.

“What’s your favorite subject in school?” he offered instead.

“Science,” she replied, deciding to have mercy on him and allow the subject change.

“Which one?”

“I don’t know. I’ve only taken general biology so far. They wouldn’t let me take anything higher last year.”

James shrugged.

“I do like biology though,” she said. “It’s cool. I like to get books about cell bio and stuff at the library. I could just sit there for hours, exploring the science section.”

“I used to love doing that.” James smiled. “I don’t really had the time for it these days.”
Her heart beat a little faster. She’d never met anyone remotely close to her age who related to her like that.

“What about you?” she said. “There are different types of engineering, right? Which is your favorite?”

“Mechanical, robotics. I like the physicality of it,” he said. “Tinkering with things, figuring out how to make elements work together, though I also have a degree in electrical. Comes in handy. I think it would be fun to combine biology and robotics someday. I have all this neurobiology stuff from my dad’s work just sitting in my brain. Maybe it could combine well for prosthesis research someday.”

“You’d be good at that,” Heather said. “Is Larkspur heading that direction at all?”

“Not that I know of.”

Not that he’d be able to tell her if they were, she thought. Drat those NDA’s.

Their conversation took a short hiatus while the plane sped up along the runway and lifted into the air. As the jet climbed into the sky, Heather stared rapturously out the nearby window—as best as she could, anyway.

“Do you want to switch spots when we level out?” James ventured. The calculated politeness was back in his voice.

“That’s okay,” Heather said. She would have loved to be by the window, but she could tell James enjoyed the view too. He had prior claim anyway.

He watched the sea of clouds below, and Heather studied him for a moment. She watched for the weak points in his mask, as if for visible entities. She wanted to see what the real James looked like. What sort of people were the Larkspur engineers really? Paying close attention to his reaction, she said, “Speaking of cell biology, did you know there’s a protein in the mitochondria that triggers the programmed cell death response if it gets out into the cytoplasm?”

James turned his head to look at her, his face brightening. “I did.” He looked out the window again with a smile, considering the information. “It’s fascinating.”

“So you learned all the biology stuff from your dad?” she said.

James nodded. “He was blatantly hoping I’d make it a career someday. When I built cars with plastic bricks, he tried to get me to map neuronal pathways.”

“You liked those toys when you were a kid?”

“I had a preoccupation with the things.”
 “What sort of stuff did you build, besides neurons and cars?”
 “Airplanes, robots, stuff like that,” he said. “The more movable pieces, the better.”

“I used to like building towers,” Heather mused. “I tried to get them as high as possible, and I kept getting caught standing on the table to do it.”

“My parents would have killed me if I did that,” James said.

“Literally?”

“I like to think so.”

After a moment, she sighed. “I’m hoping this can be a new beginning. I finally know about Larkspur, making some changes. New variables generate new outcomes, right? Things could be good.”

James raised his eyebrows imperiously, regarding his notebook as if it were failing an interview.

“They had better be.”

Heather laughed, catching him off guard. He looked at her for explanation, but she just shook her head.

“I should let you get back to what you were working on,” she said, fetching a novel from her backpack.

James opened his sketchbook to a half-finished page, and when she neglected to strike up more conversation, he pulled the pencil from behind his ear and set it to the paper.
Heather watched him from the corner of her eye.

James worked tirelessly, instantly absorbed in his equations and diagrams. Every now and then, he paused to gaze out the window, thinking, then continued writing with renewed inspiration. Heather wondered how long he could keep that up. Once he got started, she was afraid to disturb him.

+

CHAPTER EIGHT—PUSH

The west coast had a ridiculous amount of trees. Worthing rose high above the surrounding landscape, a winding metropolis of skyscrapers butted up against old brick buildings, widespread artistic influence, and every block covered in landscaping. Heather almost wished their new home was closer to the city.

Instead, they were going to live out in the country, which Richard told Heather was actually closer to the facility than downtown Worthing. She liked the idea of quiet, but maybe not that much quiet.

Five minutes outside Sellers, the small town with which their new postal address was affiliated, they turned off the narrow road to a winding gravel driveway.

Before Richard had a chance to kill the engine, Heather had already stepped out to take in her first impression of their new house. New to her, at least. Moss spattered the gray roof, the newly painted white side paneling a checkerboard of older and newer wood, and the porch boards uneven. It certainly had more character than their previous house deep in suburbia, which had belonged to a neighborhood of houses all built in the same year and style.

She mindfully ventured up the steps to the front door, as if the house itself were alive and her first movements toward it were her formal introduction. As her parents emerged from the rental car, Heather explored the porch, leaning over the side railing to peer into the side yard of unkempt green grass and apple trees.

As soon as Richard unlocked the front door, Heather was inside—inhibitions about liking the new arrangement waning as the odors of wood and plaster filled her nose. Across the room, she spotted long curtains covering what must have been a sliding glass door in the empty kitchen. Treading past a wooden staircase to her right and a hallway further in on her left, she pulled on one of the heavy curtains. Light spilled into the house, riding on swirling eddies of dust.

“What do you think?” Richard called after her.

“It’s larger than I thought it’d be.” Crossing the kitchen, she swung around the corner into the hallway and disappeared into the shadows, poking her head into each of the rooms.

She found the master bedroom upstairs, but passed it by. After a short assessment of her more likely bedroom options upstairs, she chose one at the end of the hallway, a room with soft carpet and a large window overlooking the tops of the fruit trees encroaching into a large patch of grass off the deck out back.

Heather trotted back down the wooden stairs to locate her parents, who were being much more methodical in their perusal.

“Ready to start bringing stuff inside?” Richard asked, opening one of the wooden cabinets over the counter and investigating its interior.

Heather tipped her head back in displeasure.“Sure.” She’d have liked at least more than five minutes’ break before continuing the moving slog. “If I settle down now, I probably won’t get up again.”

“And there’s only blank floor to settle on at the moment,” her mom agreed with a smile as Heather dropped her bag in a corner of the kitchen and followed them outside. “I want to at least get beds and a sofa in here before we crash.”

+

Later that evening, Richard brought back takeout from a diner in town, and they sat outside on the porch in the aging heat of the day. The sunset cast yellow light on the half empty transportation pod stationed along the side of their driveway.

The west coast time difference had made the day feel eternal.

Heather sighed and lay back, staring up at an abandoned mud wasp nest under the eaves. “Hey, Dad?”


“Yeah?”

“What would you say if I asked to visit Larkspur?”

“That would depend on whether you were actually asking,” he said, his voice soft and disarming.

She docked her hands behind her head. “I am.”

He regarded her for a moment, then removed his glasses to examine them. “I’d have to talk to Eve about it.”

“Oh. Well, could you?”

He nodded slowly, thinking as he cleaned the nose pads with the edge of his shirt.

“It’s cool that I can know the gist of Larkspur and all, but is that it?” Heather asked, glancing at him. He was looking off into the yard. “Am I really not allowed to know any details of what you do?

James said some NDAs were lifting.”

“Yeah, I heard him say that,” Richard sighed. “But that doesn’t mean what you think it means. We haven’t had a visitor in a while.”

“So you do allow visitors then?”

“Not since James came to check out the facility prior to confirming his internship. That was a couple years ago.”

“It sounds like you’re overdue for another outsider.” Heather smiled, hopefully. “It’s okay if you can’t tell me about Larkspur’s past, but can’t I at least know about its present? There’s nothing sketchy about it that, right? It’s just secretive because the government’s involved?”

“I guess so,” Richard mumbled. “Tell you what, I’ll give it some thought, talk about it with some people, and see what I can do. Sound fair?”

“Thanks.”

His tone didn’t inspire confidence, but at least she had made the first step.
Richard had been sending mixed messages, offering only ambiguous information about Larkspur, yet allowing her to meet two of his colleagues. Heather wanted to tease out the promising thread.

Maybe someday he’d trust her enough.

This was her new reality.

She was determined to mine it for all it was worth.

+

As promised, Dr. Yeun came back that evening with a clipboard. A digital clock hung high above the door, out of Erika’s reach, which she had been more or less watching for something to do.

“Good evening, Ms. Hodgson,” he said, smiling as if he had no recollection of how their earlier conversation had gone. “Are you ready for questions?”

Erika remained seated on the bed, staring at him. “You gonna ask my favorite color or what?”

“Let’s start with ‘How old are you?’” he said, smiling nicely, but she noted tense shoulders. He was bracing himself.

Good.

Erika blinked. “Sixty-five.” 

He smiled and wrote something down. He probably already knew it from the driver’s license in her confiscated belongings. “Any allergies?”

“You.”

He scoffed, and seemed genuinely amused.

Erika scooted back to lean against the wall. “So what’s the deal with the director?”

“What about him?”

“He doesn’t look the part.”

“What were you expecting?” Yeun cracked a sideways smile. “We’re getting off topic. Do you smoke or drink alcohol regularly?”

“All of the above,” Erika said, settling in, her nose in the air. “Drugs too. Love them hallucinogens and—amphetamines and whatever. Beta amyloids…”

“I’ll take that as a soft no,” Yeun was writing. “Beta amyloids, huh? Where are you picking up neural pathophys. terms? Are you a university student?”

Erika shrugged. “Well not anymore, am I?” She had been out of undergrad for a few years, working the front desk at a local pediatric clinic, but she wasn’t going to tell him that. “I’m supposed to be your lab rat, remember?”
“If you want to call it that,” he sighed. “Do you have any conditions that require hormone supplements?”

“Didn’t you get all the information you needed from my blood?”

“It’s faster this way. The director has me working around the clock to get this trial set up, and I’d rather not drag anything out any longer than necessary,” his polite, dusty voice was growing slightly exasperated. “And you want to go home as soon as possible, don’t you?”

Erika frowned at her knees. “Yes.”

“So?” Yeun said. 

“No,” Erika replied, darkly. “No hormone supplements.”

Yeun wrote it down. “Thank you.” He docked his clipboard under his arm. “That’s all the questions for now. Did you decide on whether you’d help out graciously?”

“Sell my soul, you mean.”

“We don’t require your soul.”

Erika glared at the frosted polymer at the back of her cell, considering the drawbacks of her so-called privileges being rescinded. The inevitability of it all.

“I don’t have a choice, do I?”

“I’ll be honest,” Yeun replied. “You don’t. But your stay will be nicer this way.”

A long silence followed.

“Okay,” she said finally. “I’ll cooperate.”

Erika was disgusted with herself, but she needed to survive. She was already steeped in grief. There was no sense in compromising her psyche and morale even more by making things unnecessarily hard for herself.

She’d gotten herself into this, and she’d get herself out. By seeing it through or, better, trying to figure out how to escape somewhere in the middle once Yeun trusted her enough to start cutting corners with security protocols.

“Thank you,” Yeun said, and he actually seemed relieved.

“Now can you leave?” Erika said. “I want to be alone.”

“Of course. Can I get you anything?”

“No.”

“Okay.” He took a step toward the door. “Enjoy the rest of your evening. I’m really glad you’re starting to see things our way.”

+

CHAPTERS 1-5

A subterranean pulse shattered the rural quiet. Like the lag time between injury and pain, a single sleeping field nestled among a dark landscape of identical plots erupted in a fountain of flaming debris.

The giant, smoldering crater, lanced with the twisted remains of the building beneath, caused a great deal of commotion until the head of the local police received a phone call from a man named Vihaan Dhar.

No one knew the facility existed. Perhaps no one would have ever found out.

+

CHAPTER ONE—LARKSPUR

An hour past midnight, Heather Knight heard her dad’s car in the driveway.

She jolted up from the couch and climbed on her knees, shoving the curtains back and peering out the window behind it. The car sat in front of the garage for several long moments. Then the engine turned off, and the silhouette of her father sat in darkness.

Long night just got longer, read the last text her mom had received from him two hours ago. Don’t wait up.

But Su-Wei had, and Heather had woken up to see light from the living room still seeping under her door, so even though it was a school night, she had waited too.

“Is it him?” Su-Wei asked from the adjacent couch, nervous.

“Yeah, he’s just sitting there.” She stared, eyes narrowed. She perked up. “No, wait, he’s getting out.”

He wandered up the walk, idly favoring his shoulder. The porch lights caught the edge of his glasses, glinting off a jagged crack in the lens and flooding a bloody, bruising scrape on his face.

Heather pitched back, nearly catching her foot in the cushions and falling off the sofa in her haste to get to the door. She unlocked the bolt and threw it open. “Dad, what happened?”

“Uh…” Richard Knight ran a hand through his short black hair. Stray pieces of dirt and grass fluttered to the floor. He stepped into the house, tried to put his keys in his pocket, but he kept missing. He squeezed them in his hand instead. Tightly. “Su, can we talk in the bedroom?”

Su glanced from him to Heather, whose shock gave way to dismay. Su gave him an apprehensive nod.

Richard sidestepped his daughter and ducked into the hallway, leaving Heather standing by the door, aghast and betrayed.

As soon as the door closed, the muffled voices started up. Heather hung by the door, anger burning within her, warring with herself.

“You can’t keep doing this to me,” she muttered to the empty entryway.

Finally, she crept forward. She tucked herself into the nearby doorway of her bedroom and leaned against the frame, close enough to barely make out what her parents were saying.

“Please just tell me what happened,” her mother said.

“Larkspur exploded…” Richard said, his voice hoarse. “Can you believe that?” He was further from the door. She heard the faucet turn on in their bathroom.

Exploded?” Su gasped. “How?”

“Something happened with our generator prototype. We didn’t get a chance to figure out what before we had to evacuate.”

“Everyone got out safely?”

“Yeah. Just a few scrapes.”

“Scrapes from what?”

“Flying debris, but it’s fine.”

“It’s not fine. Look at that wound on your face. Your glasses! You mean you were that close to the explosion? Was there radiation involved?”

“I wasn’t that close—”

“I swear to god, Richard, stop downplaying this.”

“Well what am I supposed to do?” Richard cried. “Be brutally honest? Worry you even more?”

Yes, dammit!”

“Why?”

“Because it happened to you!”

Heather held her breath, her whole body tense. Her heart pounded so hard she worried it would give her away.

Her parents never fought. Her mom swore when provoked, but Heather couldn’t remember ever seeing her dad upset. He never showed that part of himself.

Sick to her stomach, Heather stepped away from the doorframe. As she turned, she heard Su say, almost too quietly for her to make out, “Heather will piece this together by herself at this rate, and I don’t want her taking this into her owns hands. I think our time’s run out.”

“I’ll tell her tonight.”

“She can do with a promise tonight. Give yourself time to gather your nerves, at least.”

“I’m not sure I have that kind of time. Either we double down or pop the lid. It’ll be all over the news by morning.”

“Fuck.”

She heard movement behind the door, and Heather hastily took that as her cue to head back up the hallway and pretend she wasn’t a brazen eavesdropper. She couldn’t believe what was happening.

They were finally going to tell her.

+

James Siles stuck his hand into the darkness of his apartment, clumsily searching for the light switch.

Every muscle in his body hurt.

He thrust the door shut with his foot and kicked off his shoes. He smelled like smoke and earth. He was starting to feel the scrapes and bruises too, now that the rush and panic were wearing off. His hip especially smarted.

He had never been good at running.

James dropped his gaunt frame onto the couch with a grunt and frowned up at the ceiling fan, watching its sluggish revolutions as he gently kneaded the pain in his upper arm.

His work was gone. His equipment, prototypes, the better portion of his most recent projects that had yet to undergo routine backups…. The sketchbook he kept with him at all times had perished as well, along with his laptop, which he had babied and upgraded and enhanced since the first day of graduate school.

Everything. Burned and buried.

James stretched his arms behind his head, wincing at the sharp tweak from the affronted limb.

The matter-to-energy conversion generator had been electrochemically stable, and supplying ample, clean power to the entire underground building. That night was supposed to be the final vigil to see if their efforts to smooth minor snags in the design would hold true. It would have revolutionized the future of electrical infrastructure, had it survived.

James had been calculating and recalculating the variables, but nothing about that night was adding up. The generator wasn’t supposed to be explosive. The failure of the thermoregulatory system on its own was extremely unlikely, and under normal circumstances, the generator would have simply shorted itself out. Maybe a few lightbulbs and subsidiary circuits would have been blown out in the process, but certainly not anything near the annihilation of a twenty thousand square foot facility.

The cooling system had to have been sabotaged, he thought, along with a volatile foreign contaminant introduced to the generator’s sensitive core. He had no proof, of course, but he knew it. What else could it have been?

Larkspur didn’t seem to him the type of company to attract enemies. As part of his work contract, he had to keep details about his clandestine workplace to himself, but that was just protocol.

Nothing about the organization or the other engineers had raised any red flags. James certainly hadn’t worked there long enough to hear any dark secrets about why the lab was so far removed from the public eye—or why it was literally underground. He hadn’t thought it important before.

Maybe Eve could lend some insight, as soon as Richard got a hold of her. James knew her as one of the engineering team, but she had co-founded Larkspur many years before, and had even been the director before Richard. If anyone knew if Larkspur was under fire, it would be her.

James dragged himself to his feet and stalked to the small kitchen to brew some tea. Listening to the kettle creak as it heated on the stovetop, he massaged his temple and contemplated the assortment of boxes in the small cabinet nearby.

Definitely peppermint.

+

CHAPTER TWO—ILLUMINATION

Heather sat at the empty kitchen table with her legs propped on the opposite chair, waiting for her parents to reemerge. She wanted to hope, but she also braced herself to demand an explanation when they decided to hold on to their secrets after all. It seemed inevitable.

She didn’t feel sorry for eavesdropping. Over the years, she had tried both pestering them for answers and respecting their privacy, trying to be understanding of their reasons for keeping it from her—to prove she was mature and trustworthy enough. Nothing worked.

Heather was fifteen now. She could handle whatever her parents were trying to keep from her, but obviously, they were stubborn and determined to shelter her. Tonight, more than ever, she had a right to know. Wasn’t she a part of this family too?

She didn’t look up as the door to her parents’ bedroom opened down the hallway.

“Okay, Heather,” Richard sighed, pulling out the chair across from her. She rescinded her legs, and her dad eased himself into the seat. “Tonight, the secret ends.”

She glanced at her mom, then back to him. “Really?”

Richard nodded. “What happened tonight might end up—changing some things. It’s unfair to keep you in the dark anymore.” He folded his arms on the table. Before Heather could ask what that meant, he continued, “So—to be brief, I’m a mechanical engineer, which I’m sure you’ve already figured out by now.”

Heather bobbed her head in concession. She had long suspected her father’s work had something to do with his love for all things mechanical. There was usually something around the house he was taking apart, or tinkering with. While acting as a chaperone for her fourth-grade field trip to a bread factory, he had inadvertently spent the entire tour plaguing the guide with highly technical questions about the machinery.

“I’m the director of an engineering laboratory called Larkspur,” he said. “Tonight, our latest project—a generator prototype—overloaded somehow, and it destroyed the entire facility. The building was underground, so evacuation was…messy.”

Heather stared at him, eyes wide.

“But everyone was okay.” He held up his palms. “Honest.”

Silence closed in on the kitchen. Richard removed his glasses, fidgeting with the rims.

He used to be a university professor, Heather knew. Shortly after her eighth birthday, he had started working longer hours. They moved into a better neighborhood and her mom left the workforce. He’d accepted a different job, but no one would tell her what it was.

“Why did you wait until something horrible happened to tell me?” she asked.

“Because we had to be sure,” Richard said. “Larkspur has to be kept a secret.”

And because we couldn’t trust you, Heather wanted to add. “Why?”


“Government nondisclosure agreements, mostly. When you’re making new technology, you have to be careful no one steals an idea and patents it first,” he said.

“The whole facility has to be a secret just so you can get a patent?”

Richard hesitated. “No. Something also happened a long time ago in Larkspur’s earlier days that stirred up some trouble. So, for a long time, obscurity has just been an all-around better situation.”

“What did you guys do?” Heather asked.

“It was before my time,” he said. “And it’s not really my story to tell, anyway.”

“But you do know the story…” Heather studied him, watching for how the statement landed. “How bad was it?”

“Please don’t worry about it. It’s all in the past, and had nothing to do with what happened tonight.”

Ambiguity only triggered more questions. His workplace had some kind of past and, tonight, he was put in extreme danger by its sudden destruction. Refusing to elaborate pushed the assumption toward culpability on Richard’s part.

Heather had always trusted he meant well, but now she couldn’t be sure her warm, geeky father was all he professed to be.

“If it’s in the past,” she said, “it really shouldn’t matter if you tell me anymore, should it?”

“I’d be betraying the trust of a friend,” he answered gently, though there was a cornered edge to his voice. “Just as, now, you must honor my trust in keeping my job a secret.”

Heather folded her arms on the table. She knew honoring wishes well. The last seven years had practically suffocated in it. Don’t talk about Dad’s work. Not even about it being a secret. Because it’s important that it stays a secret. No, you can’t know why.

Nothing had changed.

“You know,” she said, frowning at the table, “when you said you were going to tell me about Larkspur, I thought you actually meant it.”

“I do mean it. I don’t like keeping things from you,” he said earnestly. “Don’t you think I wouldn’t love to tell you all about my work if I could? But there are rules, protocol above even my pay grade—”

Heather’s expression only darkened in exasperation.

Richard gave up. He reached under the un-cracked side of his glasses and rubbed his eye with a heavy exhale.

“Heather,” her mom said, rubbing her shoulder, “give your dad some time. He’s been through a lot tonight.”

“I know,” Heather sighed. “Sorry. It’s just…all this makes me feel like I don’t know you.”

“You do know me,” Richard said. “If I get more clearance, I can tell you more. I just really don’t want to make promises I can’t keep. We’ll just have to see, okay?”

Heather’s gaze fell. “Okay.”

After a long silence, Richard stood up, shakily. “Come here…”

Heather dragged herself out of her chair and met him halfway. He wrapped his arms around her.

“I’m glad you’re safe,” she said, hugging him back. It was sinking in that he was lucky to have come home at all.

“Me too,” he said softly. He kissed her head and docked his chin on top. He sighed.

Su joined the embrace.

“Can I stay home from school tomorrow?” Heather asked.

“No, sorry,” both her parents said in imperfect unison.

“We don’t know how fast this will spread,” Su said. “You turning up absent might not be the wisest move we could make right now.”

“No one will notice I’m gone,” Heather muttered. High school hadn’t been good to her so far. She wasn’t at all popular and her one friend from junior high had moved to a different state.

“They will,” Su said. “You normally have such good attendance. It might be too much of a coincidence.”

Heather groaned.

She guessed people noticed when the overachiever of all her classes turned up absent. But overachievers got sick sometimes just like everyone else.

Maybe this really was all so much worse than anyone would ever tell her.

“Okay,” she said finally. “Whatever you need, Dad. If it’ll help.”

“Thank you.” He kissed her again and the hug fragmented. “Now, bedtime for me,” he said with a weak smile, already on his way out of the kitchen. “I’m exhausted.”


+

Word traveled quickly at school, incited by the students whose households watched the early morning news. Homeroom became an impromptu political club and Heather stayed silent. Whatever was going on with her dad, she didn’t want to make it worse. At least not until she could get some kind of angle on it.

“I bet it was a secret headquarters for some government agency,” one of her classmates said, perched on the desk across from her with his feet on the chair. “My dad says President Ferrens is up to something super shady these days. We’re all gonna pay for it soon.”

“Please, Beni,” Laura groaned from the desk beside Heather. “It’s too early in the morning for this.”

“Never too early!” Beni said. “It’s a strain on the economy, and we’re already practically in a dictatorship, mark my words.”

“You’re talking like you’re gonna join the Conxence yourself or something.” Another classmate who’d just arrived cuffed his arm on his way past.

Beni straightened, suddenly. He snapped his fingers. “That’s it! Mason, I’ll bet you anything it was them! Last night.” He swiveled around to face the newcomer, throwing his arms out. “What else could it be?”

Heather glanced at the doorway, but their teacher had yet to appear.

“Conxence?” Laura droned, skeptical. “This far east? Not a chance.”

Heather silently agreed with her. The Conxence—formerly the non-militarized “Conscience Movement”—was established by civilians with the purpose of calling the troubling political climate to accountability. Currently demonized as an uncontrollable rash of vigilantes and terrorists, the Conxence was mainly active in the nation’s capital, at least three time zones west.

“They do like blowing stuff up when they can,” Mason said.

“I’m sure whatever happened last night was just an industrial accident, like the news said.”

“Like the news always tells the truth,” Beni snorted.

“Didn’t you see footage of the site?” asked Mason.

“It was crazy!” Beni grinned at him. He turned it on Laura, who remained unconvinced.

As Beni proceeded to describe the video coverage of the aftermath with as many sound effects as possible, Heather tried to act like her hackles weren’t raising.

A crater, he said. The facility’s demise had made a crater. In a rural area. Small towns, farmlands.

A charred, skeletal, crater.

One that had almost claimed her dad’s life.
 Heather should have thought to watch the news that morning—but she had barely caught the bus. And maybe her dad wouldn’t have let her near the TV or internet anyway. She resented more than ever that her parents wouldn’t let her have a smart phone until she was seventeen. She could be facing a full lockdown when she returned home that afternoon.

She started making plans to spend her lunch hour in the library at one of the computers. Maybe it was good she was at school, where her dad couldn’t interfere.

Still, if Larkspur was tied up in the government, that first confused local news story would be all the information to get out.

Heather fidgeted with the edge of her sea green hairband. She opened her notebook and tried to look busy.

Did her parents think they were protecting her by pushing her to the margins and rejecting her from a key part of their world? Especially now, when she had no idea what they were dealing with and had no ability to prepare. Was the Conxence after her dad?

He’d probably never tell her if they were.

+

CHAPTER THREE—FRICTION

A short stack of printed pages slapped down on the table in front of James, over top of where he sketched cartoon robots on loose paper. The eight-year-old halted and picked up the foreign pages, reading over the impossibly long title. “What’s this?”
“Scholarly journal article,” his father said, planting himself at the table across from James with a mug of black coffee.
The boy perused the excruciatingly small print. “What’s it for?”
 “It’s a primary document. I’ve told you about them,” came the curt reply. “You remember what they are, right?”
“Yeah.”
“Yeah?”
“I mean yes,” James amended. He rattled off a definition, “A primary document is a report from research someone did themselves.”
His father nodded, reclining back with an air of indifference. “Very good. We’re going to go over one of these every day.”
Dread pricked at James’ insides. “Why?”
“Because you need to learn about my field. And you need intellectual stimulation worthy of your gifts.”
James flipped a page over and scanned the thick, unintelligible columns. Even the graphs of the results made no sense to him. “What is—” He paused as he silently tried to sound out the word, “Ace-till-cho-line?”
“It’s pronounced ‘uh-seetul-koh-leen,’” his father snapped. “Acetylcholine is a neurotransmitter.”
“Oh.” James had heard about neurotransmitters.
“It seems we have our work cut out for us,” his father sighed, looking at his watch. He stood, washed the rest of his coffee down the sink, and strode to the door. He donned his coat and shouldered his black briefcase.“We’ll go through that when I get back. Concentrate on your studies today.”
“Yes, sir.” James watched him go, then got up and pulled the schoolwork list off the refrigerator. Words overwhelmed the strip of paper, as usual. Luckily, his mother had written this one.
She had better handwriting.

~

James sat pinned between the wall and the conference table, distant and disillusioned.

“Now, let’s sort all this out, then.” Vihaan Dhar, a middle-aged history professor type, with sturdy posture and a well-kept black mustache, let his gaze wander around the table. “What happened?”

The engineers exchanged uncertain glances, seated across from Dhar, Richard, and Eve.

Dhar’s attention rested squarely on James. “Siles, care to start us off? Since you were most directly involved?”

“I’d love to,” James sighed. The particulars of the event had kept him awake most of the night.

“With as much detail as you can,” Eve added, pushing her square glasses higher on the bridge of her nose.

Evangeline Fabienne Pérez Delva was an anomaly in every circle she entered. Large-boned and athletic in her seventies, she and her wife were nutrition buffs and avid hikers, and while she was something of a giant in the tech world thirty years running, she actively thumbed her nose at what she called the “shiny corporate bullshit” that often went with the territory. She was a brilliant civil engineer, with a rare talent for both science and people.

The first time James had ever seen her was when she gave a guest lecture at his university, easygoing and extroverted in an auditorium full of unkempt, socially terrified engineering students. She’d had a thick cloud of STEM majors around her the whole weekend.

James had just about died when Larkspur accepted his internship application two years ago, an arrangement that had since turned into a permanent position. But he would never admit that to Eve.

James laced his fingers together on the table, wondering if they were discussing a fireable offense that morning. “Okay…Well, I went in the generator room to make the last checkup of the night, and I noticed the room was warmer than it was supposed to be. I only had time to pull up the status screen for the generator and thermoregulatory system and see it had frozen up before the alarms activated.”

“What time was this?” Dhar asked.

“10:46pm.” Every feature of that glitched screen sat etched in his memory.

“So there were no prior warnings that something was malfunctioning?” Eve asked.

“Everything was fine when I’d checked it just an hour before, and none of the sensors went off,” Addie Matthews spoke up to James’ left. He had worked with her for the entirety of his time at Larkspur, and still knew little about her personal life. Though once, he heard her mention that she grew up in an ultra right-wing religious cult and seemed to have since renounced it.

“The cooling system had been damaged somehow,” James said. “The pipes were too quiet. And the automatic failsafe should have easily triggered at the temperature the core hit. I didn’t get a chance to check if it had been disconnected.”

“So, you think the safeguard had been manually deactivated?” Eve asked.

“I don’t know how, but yes,” James said. “I tried to flood the system with the emergency water valve, but even that wheel was jammed.” He gestured to Richard. “That’s when Richard found me and made me leave it.”

Richard glanced at him.

James couldn’t meet his gaze. Never in his life would he have expected his superior to have to all but drag him off the machinery platform. James should have had more maturity, more self-restraint, even though he hadn’t realized this particular evacuation was a matter of life or death.

“I’m told you think it’s sabotage,” Eve said.

James felt like a bullseye as all attentions trained on him again. “Nothing about the generator’s design or the limits of its safeguards suggested it would behave the way it did.” He pushed aside a memory of the unresponsive valve under his desperate hands, alarms screaming in his ears, Richard’s voice failing to clear the din. “Someone had to have tampered with it. Blocked the pressure outlets, fed it an unstable source material for conversion. Something.”

“Could there have been a problem with the irrigated water supply?” Eve asked.

“Still waiting to hear back on that,” said Dhar. He looked around the table. “And where were the rest of you while this was going on?”

Greg Harper, a tree of a person with a heavily freckled face and an overbearing personality to match, spoke up, “We were all in the main lab working up blueprints for that android project commissioned last week. It was James’ turn to check the generator, so he stepped away for a bit.”

“How long was he gone?”

“A few minutes?”

“Did any of you see anything out of place before this point?”

“No,” Chelo Fernandez said. An alumnus from James’ alma mater, her direct demeanor and formidable creative prowess greatly intimidated him during his internship, but she had gradually earned his trust with positive reinforcement and offerings of mandarin oranges. She glanced around at her colleagues. “It was just the five of us out there, wasn’t it? Nobody was on security duty?”

“The last shift of the night had ended over half an hour before,” said Addie, reaching behind her head to gather her long blonde braid and pull it over one shoulder. She cracked a thwarted smile. “I would suggest we check the video surveillance recordings for anything suspicious, but of course we can’t.”

“And our remote backups of the footage from that night don’t show anything out of the ordinary,” Richard said.

“Seriously?” James said. His mind turned immediately to video tampering, but it would take particular skill or very high access to edit the user log as well. He guessed even Richard didn’t have that kind of clearance.

“Larkspur doesn’t have any enemies, does it?” Richard glanced at Eve. James perked up.

“Not that I’m aware of,” Eve replied. “Most everyone who still remembers Larkspur thought we went under almost twenty years ago.”

“This is the worst sort of thing to happen if we wanted to stay behind the scenes,” Greg mused.

“The whole county is buzzing. I agree it seems out of left field, but we have no apparent perpetrator. James, are you absolutely sure it wasn’t just an accident, because it’s perfectly fine if—”

“It wasn’t an accident,” James said. “We’re smarter than that.”

“Mistakes can be made by any of us,” Greg said. “Even you.”

James bristled. “I didn’t do anything to it.”
 “We didn’t say you did,” Richard said gently, pushing up on the bridge of his broken glasses. “We just have to consider every possibility.”

“You can safely consider that possibility a dead end,” James said, avoiding looking too long at Richard’s glasses.

“But you do actually believe it was sabotage?” Greg pressed. “Despite a deafening lack of evidence?”

James threw up his hands.

After a beat of charged silence, Dhar checked his phone and pushed his chair back. “Well, I’ve received word about where we’ll set up shop next. I’ve had my administrative assistant making phone calls and looking into the Bureau’s assets still invested in this little engineering lab of ours. Seems like the outlook is promising. Talk amongst yourselves until I get back.” He paused at the door. “I know you’re all shaken by this, but let’s try to work together, all right?”

Richard studied the friction between James and Greg in concern. Chelo and Addie exchanged a glance. James crossed his arms and Eve sighed, pinching the bridge of her nose.

“Thanks, Greg,” James muttered as soon as the door closed behind Dhar. “I can always count on you to make me look bad in front of the head of the Bureau.”

“You’re the one who got defensive,” Greg said, failing nonchalance. “I haven’t gotten a rise out of you like that in quite a while. Is there something you aren’t telling us?”

James frowned at him from the corner of his eye. “Like how I’m aware that, since I largely designed that monitoring system, this makes it my fault? And that there’s no way to recover the technology to get some sort of readout of what exactly happened to it?”

“You said it, not me,” Greg retorted over Chelo and Addie’s heads.

Chelo dealt Greg a sharp elbow to the arm. “Stop bickering.”
 “Sorry,” Greg mumbled, shifting away. He massaged his affronted arm, redirecting his attention to the brooding James. “All I’m getting at, Surly, is there’s really no evidence for or against you. I don’t doubt your confidence, or the quality of your work. But accidents do happen, so you can be as adamant as you want but we’ll still never know for sure. At any rate, crying ‘sabotage’ isn’t helping you.”

“So we’re just going to ignore the possibility,” James muttered. “How responsible.”

“You’re being paranoid.”

“James…” Addie said softly as Chelo gave Greg another warning expression. “I know what it looks like, but nobody had reason—”

“I collaborated on those designs and signed off on them,” Chelo said. “For all we know this could be my fault.”

“There was nothing wrong with that system.” James leaned forward so he could see her better, his hazel eyes hard and stubborn. “You of all people should be backing me up here.”

Chelo looked at the table.

“Will we receive results of the investigation?” Addie addressed their superiors across the table.

“Yes,” Richard said. “I don’t think they’ll find anything, though.”

James crossed his arms and sat back, morose.

In the ensuing silence, Eve said, “It’s only the first day. Things will start looking up soon.”

Dhar entered with several sheets of paper in hand and said, “Looks like you’ll be moving back to the old facility near Worthing.”

He was met with blank stares.

“Worthing?” Greg said, worried. “Like west coast Worthing?”

“Afraid so,” Dhar said.

“That’s a good facility,” Eve said. “And above ground too, which sounds perfect to me.” She smiled.

“Underground was nice and secretive at first, but now I’m not sure it was such a great idea in the long haul.”

Richard flashed a reserved, lopsided smile of his own. “I’ll admit I agree with you there. Though I think we’re all worried about the distance…”

“It’ll be advantageous to have you back near the Bureau’s main office again.” Dhar handed James copies of the location information, who received them wordlessly, took one sheet, and passed on the rest.

“The original facility’s been closed down for years.” Eve scanned the page. “How much renovation will it need?”

“I’ll have that all taken care of.” Dhar returned to his seat next to her. “How much time will you need to relocate?”
 Again, silence closed in on the narrow room. Worthing was on the opposite side of the country. Over two thousand miles away.

James decided to let the others figure out what they wanted to do. By the end of the week, he’d have already gone through work withdrawal and taken up tinkering with other projects on his kitchen table. He didn’t have anyone else to move but himself. It wasn’t his call.

He didn’t feel like arguing anymore, anyway.

“Heather will be out of school for the summer in about three weeks,” Richard said, thinking. “I’d hate to pull her out that close. Would a month be too long?”

“A month should be fine.” Dhar jotted notes on his phone. “The danger of complete exposure isn’t particularly high. If the Dunesborough Police Department isn’t releasing information—which they have express federal orders not to—people can speculate, but nothing will be able to be traced back to us.” He considered everyone around the table. “Would a month work for the rest of you? We’ll compensate you for moving expenses and any lease breaking fees.”

James nodded. The remaining engineers confirmed, numbly.

“Great.” The head of the Federal Bureau of Science and Innovation swiped into a different app on his phone. “Mark your calendars, then, for Monday, June twenty-fourth as the date to report to the new facility. Let me know if you have any questions.”

The engineers clutched their handouts, exchanging uneasy glances.

“I know it’s a lot to ask of you,” Dhar said. “But I do think this will be a good move. Twenty years is a long time under the table. Maybe after relocating, Larkspur can start expanding again, resurfacing. We’ll shelve the generator for now until we have more information, but with this work safety android project you’re moving into, I think you’ll soon find a lot more resources coming your way, if I have any say in it. I’m pretty partial to this group, to be honest.”

“Thank you, Vihaan,” Eve said.

James stared at the table, pensive. He hadn’t been at Larkspur that long, so he knew nothing about its origins, or what resurfacing meant.

He guessed he would soon find out.
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CHAPTER FOUR—LOGISTICS

As soon as Heather stepped through the front door, her mother asked her to take a seat in the living room. A bad sign.

At school, she’d tried to access what the news was saying about Larkspur’s demise. Homeroom’s gossip had about summarized it, and by lunch hour, the urgency of the event had been smothered. Just a non-radioactive industrial accident, local police said. A little embarrassing, but nothing to worry about.

A hard knot sat in the pit of her stomach as her parents settled down on the adjacent couch.

“I had a meeting with my coworkers and my boss today,” Richard began quietly. “There’s no way to recover anything from the remains of the facility, and we don’t want to kick up any more dust. It’s looking like it would just be better if we relocate, instead of trying to rebuild.” He adjusted his broken glasses, and met her gaze. “We’ll be moving to a vacant facility outside Worthing, an hour south from the national capital.”

Heather straightened up. “We’re moving to the west coast?”

Richard nodded. “In a month. I’m sorry, Heather.”

“There have to be other labs around here that would work,” Heather pleaded, indignant.

“It would take too much time.”

“Too complicated and expensive, you mean.” Heather snapped. “The government can better cover for you if you’re closer to them, right?”

Richard straightened up. “What? No—I mean, sure Larkspur is federally funded, but it’s just we already own that other facility. There would be no property hunt, no paperwork, no down payments on top of replacing all our equipment—Heather, stop looking at me like that…”

Like what?” Heather crossed her arms.

Richard flung a hand at her. “Like I’m…plotting world domination or something.”

“Well how should I know you’re not? Why won’t you tell me what’s really going on?” Her life was here. If they took that, she would have nothing but old secrets and a new barrier of anonymity to suffocate behind. “I’m part of this family too. Why am I the only one that has to be kept in the dark? Like I’d be okay with getting dragged into the fallout when your secrets come back to bite you.”

“Heather—” Su warned.

“Did the Conxence destroy Larkspur?” Heather pressed, her question startling him. “It’s all right. You can tell me. Dad, this isn’t protecting me from anything.”

“You’re not in danger,” he said. “What happened at the lab last night was just an accident. Nothing more.” His tone slowed, as if wanting to make sure she heard and understood every word,

“Heather, my job requires secrecy. That’s why I can’t tell you everything you want to know. No political conspiracies. Please, believe me.”

Heather glanced aside, glaring at the far arm of the couch.

“I know asking you to give up your life here for something I’ve kept from you is incredibly unfair,” Richard went on. “But this is how things are right now, and I need you to trust me that things will be okay. And you know, maybe things will change for the better…”
Heather sank further into the couch, hunching her shoulders, refusing to look at him. He sounded like he was trying to convince himself too.

“We can find a nice house in a quiet area, maybe out in the country,” Su offered, attempting a reassuring smile. “You can choose whatever school you want. What about private school? The west coast is known for its high caliber academics, and we know how bored you’ve been at school this year.”

Heather glanced at her, warily.

Academia she could get behind was tempting. She didn’t have friends anyway. But this wasn’t just about moving away. Dunesborough was what she knew. For so long, Heather had ached to be a part of her parents’ world, but they had refused to let her in. They had created this one for her instead. They couldn’t dangle a new one in front of her face and think she’d instantly grasp for it.

She looked at her dad. He sat still, his eyes tired and melancholy behind the round lenses of his glasses. He was massaging his shoulder.

“You’re sure you’re not in trouble?” Heather asked.

He cracked a wan smile. “Not the kind you think I’m in, apparently. Things are confusing right now, but we’ll make sense of them together.”

“Yeah…” Heather stood up and went to the door. She grabbed her bag and hoisted it over her shoulder. “I have homework I need to get to.”

“Okay,” Richard said, quietly. “We’ll keep you included in the details of the moving process. We’d like your input.”

“Thanks.” Heather stepped dismally into the shadows of the hallway.

She didn’t believe him.

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The night was far too warm. James opened every window in his apartment, intending to spend most of the night under the largest of the four. Glaring at the broken air conditioner on his way through the living room—its revival waiting for a part in the mail—he planted a box fan in the window next to his desk.

Bombarded by its raucous hum, James set to work on his desktop computer sifting through the files on his backup external hard drive. He was relieved to find he’d kept it up to date with data related to their errant generator. He combed through endless lines of code having to do with the project’s regulation systems and failsafes, searching for typos, faulty logic pathways, anything.

He heaved an exasperated sigh, and cradled his head in his hands. They’d tested and re-tested the system’s integrity before building it to scale and employing it to power the facility. It had been functional in the shorter tests in the two weeks leading up to the night it perished.

He could still picture every detail of Larkspur’s last few minutes. Checkup, rise in temperature, malfunctioning screen…

There was nothing wrong with his and Chelo’s program.

The investigation into the accident had turned up nothing helpful, as expected. Nothing salvageable remained. No trace of an explanation. James knew he was alone in thinking it was anything other than an accident.

Trying to convince them any more would only work against him. Sabotage or not, the facility’s destruction was senseless, and they were already going to increase security just in case.

He wasn’t at Larkspur to defend its interests, anyway. He was only there to create, to manufacture progress.

So, James could let it go, he told himself. He had to. He already had a certain reputation for being overzealous about his work, so he might as well keep that from bleeding into straight up neurosis. He was beginning to doubt himself about the generator, anyway. Gut senses could be wrong. He had too many unresolved feelings about losing his work. That was probably corrupting his ability to reason. Immaturity rearing its head yet again.

But, painfully, accepting it also meant accepting his colleagues still wondered if it was his fault.

And wondering what Eve and Richard must think of him in that light made James sick to his stomach.

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Heather knew this was a peacemaking gesture.

She peered out the car window at the yellow, two-story house and the looming cherry trees. While she appreciated the prospect of meeting one of her dad’s colleagues, the arrangement still felt patronizing.

A large white storage pod blocked the driveway at the edge of the verdant yard.

“Are you sure about this?” Heather asked as Richard killed the engine. “This seems like a breach of code to me.”

“Eve and Jida are excited to see you.” Richard opened the door.

Heather sighed and got out of the car.

“So she’s your colleague?” she muttered, following her parents up the driveway, past the pod, and to the top of the porch steps.

“Yes.”

“Is she the ‘friend’ you’re protecting?”

“Heather…” Richard rang the doorbell. “Just forget about that, please.”

Heather’s lips tightened. Richard couldn’t tell her about the past, yet she was meeting his coworker—who didn’t even live all that far away from them. Her dad had offered Eve’s name, but when Heather asked about other people he worked with, he had brushed aside the question with another excuse. So what was different about Eve, she wondered.

She was beginning to think her dad was making all this up as he went along.

The door opened to reveal an older woman with broad shoulders, very short coiled hair, and square glasses, whom Heather presumed to be the colleague.

“Hello there, Knights!” she greeted. Her warm, husky voice sounded like it came straight from an old radio show. A petite woman wearing roomy overalls and a bright pink shirt appeared in the doorway beside her. Eve extended a hand. “Nice to see you again, Su.”

As Su shook it, Eve’s smile rested on Heather. “Hey Heather, how’s it going? You were only this tall when I last saw you!” She held her hand to knee height. “Do you remember us? I’m Eve, and this is Jida.”

Heather nodded and put on a smile. She had to have been taller than Eve’s gesture. She vaguely recognized their faces. She might have been eight years old when she met them, but at the time, she had just thought they were acquaintances or professors from where her dad used to work.

Eve threw an arm across the other woman’s shoulders as Jida extended a hand. She had a surprisingly firm handshake. “Great to see you again too, Heather. My, aren’t you grown up! How old are you now?”

“Fifteen,” Heather said.

“Wow,” she looked at Heather’s parents. “Growing up so fast.” She pushed her hands into the pockets of her overalls, glancing back into the house. “Thanks for coming over. We can definitely use the extra elbow grease.”

“Our pleasure,” Richard said brightly, as she waved them inside.
Heather’s gaze wandered the emptied walls. She almost tripped over a pile of boxes stacked in the living room.

“Careful there,” Eve reached out to catch her if she fell, but Heather stopped with her balance intact.

Jida headed toward a sunny doorway at the back of the house. “I’ve been packing up the kitchen, if Su and Heather want to help me with that.” She glanced at her spouse. “Did you and Richard want to start hauling furniture to the pod?”

“Yes ma’am,” Eve said. Richard nodded, and Heather wordlessly followed her mom through the city of boxes to the kitchen, pulling the top half of her thick, curly hair back into a tiny puff of ponytail.

Richard and Eve launched into figuring out how to haul the furniture outside and efficiently stack it in the pod. Heather helped Jida and Su wrap dishes in newspaper, pack them into boxes and label them. Richard and Eve filtered in and out of the main room, having jumped to a completely different subject every time Heather saw them from the doorway.

She was taping up a box when they came back in for the eighth time.

“I guess the others are leaving too, in a few days,” Eve said. She and Richard disappeared down the hallway. “Haven’t heard much from James, though.”

Heather strained to hear, trying to keep the tape in her hands as soundless as possible. Her mom was talking with Jida, which made the engineers’ conversation in the other room even more difficult to make out.

“I talked to him yesterday,” Richard said. “He hasn’t started packing yet.”

Eve scoffed. “That so?”

A thump interrupted their conversation.

“Watch that corner—” Eve said.

Heather pushed a box aside and pulled another in front of her.

“So Heather,” Jida spoke up, making Heather jump. “Your mom tells me you’re finishing the ninth grade?”

Heather nodded, still listening for further mention of James or others, but they weren’t talking much anymore.

“How are you liking high school so far?”

“It’s okay.” Heather took a plate from a stack on the table and wrapped it in newspaper.
She wanted to ask Jida about Larkspur’s past, but Su was there. And Eve was near her dad. Heather didn’t dare broach the subject with her parents within earshot.

But as she continued packing and talking with Eve and Jida, an idea took shape. An idea her dad wouldn’t like, but one she decided to pursue anyway.
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CHAPTER FIVE—ROGUE 

Erika Hodgson had been trekking along an unmarked logging road for miles now. The hills between the valley and the coast held a deeply reverent place in her heart, the dark green and mossy brown of the flora, the misty hush that cradled every inch of the cold, soft soil. 

So soon after her mother’s passing, more than ever, she needed this place to be her refuge. But to learn the government’s rumored gestating ground for human weaponry research lived here too, her grief twisted into a sharp black knot in her chest and she couldn’t stop thinking about it. 

Empetrum. 44º15’01” N 123º49’28”W

The name and coordinates were all the Conxence knew so far. Infuriatingly, it was all the information the head and second-in-command were content with for the time being. 

“Your energies are better spent here,” the former had said. Kaczmarek wasn’t a mean person, but his bluntness was often frustrating. He had everything mapped out. When he looked at her, she felt as if he were looking into her brain and trying to map her out too. “There are probably dozens of similar labs hidden around. No sense stomping off into the woods after one federal stain with so little information. ” 

“The facility’s got to be highly secure,” the second-in-command added, soft and earnest. Derek was a young man but an old soul, who had succeeded to his mother’s position in their ragtag resistance movement upon her abduction by the state. “It’s too much of a risk. We should wait, concentrate on more pressing concerns until we have more information.”

“Drop it,” Kaczmarek said. “You’re not combat trained, and it’s a conflict of interest besides.”

“I know this is important to you, but just give it time,” Derek said, trying to smooth it over. He was always trying to smooth everything over. “I’m sure it will show up again, and we’ll be better prepared to deal with it.”

Kaczmarek was a control freak and Derek was a worrywart, Erika thought with a huff as she trudged on. With pressure tightening, no one was sure what they were up against, what was festering under the surface. Any new development could be too late. The sheer possibility that human weaponry was becoming a variable was outrageous, and they couldn’t deny the government would keep its secrets unless someone dug them up.

Erika stepped around a large puddle in the road. The frogs were out, chirping in the saturated stillness. The air smelled so good here. She double checked her GPS. She was on track, moving closer. Soon she would have to take it much slower, leave the path and skirt a circle around the spot, moving slowly forward until she caught a glimpse.

At the very least, she needed to see what this abomination of a facility looked like.

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Night had long since fallen by the time Erika got her first glance of Empetrum. 

A tall, chain-link fence wrapped the perimeter in a grid punctuated by narrow brick pillars. Snarls of barbed wire stretched across the top, and the light of the waxing moon glinted off thick, ugly shards of glass set into the tops of the pillars.

Signs severely warning off trespassers dotted the fence, as if the barrier weren’t already sinister enough.

Beyond the fence lurked more trees, with no man-made sounds to disturb them. She could see no signs of installation except for a single distant light, winking in and out as the wind stirred the foliage. After skirting the fence for a while, hoping the facility was visible at some point, she came upon something even better—a fallen tree, smashed straight through a portion of the fence from a recent storm. The supports on one side had snapped free of their toothy pillar, just wide enough for her to squeeze through.

Coyotes yipped and cried, miles away. Erika pulled the cuffs of her jacket closer and stood still, listening, watching.

Another half a mile of uninhabited land and beyond another fence, at the back of an open concrete courtyard, lay the facility: a stoic bulk of brick and steel with tall, thin windows. Accessory buildings hunched in the eerie darkness beyond, still and silent, peppered with illumination from the inhabited rooms within. Crouched close to the barrier, she watched the figures of guards patrolling the grounds. Monstrous flood lights stood dark and waiting, perched on top of thick poles planted throughout the courtyard.

A sudden light from the side blinded her as a voice barked, “Hey! You there!” 

Erika took off.

Footsteps pounded behind her. Two sets: one closer, one farther. The angry beam of a flashlight shone dead on her as she dodged between the thinner trees in the section, making a beeline for the breach in the fence. Her lungs were strong, the trees crowded close together beyond the fence. If she could just slip through…

She heard a pop, and something sharp embedded itself in the meat of her shoulder. She gasped, but she had no time to check for a wound. 

One moment she was close to freedom, her gaze locked and determined, thinking maybe she wouldn’t tell anyone about this—especially not the Conxence. The next, her legs were buckling and she collided with dirt. Ferns and sticks whipped her face on the way down.

The guards caught up. A beam of light pointed in her face. Erika grasped fistfuls of leaves and mossy ground, trying to get her limbs to move, to drag herself forward, but her body wouldn’t respond. Her eyes lost focus. A high-pitched ringing filled her ears.

The earth pressed damp and cold against her face as she succumbed.

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